Call of repentance || Part II

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Part I

Summary: reader is a member of the Golden Path. Under Amita’s command you have to sneak to the Royal Palace to kill Pagan Min. But when you’re about to fulfill your mission, you find youself unable to – under charm of king Min, you decide to switch the path and stand by the side of the Royal Army, becoming one of the leaders.

Word Count: 2211

Warnings: strong language

A/N: Part 2 of the story.

Author: Rouge

The Royal Palace was located on the northern part of Kyrat, near the Himalayas.

The building had a red openable door just like what other outposts and fortresses had.
It was a huge building, placed on the large hill.

Pagan, with a glass of cognac in his hand, went out at the terrace, located on the third floor. From this point a beautiful view at the North Kyrat was streatching.

Pagan sat on a swing with a canopy and he started to sip on an alcohol.

He was delighted on the spectacular view, admiring it in silence. But his consternation soon has been interrupted by a grunt.

“My King, De Pleur has checked everything and it seems that it wasn’t Golden Path who set the bomb at Baghadur” Gary, Pagan’s the most loyal and trusted assitant said calmly.

Min only nodded, finishing his drink.

“Did he check EVERYTHING?” he asked.

“Yes, my King. He cooperated with Noore in that matter” Gary grunted again, still standing on the threshold.

“So he wants to say that it wasn’t that fucking monkeys fault?” King asked coldly, not paying any attention at Gary.

“Uhm… Yes, my King” Gary confirmed with weak voice, swallowing hardly.

At the same moment, Pagan crushed on a glass he was holding in hand, yelling viciously.

“Find whoever is responsible for this attack! It was an attempt on my fucking life!” he yelled.

The blood drops fell on the wooden floor of the terrace from his injured hand, but he didn’t pay an attention to this fact. “I wanna have their heads on a silver plate till midnight. Otherwise I won’t be nice anymore!”

Gary nodded and quickly left the terrace to avoid Pagan’s anger and frustration.

Pagan hissed while he was pulling out a piece of a glass from his hand.

“KHAN!” he yelled.

After a while, a tall, well-build soldier entered on the terrace.

He was a commander of the Royal Guard. That man was responsible for death of about 200 people in last half of a year. His name was Khan Ajmal and he was working for Pagan since many years. Kyrati citizens, however, knew him under other name…

A lot of them used to call him the Headhunter, because he would do everything to find out people, who were suspiced of conspiracy against King Min.

“It’s probably the work of these cowardly whores from the Golden Path. They know they can not beat us, so they began to resort to bombings” Pagan clenched his hand into the fist. He looked at the man. “Find out, who’s behind this. You have to pull out everyone who’s responsible for this attack even from under the fucking ground! When you find them, take them to Paul’s fortress and then let me know. Then I will come to Varshakot and we will decide, how to kill them, just to make sure that they know they are dying.”

It was still the night, when you has been assigned to the little Golden Path branch, which had to secure the little convoy with weapons. The convoy had to transport a lot of stuff to an outpost, which was belonging to the Golden Path since few months.

In the face of last event, it couldn’t wait any longer, so Amita and Sabal got to the conclusion that it has to be done before dawn.

You were traveling in the last car, when you noticed that rest of the convoy has stopped. Two other Golden Path’s cars were standing on the side of the road and people with flashlights were entering the bushes to explore the area.

“What’s going on?” you carefuly asked, looking at one of the rebels as you got out of the car.

“They said they saw something nerby” man shrugged slightly and jump on the semi-trailer to check the cargo.

As carefully as you could, you walked into the direction of the bushes, your hand was on the kukri knife hidden in your pocket, just in case..

You walked through bushes and when you got out of them you noticed you were standing at the top of the little hill, but even from that distance you could see a huge crater carved in the ground and fire, which has destroyed a part of the forest around the lake. Thick black smoke hung high in the air.

You covered your mouth with a hand to secure yourself from breathing with choking smoke.

“You see, Y/N, it’s here. The bomb had to be large” one of the rebels, a young boy approached you, rubbing his eyes. “My father said that Royal Army for sure did it by itself to put the blame over us all.”

You sighed sadly, but in the same moment you’ve heard something.

At one point, suddenly and unexpectedly, from the direction of Baghadur, a military convoy of several cars of Royal Army has arrived. When people from the Golden Path noticed this, it was too late for any proper reaction.

Royal Army soldiers quickly jumped out of the cars and they started to shoot with guns. Two of them boarded on the trailer and got places behind a big machine gun placed on the cars’ roofs.

The regular exchange of fire has started.

You watched the situation with horror in your eyes and heavy heart in your chest. Without thinking for a long time, you jumped on the semi-trailer of one of the Golden Path’s cars and digged to look for a weapon you could use.

The only thing you’ve found was an bow with a quiver. When you lifted your head and realized, how close the fighting was, you put the quiver on your back and pulled out an arrow from it.

Almost at the same moment you noticed Ajay, Longinus and Sabal, who had arrived in the wrong place in the wrong time, they were hidding behind one of the Golden Path’s cars, occasionally shooting to enemies behind the cover. One of the rebels, who stood next to their hideout, was hit by a machine-gun shot straight in the head and fell dead on the ground. Longinus leaned out from behind the car and when he tried to shoot at the enemy, he almost has been hit by them also. By this movement he betrayed their hiding place.

The remaining rebels after using all of an ammunition headed to grapple, unfortunately, most of them almost immediately was killed by De Pleur’s soldiers.

You saw two soldiers of the Royal Army, they were called the Exterminators and your heart almost stopped. Dressed in bulletproof vests with special material, reinforced with heavy CKMs in their hands, they were walking in the direction of the hideout of men to get them from behind. Sabal at the last moment had realized, that they were surrounded and started shooting with little avail, as none of the missiles did not even hit the soldiers, who marched relentlessly towards them.

You had a last chance to prevent the tragedy, you imposed an arrow on the bowstring, aimed it and fired. The arrow with a low whistle flew through the air, sticking straight in the helmet of one of the soldiers. Almost immediately he fell down dead to the ground.

Longinus, Ajay and Sabal turned eyesight to see, who helped them and have almost immediately astonished themselves.

“Y/N!” Ajay yelled.

But you didn’t seem to listen.

You reached for an another arrow and this time you also gave a good shot, beating second enemy.

“Y/N, don’t do it!” Sabal shouted loudly, trying to stop you.

But it was too late.

About 10 meters away, there were standing cars, which became to the Royal Army and next to them there were the rest of the soldiers, who were not killed. One of them picked up the sniper rifle to the eye, aimed and pulled the trigger.

Just at the moment, when you were about to pull out another arrow, you has been shot just above the left knee. The bullet passed through and sticked into the bodywork of the Golden Path’s car.

You screamed in pain.

You rolled over a bit on the side and laid on your back, breathing heavily. You felt the throbbing pain in the left leg.

Suddenly you heard the reloaded gun and realized, that next to you one of the soldiers of the Royal Army was standing. A bit further, few of his companions were standing.

“Get up” ordered the man.

With problems, you slowly got up from the ground.

Immediately you noticed, that Ajay, Sabal and Longinus were brought out of hiding place and now they were kneeling on the sandy road. Behind each of them stood one soldier with a rifle leveled directly at their heads.

At this sight you stopped breathing.

The soldier, who told you to get up, turned to the kneeling men and approached them.

“All of you have the right to remain silent, you shall testify before Paul De Pleur.”

“I won’t make any statements in front of anyone” Sabal snapped sharply.

It was enough to provoke the commander.

He raised his rifle and aimed straight at Sabal’s chest.

“If so, you won’t live to a fucking dawn” man smirked.

“He did not want to say that” Ajay threw his hands up in a gesture of peace.

“I’m not talking to you, mongrel” commander snapped roughly.

He raised his head and nodded to the soldier, who stood just behind Longinus.

There was a loud bang.

You heard your own cry vaguely.

Longinus’ body fell limply to the ground.

“You motherfuckers!” Sabal yelled, jumping to his feet, but he was quickly brought back to the ground by two soldiers.

The commanding officer came up to him and put the barrel of a gun to Sabal’s temple.

“Now it’s your turn” he laughed haughtily.

You found enough courage to shout:

“Noooo!!!”

Surprised, commander turned to you, taking off the finger from the trigger.

“It seems to me, that I did not ask you about an opinion” he hissed.

You looked straight into his eyes.

“Shoot me, but let them free” you said defiantly.

Other soldiers murmured in surprise.

“Y/N, shut up!” Ajay called with anger. “Leave her alone, she is still very young, she does not know, what she says” he began to beg.

The commander laughed lasciviously.

“The young, you are saying? That’s good, I like this kind the most, haha!”

You looked sternly at the man.

He came to you and standing only a few centimeters from you, he looked at you intently.

“You’re beautiful. Tell me the fuck, why such a beautiful woman is packing herself in such trouble?” man circled you slowly, watching you closely on each side.

“I have my own reasons” you barked, carefully tracking his every move.

“Well … You look as the girl, which is lacking a real man in bed” he laughed bluffly. He hugged you from behind, grabbing your breasts firmly. “Nice tits. Bet you’re a little whore, aren’t ya?”

You were watching as Sabal got purple on his face from nerves and started to struggle. He was angry, that a stranger, in addition a soldier of Paul, has fondled you.

The truth was Sabal had a crush on you, but he didn’t want to admit it before others…

“Fuck off, this is not your thing” you snorted loudly.

The man suddenly pulled your ponytail thus rendering, that you fell to your knees, gasping in pain.

“You should be polite, bitch!” – he shouted at you.

You closed your eyes and gritted your teeth, to not say a few words too much.

“I’m begging you, leave her” Ajay carefully got up from his knees and with hands raised, he turned to commander. “Let her go, you got us. The leader of the rebellion and his deputy, I think it’s a quiet good solution.”

The soldier looked at Ajay with pity.

“I will decide, whom I take and whom I let go” he said.

Again, he turned to you.

“You will be the perfect gift for De Pleur” he summed. “Maybe he’ll teach you how to behave properly, scum.”

You froze. But then you said:

“I will not be anyone’s gift!”

But then a quick reflection came to your mind.

It was a good way to sneak into De Pleur’s troops. You knew Varshakot fortress very well, but at the same moment you knew De Pleur wasn’t trusting you. Of course, you were working for him since few weeks and you never was a problem to him nor his people, but still he had a limited trust towards you.

You took a deep breath.

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path, you thought to yourself.

You briefly looked at Ajay and Sabal, then you turned your head to the commander.

“I surrender. Can’t fight anymore, I’m injured. You got me.”

A wry smile appeared on man’s face.

“Good slut” he gave a look to one of his men. “Inform De Pleur I have a surprise for him.”

Call of repentance || Part I

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Summary: reader is a member of the Golden Path. Under Amita’s command you have to sneak to the Royal Palace to kill Pagan Min. But when you’re about to fulfill your mission, you find youself unable to – under charm of king Min, you decide to switch the path and stand by the side of the Royal Army, becoming one of the leaders. 

Word Count:1540

Warnings: cursing

A/N: I’ve decided to separate that little story for two or three smaller parts. This is the first one. We don’t wanna make another fanfiction, taking we have two main larger fics at the moment. But I’ve been in Far Cry 4 fandom for a long time period, so it’s a really nice chance to me to come back to one of my favorite fandoms. I’ve wanted to create such story since very beginning, taking that Far Cry fandom was my very first one ever 🙂 I still have a lot of sentiment toward all those characters, so I hope you all will enjoy my work.

Author: Rouge

The world was slowly waking up to life.
The sun was more boldly penetrating through the morning mists, which were enshrouding Kyrat. A gentle wind was toring the crowns of the trees. In the air there was a smell of subtle spring.

When the first rays of the sun fell through the open window to the room of yours, they have gently illuminate your face still plunged in a dream.

You lazily opened your eyes and almost immediately narrowed them by light. You shielded your face with a hand and for a moment accustomed to the morning light.

When your eyes stopped hurting, you put hand down and stretched slowly.

You got up and went straight to the bathroom. You walked over to the sink, washed your teeth and face and looked at your reflection in a large, ornate mirror that hung just above the sink.

Your shiny hair shimmered in the light coming through the little window, your eyes were expressed energy. Your delicate, swarthy complexion was glowing.

You got dressed and when you ate a quick breakfast, you got out of your little wooden house.

You lived in Banapur, a little village in Southern Kyrat.

The life wasn’t easy, especially there, in a country torn by a civil war.

Nothing left but a try to have as normal life as it was only possible to.

In Banapur, which was a main headquarter of the Golden Path, nothing was normal at all.

From the side it looked like the village was nothing more but a place where Kyrati people were living calmly. But the truth was, that all those houses were hiding a secret. Banapur was the last one mainstay of the Golden Path, the little organization created yet in the end of XX century to fight against the Royal Army leaded by Pagan Min, the King of Kyrat.

The story of him taking the crown was rather vile – first, Min was working with Royalists and when he got a chance, he betrayed them, killing the last King of Kyrat with his all family and then he called himself the next King.

A lot of people died in such hard time, under the dictatorship of Min.

And then, many years later, when son of Mohan came back to his motherland, the forces of the Golden Path got stronger. The organisation recruted a lot of new people, mostly young, to introduce them in a fight against Royal Army and Pagan Min himself.

Of course, no one said it will be an easy case, no. There was a lot of preparations before every action they were taking part in. A lot of people has been kidnapped by Army. They were killed or tortured or even put to Durgesh – the prison located high in Himalayas.

You were a member of the Golden Path too, you were under comman of Amita, one of two leaders.

The second one, Sabal, had such distinct view at the current situation in the country then Amita, so it caused a lot of misunderstandings and fights between those two.

And now there was a meeting in your part of camp. You, as the most trusted soldier had to take part in it too.

“What do you want to achieve?” you snarled.

“Since you have started working in Varshakot for De Pleur, you are even greater whore than you were” Sabal growled loudly, glancing at you with brows rised in a cruel grimace.

Amita stood up and almost immediately slapped the man in the cheek.

“What are you both doing?!” Ajay yelled with a loud voice, standing between Amita and Sabal.

“He started” Amita summed up. “He began to insult my soldier with no reason just because he is jealous of her work, Ajay” woman crossed arms at her chest.

“That isn’t true!” Sabal said. “She began. She is trying to disturb me with our current mission at Sleeping Saints monastery” man pouted.

“Enough. Everyone split up” Ajay snapped sharply, frowning as he looked at other people gathered in the room. “You two, Amita and Sabal, you’re gonna stay. And you too, Y/N!” young man looked at you with his big brown eyes. “As I see, you need someone to lead the way. So I’m hearing. I wanna hear both versions” he took a seat on the chair and crossed his legs, looking at Amita and then at Sabal.

“Let me start” she threw an anger gaze at Sabal, then she briefly looked at you and Ajay. “My proposition is to send Y/N to the Royal Palace. It won’t be a problem, because guards know her. She is still working in Varshakot and De Pleur trusts her” Amita smirked. “So it will be easy. And then she’s gonna be able to knock king down. Without witnesses. Without suspicions..”

Ajay only nodded and turned to Sabal. “What is your plan?”

Sabal has sighed before he spoke.

“Well, I think we should gather all our forces to prepare an attack at Varshakot first. And Y/N” he looked at you, “she knows that place really good. When we’ll take that fortress, our people will believe in a upcoming success, they’ll work more efficiently.”

You smiled sadly and decided to take part in the exchange of views.

“It won’t be nothing else but a fake propaganda” your voice was harsh. “People’s morale will rise, but when we’re be attacked by Pagan’s forces, they’ll lose them again rather quickly” you summed up. “That’s why I am more up to Amita’s idea” you shrugged.

Ajay nodded in silence, then he ran his fingers through his hair.

“Let’s do that. Let’s destroy his forces from inside” he looked hardly into Amita’s eyes. “I’m by your side this time.”

Sabal growled and got up, leaving the room.

You were torn out from sleep in the middle of the night by a powerful roar, which echo bounced off the mountain peaks surrounding the Southern Kyrat.

You quickly got out of bed and lit the lamp standing on the nightstand. You took a long hoodie from the chair and carelessly threw it over your shoulders.

You pinned your hair in a ponytail.

You went downstairs and then outside the house.

After entering the main square of Banapur, you noticed, that most of the villagers were gathered outside their homes. Some stood in larger groups, others were walking around.

You walked in the direction of the main building, where all soldiers were supposed to be.

Standing in front of the main entrance, through the wide open door, you saw Sabal and Ajay, both were talking loudly.

Next to them there was Longinus, who spoke with someone by walkie-talkie.

There were also a couple of other people, who were preparing weapons.

Suddenly, Amita came out from the building, dressed in a long brown cargo pants, hiking boots and a T-shirt with long sleeves.

When she saw you, immediately she came up to you.

“What happened?” you asked reluctantly.

“Apparently, somewhere in the vicinity of Baghadur the bomb has exploded” woman summed up.

“What?!” you asked with your eyes wide open. “How do you know about it?”

Amita shrugged.

“Apparently, a small branch of the Golden Path has been returning by forest from their exercises. They saw it with their own eyes. The explosion reportedly was huge!” Amita looked thoughtful.

“Perfect” there was a loud voice of Sabal. “Now Noore will ask Pagan to make a retaliation, because she’s gonna think that it was us who set the bomb at her fortress, fuck” he snapped, catching Amita’s shoulder. “Again we’re about to lose many people, little bitch, it’s your fucking fault! You’re gonna have their blood on your hands”.

You pushed him away from Amita.

“Leave her!” you gnarled harshly. “It wasn’t her fault at all. Nor any of us” you rised your chin up.

Ajay approched you all. He looked so sad when he has spoken.

“I think we don’t have time to prepare Y/N to mission. She needs to sneak there as soon as possible, Amita” his voice was nothing more but whisper. “We need to act. We won’t let them to take us down.”

Cool wind of the night dispeled Pagan’s unbuttoned white shirt.

Yuma silently went to Pagan and put her hand gently on his shoulder.

“I do not want to just believe, that they organized something like that. As for them, it’s too big undertaking.”

She felt, that the muscles of Pagan are tensed. She knew, he was furious.

“I almost lost you” he turned to Yuma and hugged her tightly around the waist, looking down at her. “Paul will find people, who are responsible for the explosion. If it turns out, that Sabal or Amita was behind it, I will personally stick my kukri into his or her heart” he said. “I lost Ishwari long time ago. I can’t lose my little sister” he said.

Yuma frowned hearing the name of her brother’s ex lover, but she nodded carefully. “You won’t lose me, I’m too tough” she took a step back. “Going to check if our guards are preparing weapons” she turned around and walked out of the balcony.

Pagan knew, that until they’ll find out, who organized the attack, he won’t know peace.

You are not alone || Stucky x Reader

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Summary: After your family’s death you found new way to relieve all your bad emotions… even when you know it’s a bad thing to do.

Word Count: 1764

Warnings: self harm, blood, deatch [mentioned]

Author: Cass

You lived
with Steve and Bucky for almost eight years now. During this time many bad
things happened.
For example you would find out that Steve returned from mission almost dead… or
you would be a witness of one of Bucky’s panic attack. Then watch him how He
slowly close himself on Steve and you. You always were positive, You believed
in boys and you were stronger for both of them.

But one day your life was ruined by one phone.  It was exactly two weeks ago.

~Two Weeks
ago~

You were
cooking dinner for boys, Y/F/S was playing in background when you happily
walked around in kitchen. It lasted until you heard phone. You thought that
maybe it’s Steve or Bucky, So you quickly went to pick it up.

“Hello?” You
said happily.
“Good morning, miss. Is it… Y/N Y/L/N?” Voice asked. It was man, but not your
Steve or Bucky. Right now you were really scared.

“Yes… It’s me…
but something happened?” You asked and started shiver softly.

“My name is
Alex Radu I’m calling from the Police… I don’t have good news from you miss.”
He said.

Your heart
stopped, you had no idea what to do. You were worried, scared. You wanted just disconnect
the call and ran away.

“W…. What happened…”
You asked but your voice just broke.

“I’m sorry
Miss… But I need to inform you that. Your parents and your brother are
dead.”

You felt
like you gonna pass out there, You only shook your head and tried stop tears “B-But…
But… How… What… What happened…?”

“Truck hit
their car… all three Death on the spot. I’m really sorry miss.” Man said

Next thing
that you remember was sitting on floor crying like a little child.

Steve and
Bucky entered home smiling as always but their smiles faded when they saw you
on floor and smelled burned food.

Steve
quickly put his shield down and went to you when Bucky went to kitchen to make
sure that nothing is on fire.

“Doll… Hey
doll… What wrong? What happened.” Steve asked and sat next to you. He gently
wrapped arms around you and pulled you into hug.

Bucky
quickly joined and also hugged you, He kissed your head and took your hand in
his metal hand “Y/N you know you can tell us.”

You only
looked at them, your eyes were red and a bit swollen “M… My parents… and… Tom…
They… THEY ARE DEAD! I LOST EVERYONE I’M ALONE!” You got up and yelled with
tears on your cheeks. Then you just sat back down.  Bucky and Steve looked at you in shock, You
never yelled at them.

They both
hugged you again. Steve kissed you head “Shhh… Doll. You are never alone… You
have us.”

“Exactly,
little one… You aren’t alone.” Bucky said and kissed your shoulder.

It took a
lots of time to take care of everything. It was hard… Hard to know that you are
alone.
But boys were with you no matter what, they supported you whole time.

~Now~

Maybe all formalities
were hard but the most hard thing was to hide your pain and sorrow. Boys were
sure that you are fine. That they helped you and you feel better but little
have they know.

One night
you woke up from nightmare, you looked around in bed, Steve was on your slept calmly,
wrapped in blanket.
Bucky on your right, He was hugging his pillow, muttering something in his
sleep.

You looked
at them sadly and got up from bed, trying your best to not woke up one of them
(Or with your luck both)

You walked
to bathroom and slowly unbuttoned your shirt. You took it off and looked at
your darkest secret.

Your whole
arm was covered in small and a bit bigger cuts, some were already old and some
still fresh but this wasn’t only place… your whole shoulder, some places on
your chest and even your abdomen was covered in the same cuts.

You started
to self harm yourself not long after that news, You had too much inside you.
Too much pain, too much sorrow… Too much sadness. You don’t wanted die, because
you couldn’t leave boys alone but you wanted do something that could help you
with this emotions.

It helped
you but it forced you to move away from boys. Making love, showers, swimming
together. This all just ended. You knew that boys were worried but they
respected your decision because they think that you are really deep in Mourning

You sighed
softly and looked at yourself in mirror, you looked terrible but it was your
only way to relief. Steve and Bucky would never understand you.

You took
out small razor blade from cabinets, you looked at yourself and found some
places that weren’t marked by metal yet.

You took
deep breath and put blade on empty spot. Cold feeling made you feel better but feeling
of cutting skin made you even more happy, you whimpered at pain and looked at
mirror.

You could
see the line, it become more red with every second then blood started run down
your skin, soft smile appeared on your lips, you bite them hard and started
make more cuts.

After few minutes you looked at yourself in
mirror than you started cry.

You cleaned yourself and made sure to put bandage on your fresh wounds, you
calmed down, dressed up and returned to boys but you forgot to completely clean
your “Crime place”

At Morning
when you still were in bed Bucky was in bathroom and Steve was in kitchen.

Bucky
looked into cabinets and blinked when He saw that some razor blade were missing
as well as bandages.

“Steeevee?!
Did you maybe used my razor blade? Or bandages?!” He yelled.

Steve went
to bathroom and looked at Bucky “Do I look like person that use them? “ He
asked frowning softly.

“No… but
they are missing and only I use them in this house.” Bucky muttered.

Steve
rolled his eyes “Maybe you used them and you don’t remember this?”

Bucky
sighed “Steve, I’m old but I don’t have Alzheimer.” He growled “Maybe Y/N used
them.”

“Yep!
Because our girl needs to use your razor blade and bandages.” He said and
looked at him.

Bucky
sighed sadly “You know… I don’t like one thing. They disappear almost every day…
both things, nothing else… but today I found this.” He said and showed Steve small
white towel with stains of blood “And I’m sure it’s not yours.” Bucky looked at
Steve worried “It’s also not mine… So, if it’s not mine and it’s not yours than…”

“Y/N..”
Steve said worried, looking at his friend.

Both of
them went to bedroom, Steve sat on bed and gently kissed you cheek to wake you
up
“Hey, doll. Sorry that we wake you up but We need to ask you something.”

“Hmmm…” You
muttered and opened one eye to look at your boys.

Bucky showed
you towel “I found it in bathroom… Do you wanna tell us something?” He asked

You quickly
woke up and sat up “Um.. I… I cut myself yesterday. I think I forgot to put it
in basked… I’m sorry boys.” You said and made your best fake smile.

Steve and
Bucky looked at each other, they didn’t believed you but they decided not to
press you.

Rest of the
day was calm but Steve and Bucky watched you, trying to find something. All
they could see was your problems with moving.

Since this
day both were checking everything. Razor blade and bandages were disappearing
every day and you had bigger problems with moving.

One night when
You were sure they are asleep you got up and went to bathroom to start your
small sick “ritual”
Boys watched you as you left bedroom
“I don’t like it…” Steve whispered
“Let’s follow her..” Bucky said and quietly got up from bed.

They both
followed you to bathroom, Steve slowly opened door.
You were in front of mirror, without your shirt. They looked at your body in
shock.

“Y/N!”
Bucky said in shock “What… What…” He said and looked at you.

You slowly
turned around and looked at them scared “Steve… Bucky… I can explain… I just..”

“Don’t even
say a word. We want see you in living room in a minute.” Steve said frowning
and wet to living room, Bucky followed him.

You could
feel tears in your eyes they had to never find out… never.

Steve was
walking around living room nervous, Bucky was sitting on couch watching him “Dude
calm down.
Steve wanted say something but then He saw you walking down the stairs.

You looked
scared at Steve and sad a Bucky.
Bucky patted his legs “Come here, doll.” You smiled at him softly and sat on
his laps. He stroked your cheek and kissed you gently. Steve sat behind you and
took off shirt from your shoulder, He gently kissed it.
Both looked at you with their big puppy’s eyes “Y/N why? Why you did this to
yourself? Why… Why we know nothing.” Steve said sadly.

You looked
at them and told them everything.
Steve and Bucky were shocked.

Bucky took
your face into his big hands and looked into your eyes
“Listen… We know it’s all hard but even now, you aren’t alone. You have me… you
have Steve and all your friends. We all were so worried that you become so
closed on us. Y/N we two love you too much… you know how it kill us… that… that
you do such a thing to yourself.”

“He is
right, doll. You are important to us. We love you and We will do everything for
you. We and friends… just please don’t hide stuff like this from us, okay.”

You looked
at them and started cry “I promise… I won’t do this again… n-next time I… I
will talk with you or Bucky.”

Steve and Bucky smiled “Good girls.” Bucky said
and they both hugged you tight.

~Few
months later~

You felt
much better. You wounds healed.
You good knew that boys are always with you.
Boy and all your friends, Everyone was making their best to make you feel
loved.

You lost
your real family, but now all your friends and your boys were your family. They
never let you forgot your parents and brother but they also never let you feel
alone or unloved.

This was
the most important to you were loved and you felt happy again.

Gif: Not mine, this time I haqve no idea where I found it.

A/N: Hey guys! It’s Cass here. I wrote this short story to show you all something. So… As you all know, I’m Beast gf. The thing is that this is Distance
relationship. For a long time I thought that He is fine, that He only have some
problems in work and that’s all but a day ago… He showed me what He did to himself.
The thing that I saw was terrible.
He also told me about his terrible thoughts… thanks god Me and rest of team
were able to pull him away from those thoughts by this small story, I want to
show you all that no matter what happen, you always can find people that will
be ready to support you and try to help you. That you are never alone. You need
to trust your friends or family, if not then than you should find someone who will
listen to you and try help you.


Take care guys and remember, no one is ever alone.

Gif: I have no idea. I just found it on my computer.

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Imagine: Taking care of Matt.

You were used to fact that during nights life of your boyfriend was
dangerous. You were also used to the fact, that he was returning every morning
in one piece.

Not until THAT night.

You were in your bed, trying to fall asleep. You wrapped yourself tight
in a blanket and nuzzled to Matt’s pillow, inhaling his scent. Suddenly you
heard loud noises coming from living room. A loud noise of something smashed by
some other stuff.
You slowly got up from bed and took your baseball batt. You went to living room,
watching your ever step.

You stepped into big room, ready to see a robber or someone like that, but the
room was empty. At last that was what you were thinking. Suddenly you saw your
boyfriend Matt still in his daredevil costume, laying on top of crushed coffee
table.

You quickly threw your batt away and ran to him.
“Matt… Mattie… what happened?!“ you got onto floor next to him and took
off his mask, tossing it aside.

He was really confiused, Matt couldn’t even say a word. You were really
suprised and happy that he was even able to get back home. You gently touched
his face to calm him down, he only caught both of your hands really tight.
You hissed. “Hey… Hey.. Matt… it’s me, Y/N, it’s okay, you are home. You are
safe…”
Matt was breathing heavily. “Y/N…” he said and slowly started to calm down.

It took you some time to took off his whole costium. You took it to
bedroom and left it there. 

Matt got up and with big problem he sat down on couch, whimpering from
pain. 
You looked at him and it hurt you. He was covered in wounds, bigger and smaller
one, the same was about bruises.
You took first aid kit and went to him.
Matt looked at you. “I’m sorry… I just… there was too many of them… and they….
they got me… I was scared… that I won’t return to you” he whimpered sadly.
You smiled sadly and put first aid kit away, than you hugged him gently.
Matt sighed heavily and nuzzled to your hair, inhaling your scent.
You stroked his hair gently. “It’s okay… you are back. Now I’m gonna take care
of you.” 
Matt only nodded “Okay… okay… Thank you.” 
You kissed his forehead gently, after that you started to take care of his
wounds.
Later you took shower with him making sure that you washed off whole blood that
left on his body.
After that, you took him to bed. Matt slowly wrapped himslef in the blanket and
nuzzled to his pillow. You were happy, because you knew that now he was happy
and he was safe in home with you.
You laid next to him and took his hand into yours, than you looked at
him. 
Matt only smiled “Your hands are so soft… Good night Y/N.”
You smiled and closed your eyes too. Both of you fell asleep really quickly.

At morning, when you were in kitchen, you heard some noises in bedroom
but not too loud. You good knew it was Matt who’s looking for his normal clothes.
He went to the kitchen, wearing only pants and hoodie.
“Morning” You said happily
“Morning, Y/N.” Matt responded and wrapped arms around your waist, nuzzling to
your shoulder “I don’t wanna go to work… I don’t wanna leave you…” He murmured.
You giggled and stroked his hair “I know… and you don’t have to go there today.
I called Foggy and I told him that you are sick.”
Matt laughed and kissed your cheek “My angel… I guess that every devil needs
his angel.” 
You giggled “I would say that ever man needs a woman, that will love him… but
you summary is good too.” 
Matt sighed happily “I love you, Angel.”
“I love you too, devil.” You said eagerly before both of you shared a
passionate kiss.

Author: Cass 
Gif: X

“YOU SHALL NOT PASS!” || BUCKY ONE SHOT

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Words: 1314
Warnings: a little bit of cursing
Summary: Bucky wants to take a flight to Bucharest, unfortunately
at the airport there are problems because of his metal limb. Sam and Steve need
to calm their friend down, but it all goes wrong..
Requested by: anonymous
Gif: x

Author: Beast

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The terminal gate had a
large sitting area with the generic airport rows of chairs that were stuck
together, some of which were already filled with a mix of waiting passengers, a
few of them cheerfully optimistic while some looked irritated. The wide, glass
windows afforded a great view of the planes outside.

Bucky was sitting at
the chair, his legs crossed nicely as he was checking his phone and email.
He cursed and checked his watch.

„I’m gonna kill ‘em” he
grunted under his breath.

Standing up to stretch,
he looked around the terminal gate and noticed that the number of people had
dwindled. Bucky resisted the temptation to lick his lips, a nervous
habit that he’d never lost.

He spotted Sam and
Steve several minutes later.

“You both are late.
AGAIN” Bucky crossed his arms over his chest. “I’ve been waiting for fucking two
hours!

Steve approached Bucky
and put his large hand at man’s shoulder.

“I’m so sorry, Buck.
There was a huge traffic jam” blonde said in a soft voice, trying to calm his
buddy down.

Bucky only rolled his
eyes.

“Fine. Can we go now? I
don’t wanna miss a flight”.

Steve nodded and
pulling out his documents, with Sam and Bucky by his side, he went to the airport
check-in.

When their documents had
been inspected, guys went in the direction of security’s machine to check upon
metal stuff in their luggage.

The closer they were,
the more stressed Bucky was.

“Steve, shit, I won’t
pass it, ya know..” Bucky gently pointed at his left arm, carefully covered by
a grey hoodie.

“Easy, Buck, we’re
gonna make it” Steve patted his friend’s back, trying to give Bucky his
support.

As soon as the trio
stopped in front of the machine, they gave their bags to one of the guards to
let them check it.

After a while, the tall
man asked Steve to go through a metal detector.

Steve went through it
without any problems and as soon as he did, he turned to gave Bucky a look.
He knew his friend was a bit terrified.

Sam also went through the
detector without any issues.

And then it was Bucky’s
turn.

“Sir?” the tall guard
looked at Bucky with a suspicious gaze. “Is everything alright? You can do it
now.”

Bucky nodded nervously
and after several deep breaths he slowly stepped through the machine.

As soon as he did, the
detector started to beep like a crazy, signaling presence of metal with flashing of a
little red light.

Another security guard approached
Bucky and started to search him down.

“Pockets are clear” he
said to other man dressed in an uniform.

It was until guard
touched Bucky’s metal arm through his hoodie. Man frowned and glared up at
Bucky.

“Sir. We need you to
pull up your sleeve, please” guy said slowly, looking carefully at Bucky.

Barnes sighed deeply
and gave a brief look to Steve, who only nodded.

Bucky slowly rolled up
his sleeve, revealing his metal limb.

Two other security
guards came to check upon Bucky’s metal arm.

“Uhm.. Sir.. Is that
real or fake?” one of men, an older dude with glasses asked politely, blinking
few times.

Bucky hesitated and as
annoyed as he was, he mumbled quietly.

“Real.”

Guards gathered
themselves in a little circle, whispering something among each other.

“I knew it’ll end up like
this, Steve” Sam leaned to blonde man and chuckled softly.

“Shhh, Sam, not now”
Steve raised his hand to give his friend a sign to be quiet.

Bucky was still
standing in a place. He felt like an animal caught in a snares. Feeling glances
of other people, who were looking at him out of curiosity, Bucky growled
loudly.

“Ekhem. Shall we?” he
gave an anxious look to the older guard.

Man nodded and took a
deep breath.

“I am sorry sir, I am afraid
we cannot let you through with that metal.”

Bucky blinked and
instinctively looked at Steve with an imploring glance.

“I have to go with my
friends” Barnes felt like an idiot saying this. “We have a flight to Bucharest.”

Was he trying to
explain himself?!

Steve approached them
and smiled gently.

“Yes. He’s with us. We
have very important meeting there and we can’t miss this flight” Steve has shown
his ticket to guards. “Please.”

The older man shook his
head.

“I am sorry sir, it’s
the main rule and we have to obey it.”

Steve was about saying something,
when other guard cleared his throat.

“Sir” man looked at
Bucky, “is there something you can do with this… metal limb?”

Bucky blinked and shook
his head.

“No. Don’t think so, for fuck’s sake..”

“Oh yes, he can!” it
was no one else but Sam who stand next to Steve. “Buck, you can reattach it.”

“Oh, for sure, little
fucker!” Bucky growled aloud, causing the guards gave him an odd glances. “Ya
know I can’t do it now!”

Sam giggled.

“Easy, man, trying to
give ya some idea” Falcon shrugged with a cheeky grin on his lips.

Oh, how much Bucky was
hating that grin!

It caused his rage
increased within seconds.

“Fuck you, Sam!” Bucky
blew a hit in Falcon’s shoulder, but Sam blocked his hit.

Guards immediately came
in between two men to separate them from each other.

“EASY!” the older man
shouted. He turned his face to Bucky. “Is there any chance for you to reattach
that metal limb now?” he asked.

“I’ve been telling you
that no! For fuck’s sake, are you deaf, man!?” Bucky jerked, trying to free his
hand from grasp of security guards.

Falcon only laughed,
looking how frustrated Bucky was.

“You can try to put
your hand up in the air and go through that machine again!” he laughed from his
own joke. “Maybe it’ll work, huh?”

Steve punched Sam’s
shoulder, making an angry face and narrowing his brows.

“Sam, stop, don’t make
it worse!”

But Falcon’s comment
made Bucky yelled loudly.

“Fuck you, Wilson! Why
are you such a cunt, huh!?”

Sam smirked again,
laughing hardly.

“Because I love to piss
ya off, Buck!” he chuckled.

The guards were
thinking for a while.

“Well.. Maybe we can
try to wrap your limb in some material..” one of man suggested.

Steve nodded eagerly.

“Let’s give it a try,
men.”

Few minutes and outbursts
of anger later, Bucky’s arm was wrapped in a large white piece of a material
guards have found in an janitor’s room.

Steve was standing in
front of Bucky.

“Relax, take it easy” Rogers instructed his
friend before the next attempt.

He made a place for
Bucky and gently pushed him ahead.

Sam was standing next
to the guards, awaiting for the event development.

Bucky walked through the detector once again, but he
didn’t succeed. Again, the machine started to beep.

Steve just knew it won’t end properly as soon as he
spotted like Sam took a step ahead in the direction of Bucky and like he was spreading
his arms.

“Go back to the shadow, Winter Soldier! YOU SHALL NOT
PASS!” Sam intoned with a deep voice, trying to sound like Gandalf from Lord of the Rings.

Before Steve barely could say something, Bucky simply
jumped to Falcon and after a while both men were tussling on the floor.

“How dare you, little fucker!” Bucky was yelling,
strangling Sam a bit.

Wilson was blocking each move of Barnes and after a moment
of fight, he managed to kick Winter Soldier off himself.

When Bucky was laying on the ground, gasping for air,
Sam crawled to him and punched him at the shoulder, choking himself with a
laughter.

“I am sorry, man!” Sam rolled at his back, Bucky did
same. “I just had to do it.”

Bucky growled, but after a second he was laughing too.

“Fucker” Bucky playfully punched Sam’s shoulder. “I
hate you.”

Hi. Just want to let y’all know I love those 3 fics you’re writing. Chronicles are so amazing full of emotions and plot twists (which I never new can exist hehe), My Little Treasure is yet cute I like Andrea but I need more of her relations with others (tbh I am not sure what to think about Steve’s son he’s a lil weirdoo) and Even Heaven Cries are so well written omg I can even feel that cold pain in chest while reading all descriptions of emotions and situations omg Thank you all ❤

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OMG, it’s incredibly nice from your side dear! Thank you so so much! 🙂 I am really glad you like all of them!

~ Rouge