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Imagine: Nice morning with Jack.

Y/N woke up
in empty bed, she looked around, looking for her boyfriend Jack.
She got up and quietly walked to living room “Jack? Where are you?” Y/N asked

“In the
kitchen.” Y/N heard his voice and quickly went to kitchen.
Jack was making breakfast, He was wearing only his sweatpants and white
t-shirt.
Y/N hugged to Jack from behind and purred happily, inhaling his scent.

“Hey there,
little one. I’m glad you are finally awake. How was your night?” Jack asked,
smiling happily.
Y/N giggled and walked to his side “Good…. Because I spent this night with my
Captain.”

Jack
laughed and kissed her nose “And I spent it with the most beautiful woman in
this century.” He muttered and stroked her cheek gently, smiling happily “I love
you, You know that?” He said quietly wrapping arm around Y/N’s small waist.
She giggled and wrapped arms around his neck “I know, I love you too.”
Jack nodded and kissed her forehead “Now, go to living room, breakfast will be
served in few minutes.”
Y/N nodded and quickly went to living room.

After
breakfast Jack went back to bedroom to dress up and Y/N went to kitchen to
clean after breakfast.

After few minutes Jack slowly walked to her from behind and wrapped his strong
arms around her “Did I ever told you how sexy you are?” Jack purred nuzzling to
Y/N’s shoulder.
She giggled and nodded “Yes, you did this many times…” Y/N said and turned
around to wrap arm around his neck.
Jack smiled and kissed Y/N passionately. She purred happily and kissed him back.

Jack
growled softly and picked her up, He sat her down on the kitchen counter.
Y/N whimpered softly and looked at him “Jack… You should go to work. You will
be late.”
Jack only laughed softly “No… Work can wait I have more important duties.”
Y/N giggled and kissed him again, wrapping legs around his waist.
Jack muttered happily, pushing his hands under Y/N’s shirt, suddenly He could
hear his phone.
He took his phone and looked at Y/N worried
“They are calling… Go, See you after work.”
Jack only nodded and kissed Y/N quickly, before leaving the flat.

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Imagine: Bucky
is being tortured and trained to become a Winter Soldier

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The basement was pitch black. He was as blind as if his eyes had been gouged. His body washed cold. He brought his fingers to his eye sockets, they were still there. He turned back to the stairs and tried to run up, but his foot fell through each one like it was a mere projection. So how had he walked down them? He leant forwards to touch the stair and felt a fabric fall down his arm, soft and velvety. Cold metal touched his forehead and moved down. Without sight of any knife he began to bleed from the neck, he choked. He raised his hands to feel the sticky warm fluid about his throat. He screamed.

A loud noise startled Bucky out of his abysmal nightmare. His cheeks were wet and his body was bathed in a cold sweat. The sheets were twisted around his limbs, probably because he was thrashing in his sleep. His heart pounded against his chest. Bucky trembled. The room was entirely dark. No light anywhere. The remnants of his nightmare still clung to his mind, haunting him. Another flash of lightning illuminated the room in blinding light. Bucky let out a frightened cry and buried his face into his pillow. Even his breaths trembled. He swallowed and once again turned to see the endless darkness of his room. He couldn’t see anything.

Every night it was the same.
He was always back in his personal hell. The same nightmare all the time. On awakening, despite the nightmare ending, a ghastly feeling of being watched by invisible eyes. Anxiety. Fear.
But he couldn’t show it. He had to stay strong.

Bucky has been trained to become an assassin for Hydra.
He was meat on a slab to Hydra’s agents, screaming, begging, crying, pleading, bargaining, but nothing affected them.
He knew the rules. He had to be obedient.

“Name?” a low voice asked.
He cleared his throat before he spoke.
“James Buchanan Barnes.”
Electricity lanced through his brain, causing strong convulsions — his teeth ground together, his hands gripped the chair, he pulled and fought and couldn’t get away, nothing remained but the fire in each of his muscles.
“Name?” the voice asked again.
“…please… I…” Bucky whispered weakly.
Another blow of the electricity caused a huge pain, it spreaded quickly throughout his whole body.
“NAME” voice was harsh.
Bucky didn’t say a word. Cold. Darkness.  Sore. He ran a dry tongue over shriveled lips.
“…water.. I need a water..” he was begging. The darkness stretched eternally as he faded into nothing, closing his eyes.
“PURPOSE?!” voice screamed.
It pulled him out of the emptiness.
“….glory of Hydra..” he whispered as devastated as he was.
A wet rag touched his lips, reeking of mildew. He was so dsperate for moisture, that he sucked at it. The rag was torn away so quickly. He was left, craving for more of a moisture.
He heard a satisfaction in the voice.
“Good. Take him away.”

There had always been blood on his hands: from the people he’d eliminated. The targets they’d assigned to the asset. Enemy soldiers when he was a sniper in the war.
A short flashbacks frequently appeared when he was falling asleep.
Sometimes he was even able to assign them to a certain events from his previous… life? Was it a life or was it only a dream? He wasn’t sure. He never has been.

“A shining new era is tiptoeing nearer” one of the commanders said loudly, standing at a stiar-head at the top of a stairs. “I know it sounds sordid, but you’ll be rewarded, when at last we’re given our dues.”
Bucky looked at the man, no ounce of emotions left in him anymore.
The commander continued.
“Of course, quid pro quo, you’re expected to take certain duties on board. Prepare for the coup of a century, be prepared for the murkiest scam, meticulous planning for decades. Our ambitions are bared. You only have to kill Captain America. That’s your next target. He’s your next mission.”
Bucky didn’t even blink, he only gave a slight nod. He knew the rules…
“Payback time is nearing and then our flag will fly against a blood-red sky” the man smiled rudely, looking at rest of soldiers, who were gathered in the huge canteen. They all were looking at one of their leaders.
Man looked directly at Bucky, his mouth corners slowly raised up in an awful smile.
“The battle may be bloody, but that kind of works for us. The melody of growls, a counterpoint of painful howls, a symphony of death, that’s what we need to hear.”
Man in a khaki uniform slowly went downstairs and stood in front of the Winter Soldier.
“Hydra’s still around to train this soldier…” he walked around Bucky, finally putting palms at assasin’s shoulders from behind. Than man said loudly:
“…till he learns to be a perfect killer with a lust for being bad.”
Bucky knew the rules.
He just was assigned. Now he had a mission.

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Imagine:

Bucky
is learning you Romanian

Request from: Anonymous

You were an agent of S.H.I.E.L.D since a month.
You had a good contact with almost all of the Avengers, you quickly caught the contact with them because of your good interpersonal abilities.
There was only one person, in front of whom you was scared to stand..
James Bucky Barnes.
Yes. That tall, handsome former Winter Soldier always was making you feel incredibly unsure about yourself. You were losing your confidence as soon his blue eyes were falling on you.
You were even more scared when director Fury ordered you to learn Romanian. You had to do it because of you assignment to a new mission.
As concerns your experience on a missions, it was something about what you didn’t prefer to talk. You have only been once to Vienna with Black Widow and Falcon. And now you had to support Bucky himself at his infiltrating mission in Bucharest.
Your stress has only been increased by a fact, that Bucky will learn you Romanian.

“Y/N, really, am I demand too much?” Bucky rolled his eyes once again, leaning his head on his crossed palms.
You were at 10th lesson of Romanian and that was a day, when you had a little test. As it was easy to predict, you earn only half points from a stakes.
“But… Bucky… I’ve been telling you not once… I still have problem with a pronunciation of all those long words…” You lowered your gaze, looking hardly at your nails.
“You had to train it. And? You as always did nothing” he growled lazily. “Listen, Y/N, it’s a fucking important mission to me. To us all. We have to penetrate one of a government’s bases there, so we have to be well-prepared. That means you have to speak Romanian. Not fluently, no, I’m just demanding you to be understandable for others. They don’t know English” he rubbed his chin, yawning at the same time. “Okay. Once again. But focus this time, okay?”
You gave a nod and took a breath.
“Trebuie să ia aceste documente la un seif” he said slowly.
You cleared your throat.
“Trebuie să ştiu un cod care să o, domnule..” you said quietly.
Brunette measured you with a cold gaze, but then a little mischief grin appeared on Bucky’s lips.
“Good. Now it’s much better. Tell me now, how to say TO OPEN in Romanian?”
“A deschide” you whispered, trying to avoid his glance.
Bucky smiled gently, nodding.
“Exactly. And how to say A RED BRIEFCASE?” he asked.
“O servietă roșie” you put a lock of your hair behind your ear before you dared to look at Bucky.
He was smiling, no anger or disillusionment  on his face. That caused a huge relief to you.
“Good. You see? You have to focus and then it’s good. I hope that after next several lessons you’ll speak more efficiently” his voice was low but incredibly  magnetic and charming.
The fact was that you have fallen for that harsh man long time ago. Of course you were too shy to tell him about it. Besides, you thought always that he would only laugh at you, when you would tell him the truth.
You packed your stuff to a bag and you got up from a chair.
“Thank you Bucky” you said, giving him a brief glance.
He was making an order at the desk, when you did, so he even didn’t notice it. He only waved his hand.
“No problem. But you shall train your pronunciation. Remember it” Bucky said.
You only nodded, but when you was about to leave, something deep inside your soul adviced you to say one more thing aloud. Of course in Romanian.
“Tu ești un om mare, Bucky. Mereu te-am admirat tu. Și, ca să fiu sincer, trebuie să recunosc că am o pasiune pentru tine. Noapte bună.”
You saw, how Bucky stiffened and how he turned his head to face you. With a mix of a wonderment and disbelief in those beautiful blue eyes of his.. But you noticed also one more thing. His cheeks were red.
“You’re blushing, Mr Barnes” you whispered, smiling. Then you left the room, smiling to yourself.

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Imagine: Steve Rogers finally tells Tony about his feelings toward him

“…so, yea, Steve. I’m fucking serious” Tony was leaning his forearm against a large window, in his office, at one of the highest floors of S.H.I.E.L.D. base.

Steve was still walking around the room, looking for any clues or ideas to end a conflict between him and Mr Stark. Again, they were arguing about Sokovia Protocol.
“You know my statement in the case” Steve finally shrugged, taking a seat on a leather couch and crossing his legs nicely. “I won’t change my mind. You know that Avengers are yet devided by this” his voice sounded more firmly than he was planning to.

Tony growled, turning around to face Steve.
“Liar!” he snorted. “We’re not divided by THIS. We’re divided only by YOUR sick visions, Rogers” Tony briefly ran his fingers through his black hair. “If you wouldn’t start to give them arguments to not do it, all of them would sign it a long time ago!”
Steve only rolled his eyes, looking at the ceiling.
“Shame on you, Stark. Your fucking decision about even give it a chance! It changed everything. If you wouldn’t promise government that you’ll take a look at that, everything will be as it was” Steve slowly was getting frustrated. He was still trying to explain his point of view, but Tony seemed to screw it all.

Stark sighed, clinching hands in fists as he turned with his back to Steve once again that day.
“You think you’re a Mr know-it-all, don’t you, Steve?” the simple question hung between two men like a sharp knife.
Rogers stayed silent, however deep inside in his soul he was fighting with himself. He just wanted to get up, walk to Tony and just punch him straight in the face.
But…

It was impossible to him to do it. Because he felt something to that guy. He didn’t want to admit it even in front of himself, but it was a true.
He fell for Tony long time ago. When there was good. Notwithstanding, he never found a courage to tell his friend about that feeling…

Suddenly something, a little cheeky voice, which was coming from back of Steve’s head, said: “Do it now or you’ll lose him, you fucking coward!”

Steve cleared his throat and still trying to stay calm, he got up and walked to Tony. He placed his large palm at Stark’s shoulder before he spoke.
“Okay. You won. Maybe it’s exactly like you said it. But, please..” Steve’s voice got weaker immediately when Tony turned his face to him. Only one look into those beautiful hazel eyes of Tony made Captain vulnerable.

The awkward silence prevailing between them has been interrupted by Stark’s strong voice.
“Finally, Steve. What happend, that you finally understood it?”

But Steve wasn’t definelty listening to Tony’s words.
He found a courage to take Tony’s face in his palms, to pull black-haired man closer and finally to kiss his friend.

Steve felt that Stark was more than surprised by that action, Tony’s muscles stiffened in a second.
But he didn’t push Steve away. No. He did it not.

After a few seconds Stark broke the kiss to look deeply into Rogers’ blue eyes.
“Fuck, Steve… what the fuck..”
Captain let out a quiet whimper.
“I had to. I just.. I can’t explain that. It just happend. I think I fell for you. Months ago. Just… I just couldn’t tell you earlier.”

Steve was the most scared of a rejection. But at the moment blonde man was happy that finally he managed to tell Tony the truth about hia feelings.

Stark cleared his throat and with pale face took a little step back.
“Steve.. for fuck’s sake.. what I’m supposed to do now.. what are you expecting from me? It’s… I need time to think of it..”
Captain’s eyes sparkled with kind of a hope.
“Just promise me… that even if… if you won’t feel the same.. that we’ll stay friends. I just can’t think of a day when you’ll go away..” Steve’s voice shivered a bit as he was speaking.
Tony rubbed his chin, nodding slowly.
“Okay. That I can guarantee you for sure.”

Steve smiled gently, then he quickly left Stark’s office, leaving Tony with an vortex of a thoughts.

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Imagine:

Steve Rogers and
Winter Soldier are babysitting your child

Request from:  Anonymous

“I’m telling you, you’re doing this in a wrong way, Steve” Bucky exclaimed, rolling his eyes.

He and Steve were sitting in a house of their common friends, babysitting a little son of them.

Steve was trying to feed the baby using a little bottle with milk.
The problem was the liquid was cold.
Bucky sighed slightly, carefully talking the bottle out of Steve’s hand.
“Give it to me. He’s going to be sick if you’ll feed him with a cold milk!” brunette growled softly, putting the bottle into the pot filled with a warm water. “It shall has a room temperature.”

Steve grinned, looking at his friend.
“I didn’t know you know that much about children” he pointed out, smirking.

Bucky only gave him a gaze above his shoulder, checking the milk temperature with his finger.
“Nah. It’s just an instinct..” he explained shortly, walking back to the living room. He sat down next to Steve and handles the bottle to the blonde.

Steve took it and started to feed baby again. This time baby boy chuckled, waving his little chubby hands, trying to catch Steve’s fingers.
Bucky giggled softly, watching that scene.

When the baby was fed, Steve carefully patted boy’s back. Holding baby tight in his arms, Rogers walked to the kitchen to put the bottle into the sink.
Bucky stretched his back, leaning himself against the back of the couch.
Suddenly to his ear came a little sobbing. He looked at the side and noticed Steve, who was trying to calm baby down – little boy was crying now, greedily taking his breaths.
“Oh, come on Steve, sing for him!” Bucky smirked happily, watching as his friend walked upstairs to put baby to the cradle.

***

Later, in the night, Bucky has beem awoken by a loud cry.
Sleepy, he got out of the bed located in a guest room and he took his steps straight into a baby’s bedroom.
Little boy was crying aloud, a huge tears were falling down his cheeks.
Man, as carefully as he was able to, took child into his arms.
“Hey, baby boy..” he whispered in a soft voice of his. “Why are you crying?” Bucky gently grabbed little chubby finger to shake it a bit. It only caused a wave of giggles coming out of a little mouth of the boy.
Bucky couldn’t help but giggled too, starting to rock the baby and humming some Russian lullaby at the same time.

Finally, when boy fell asleep again and Bucky put him back into the cradle, he heard a soft voice behind his back.
“That was incredibly sweet.”

It was Steve. He was standing in a door frame, smiling brightly. Even in the dark, Bucky was able to see that sparks in on his friend’s eyes.
However he only nodded, smiling too.
“I’ve been telling you. It’s nothing more but instinct” brunette shrugged playfully, boxing Steve’s side before he left the room.

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Imagine:
Your
father, the Winter Soldier, is expecting to see you with a good manners at an
upcoming S.H.I.E.L.D party

Request from:  Anonymous

It was late
in the evening when Bucky finally came back to his little house at the suburbs
of the New York.

Tomorrow it
has to be a very important day to him – a banquet in the S.H.I.E.L.D. base.
There might be a lot of an important figures. Including the directorate of the
organisation.

There was
only one little problem. The Winter Soldier’s daughter.

Bucky took
off his jacket and threw it carelessly at the couch in a living room. Then he
directed his steps at an upper floor, heading directly into his daughter’s
room.

He knocked
briefly before he came in, not even waiting for her permission to do so.

“Y/N, we
need to talk” he said simply, igniting the light.

The
teenager was laying on the bed, in her headphones on her head. He could easily
hear what she was listening to, it was one of his favourite songs, “Enjoy
the silence” by Depeche Mode.

As soon as
light has brightened the room, girl at on the bed and gave him a look.

“DAAAAD!
I DIDN’T SAY YOU CAN COME IN!” she yelled in a low voice, rolling her eyes
as she did so.

A mischief
grin appeared on Bucky’s lips before he spoke.

“Do
you remember what’s tomorrow?”

Girl only
huffed angrily, laying back down on her pillow.

“Sure
I do, but I’m not planning to go there. I have better things to do”.

Bucky
chuckled coldly.

“Like
what, my dear? If you think you’ll again be riding around the city with that
silly idiot, I mean your boyfriend, you’re so wrong, babygirl” he leaned
his back against the door frame. “You’re going at the banquet with me, I
don’t want to hear any complaining about that”.

Girl took
her headphones off and crossed her arms on her chest.

“I
said no. Can’t you understand that? Lord! I just won’t sit there, look like a
little plastic doll and be supppper sweeeeet to your friends” she shrugged
slightly. “I wanna party with my homies, dad! God, you’ll never understand
a girly needs!”

Bucky ran
fingers through his thick hair, letting out a loud sigh.

“Y/N,
please. It’s really deadly important to me. Can you at least give it a
try?”

He was so
done at the moment, but he knew that if he will pass it out, he won’t be able
to execute anything else from her for next few days. She was oh so stubborn.
Just like her mother…

“Please.
Only 4 hours. You’ll put  something
fancy, but okay, I can agree for something else than a dress. You’ll talk with
people a bit, then you’ll be free” he was trying to give her a reasonable
arguments. He just wanted her to understand his position..

Girl was
silent for a while, however after that she got off her bed and walked to him,
nuzzling tightly to his chest.

“Okay
dad. But only this one time. I’m not keen on stuff like that and you know
it” she whispered.

Bucky
wrapped arms around her waist and hugged her tightly.

“That’s
my girl” he mumbled happily, inhaling a scent of a shampoo from her fluffy
dark hair.

She lifted
her chin to face him.

“Nothing
can cool us down, dad” she said.

Bucky gave
a nod, giggling a bit.

“Pizza?”
He offered, smiling brightly.

Young woman
nodded and ran quickly to the kitchen.

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Imagine: You’re a girlfriend of
Captain America and You need to tell him you’re pregnant with Bucky.

Request from: Anonymous 

You
knew everything will be changed.

You
knew it since first second when you looked at the pregnancy test and you
noticed 2 little lines. Fucking two little lines. And who would thought it’ll
be caused only by.. wish for revenge?

It
started in completely innocent way.

You
were Captain’s girlfriend. He loved you more than his own life. He would give
you everything, only to cause a smile on your face. You had everything you
could have wanted. Your all dreams came true by his side. You was appreciated,
important, but the most important was that he loved you. He was your mainstay.
Your whole world. You both were the happiest couple. You thought nothing will
ever change it…

Unfortunately,
after sometime, his work started to cause an anxiety in you. He was always
gone, when you wanted to cuddle. He was gone, when you had your mood swings.
Only because of that fucking work! You started to blame S.H.I.E.L.D about misunderstandings
in your common relationship. Everything were annoying you. Especially his
missions.. Those long days without him by your side always made you angry, sad,
unappreciated. But everytime you wanted to talk about your anxiety with him, he
was too busy to listen once again, how much you hate his job. He was a good
man, who always wanted to help people. To serve his country and world. Sometimes,
with sadness you had to admitted, that it looked like he forgot he has a
girlfriend.

After
some time you realized that you’re spending most of your time with his best
friend, Bucky Barnes know as the Winter Soldier. He was always an enigma to you,
his story was full of different emotions, mostly sad ones. But you really liked
to listen about his adventures he gone through with Steve. And… he has shown
you his interest. In some moment he was the one who cared if you’re not in any
need when Steve was away. He even few times helped you with some silly things
in your flat. You really appreciated his effort… maybe too much.

And
finally it had happened.

You
went to a bed together. You’ve cheated on your beloved boyfriend. The most
important person in your life. One-night stand turned into something more. It lasted
almost a month. Until you haven’t realized you can’t do it anymore, because
it’s highly unfair toward Steve. And toward Bucky also. So you just stopped
meeting with him, you were trying to avoid his presence in your surroundings. But
after some time you realized one more thing. Something was wrong.

You
weren’t feeling good.  You were
constantly tired, you started to be dizzy at mornings.. no! It can’t be that!,
you were thinking to yourself. That was when you decided to make a test. And
hell, it was positive. You were pregnant. With Bucky. Your whole world almost
immediately collapsed. You couldn’t lie to Steve any longer. Soon he would
notice you were in pregnancy.

~~~~~~~~~

It was his second day at home. He was after
a tough mission in Russia. They found a base of Hydra and Steve had been sent
there to infiltrate that place. He succeed and now he had a week off.

“Honey, can we talk?!” He said loudly
sitting in living room.

You were in kitchen, making coffee in his favorite
mug. You felt kind of a cold knife stabbing your heart. You knew you had to
tell him the truth. Before you went to the living room with two mugs, you put
hands at your belly. It wasn’t visible yet, it was only beginning of third
month. You took few deep breaths and went there.

Steve was sitting at the couch, watching
news on TV. You placed his mug at the coffee table and you took a seat next to
him with your glass. “Yes?” you asked.

Steve gave you a brief gaze before he
spoke. “I feel there’s a distance, something strange in your behaviour.”

You let out a loud sigh. You desperately
needed to throw it all from you. “Yes.. Steve.. I don’t know what to tell you..
How to tell you..”

“Maybe start using words?” he couldn’t help
but chuckled softly. He stopped as he noticed you weren’t laughing.

“Steve. I’m pregnant” you said biting your
lips and chewing them a bit.

He blinked but smiled brightly. “It’s a
good news, honey!”

You took deep breath. “Steve..” tears started
to form in your eyes. “It’s… It’s not.. It’s not your baby…”

There was a silence for a while. He was
only looking at you with cold eyes of his. No emotion was on his face.

“Who?” Only that word left his mouth.

You swallowed, turning head at side.

“I asked you a question!” you could easily see
how mad he was.

You finally found a courage. “Bucky.”

It was a moment. You saw how his face is
changing. And when you noticed that single tear running down over his cheek,
your heart almost broke.

“S-Steve…” you whispered, covering mouth
with hand. You realized how much you have hurt him. “God… baby.. please..
forgive me!” you whimpered sadly falling down on your knees and putting your
hands at his thighs. “I’m so incredibly sorry.. I… I don’t have an explanation
for what I have done to you… to us..” You were sobbing loudly, you let yourself
to break down.

He didn’t push you away. Only tears were
falling down over his cheeks as he was looking down at you. He was motionless.
He didn’t say a single word.

You
dared to raise your head and look at those big blue eyes of his. “Oh my God,
Steve..” You couldn’t help but shivered slightly, crying even more.

It wasn’t your plan to hurt him like that.
To cause tears. To break his heart. You only wanted to be… exactly. What did
you want to achieve? It was only a wish for revenge. You wanted to have someone
who’ll adore you all time. Bucky gave have you his attention, but nothing more.
And Steve? He gave you his unconditional love.

“I’m regretting this, Steve. If I could
turn back time, I wouldn’t did this again.. I betrayed your trust. I.. I’ll
understand if you’ll decide to leave. I’m not worth your love” you mumbled
quietly, not looking into his eyes.

Suddenly you felt a familiar touch. His
hand slipped under your shivering chin and it forced you to look at him.
Straight into those blue eyes..

“Love is being with your partner through
all ups and downs. After all the difficult times we’ve made it
through, I know that it doesn’t matter what happens, you will stand by me and
always be there through the good and the bad. And the same goes to you. I won’t
never leave you. We can go through it together. You did a mistake, like
everyone. But I truly love you and nothing can change it. Nothing.”

You were looking at him, your eyes wide open.
You started to cry more, almost screaming, from mix of relief and sadness. The
man you love the most, forgave you. Just. You didn’t know how to thank him.

“Steve… I didn’t deserve..”

He didn’t let you finish this sentence. He
closed your mouth with a subtle kiss. “Shhh.. don’t think about it anymore. You
can’t take stress now. At least you’re expecting a baby.”

That night you were talking till the
midnight. You told him, what caused that you cheated on him. You were honest.
He also apologized you that he didn’t notice you may have a feeling of solitude.
At least he knew the truth. And that situation has only shown you, that you
have the greatest man by your side. Who will love you not only in good times.
But especially in a bad ones.

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Imagine: Steve at Bucky’s funeral.

Request from: Anonymous

Steve
couldn’t believe it.
Here He was, Just like everyone else… almost everyone.
Bucky wasn’t there anymore… He was dead… this time really dead, forever.
Steve sighed heavily looking at the coffin and later at his hands. He still
could feel this terrible feeling of blood on his hands, even when His hands
were clean.
He still had those horrifying imagines from two days ago.

~~~~
It had to be normal scouting mission, Steve and Bucky didn’t expected anything
bad to happen, but they bother were really wrong.

Steve
looked at Bucky and nodded slowly “I’ll go this way and you will go that Way.
We got information that Hydra may have base her, We must make sure to clean
this place or to make sure those information aren’t real.”

Bucky
nodded softly “Sure, thing Cap. Boring walking around as always. I’m sure all those
information aren’t tru.” He smiled

“Even if
they aren’t we need to be sure. If you find something let me know.” Steve said
and walked away into his direction.

Bucky
shrugged and walked into his direction.

Steve walked
slowly, looking around carefully, Making sure that whole area is clear. After
few minutes of walking Steve heard Bucky’s word in his communicator

“Steve  I think I…” and there was only long loud
scream.
Steve blinked, scared and quickly ran in Bucky’s direction.

There was
only few Hydra’s agents, Steve didn’t had problem with fighting them.
Then He quickly got to His friend who was laying on ground, breathe heavily.

Steve
looked at him then at big wound in Bucky’s stomach “Bucky…” He said

“I… I don’t
know… how they… They just… I..” He looked at Steve and he started breath
less deep.

“It doesn’t
matter now, Bucky. Please… Listen to me, Everything will be fine. I’ll take
you back and they gonna fix you.” Steve said and picked him up a bit.

Bucky only
hissed and groaned loudly “N-No… Steve…
It’s the end… I can’t hold anymore.”

“Sure you
can!” Steve growled, full of fear and sadness “We need help here…  extensive stomach injury. Okay sure… Just
move quick.” He said to communicator and looked at Bucky “Come on buddy… It’s
only fifteen minutes… You can hold this.” Steve said holding Bucky.

With time
his breath become shallow and he felt weaker with every second “I can’t
Steve… Not this time.” Bucky said quietly, looking at Steve.

“Don’t you
dare say this! You can’t leave me! Not now!” He said and hugged him.

Steve tried
hold Bucky conscious during wait, But this was only thing He couldn’t do this
time.

When help
came Steve get information that made him week in his knees

“We are
sorry, Captain. He is dead.”

In this
moment whole world become dark for Steve, He lost His friend one and after He
got him back cruel world decided take him away… on forever now.

~~~~

Steve was
thinking about this moment, looking how Bucky’s coffin was bury, He was so deep
in this moment that He even didn’t notice when rain started.

Wanda
looked at Steve and walked to him with umbrella “You need this..” She said
softly and gave it to him

He took
umbrella “Thank you…” Steve only sighed and smiled at her sadly

“Even sky
started cry. We all gonna miss him, Steve.” She said and gently stroked Steve’s
back “Everything will be okay Steve. You only need time. Ceremony is over…
You want go with us or..”

Before She
could even end Steve sighed softly “I’ll stay here longer… I need to say good
bye… once again…”

Wanda only
nodded and went with the rest of them, leaving Steve alone.
Then He fall on his knees and started cry, hiting ground under him “I couldn’t
safe you, angain!” He yelled “I lost you again! I should go there… Not you, I
would be dead not you!” Steve sighed heavily “I wish I could turn back time…
only to safe you. You were only peace of my old life… Now I lost
everything… I’m sorry, pal… angain..” Steve got up and sighed heavily.

He walked
away, even when there was whole group of friend, He lost the most important
person in his life. It was too hard for him to life with the fact that Bucky is
dead.

Author: Cass.

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