It was only
two days after whole Andrea’s accident. She stayed in S.H.I.E.L.D.
Andrea was
looking at white wall still lying in her bed.
Suddenly she heard a voice .
“Hey… How do you feel?” It was grant. He solely sat on Andrea’s bed when she
sat up.
“Good… but
I still feel bad… because of this what happened two days ago.” She said sadly.
Grant
smiled softly and stroked her hair. “It’s okay, nothing too bad happened.
Everything is fine now.”
Andrea
sighed heavily and quickly broked down. She started cry. “No! It’s not! I’m a
monster! Machine… next Hydra’s experiment!”
Grant
looked at her. “Hey hey hey… Shhh…” He wrapped his arms around her and pulled
her into a hug. “It’s okay now. Andrea… please calm down.” Grant said and
pulled her onto his laps.
“But… l..
look… What I did… I hurt my dad… I wanted hurt you… Why… Why you tried to stop
me… I could kill you..”
Grant
stroked her cheek and sighed. “Because you are important to me. I wasn’t
scared… I will always try to protect you… I could die for you.” He told her.
Andrea
looked at him in shock.
“G-Grant… what are you saying..”
“All I’m
saying is…” He said slowly and kissed her. Andrea blinked but didn’t pull away,
she kissed him back.
“I just
love you.” He finished after braking the kiss “I will never let anything bad
happen to you.” He said and Andrea only nodded. Grant laughed softly and kissed
her again.
After few
minutes they both jumped surprised when they heard angry voice.
“Am I interrupting in something?!”
It was Steve and this time he was really pissed.
Grant
looked at Steve. Andrea also looked at him, he was really scared.
“Dad…. I just… I mean we…” Grant looked
at Andrea.
“I can see
what you two are doing! I told you, she is Hydra’s experiment. She showed what
she is capable to. She is a dangerous creature!” Steve growled in a low voice
of his.
Grant let
Andre sit on bed and he got up. “No! She is not! I love her! And I don’t care
anymore what you think about her. Because I LOVE HER!”
“And you
are my son, MY son! And as long as I’m alive you will do what I say.” Steve
grabbed Grant’s arm and pulled him out of the room.
“I don’t care what you think about her. She is walking monster!” Steve growled
at Grant.
He suddenly
saw Bucky. “And you! Keep this thing away from my son!” Steve yelled at Bucky
and left hospital with Grant.
Bucky
blinked confused and watched as blond man left the building.
“Um… it’s nice… to see you two too..” He said slowly and went to Andrea’s room.
Girl was
hiding under her blanket, Bucky looked at this really worried. He sat on bed
and rubbed her back.
“Go away
Grant… your dad hate me…” She whimpered.
Bucky
smiled “I’m not sure if my name is Grant.”
Andrea sat
up and looked at Bucky from under blanket, “DAD!” She whimpered happily and
hugged to him tight.
“Calm down,
or you will break more of my ribs.” He giggled and hugged her back tight, “I
missed you, little one.”
“How do you
feel… w-what I did to you..” Andrea asked and looked at him.
Bucky only
smiled at her “For me more important is how you feel but… I only have few ribs
broken. I don’t know how many… I didn’t listen. I was more worried about my
daughter.”
Andrea
sighed and looked at him with tears in her eyes. “I… I didn’t mean to dad… I
don’t know… I was so angry, scared. This rage, it ripped me from the inside. I
wasn’t controlling myself. I’m sorry.”
Bucky
looked at her and put his hand on her cheek. “Sweetheart… please, shhh. It’s
okay, I understand, I good know this feeling.” He told her.
Andrea
nodded and hugged to him tight. Bucky spend few hours with her before he had to
go back.
Martha
knocked to Andreas door.
“Knock knock. How’s my favorite patient?” She asked and slowly sat on Andrea’s
bed .“I hope you feel better, Andrea. Just I wanna you to know that Bucky will
be able to take you home soon, I hope you are happy.” She smiled.
Girl only
smiled sadly and nodded “Yes… I wanna go home, to dad.” She said quietly.
“Andrea…
something’s wrong? I can see that you are quiet… and I’m sure that this time
it’s not because the thing that happened two days ago.” Martha sighed and got
up from bed. She walked to girl. “Come on tell me..”
Andrea
looked at her.
Andrea felt bad because of everything. Because of thing that happened, because
of Bucky and Steve and because of Grant. She told everything to Martha.
Martha
giggled. “Finally my son had shown some balls…” She muttered to herself and
sighed. “You know what… I think you shouldn’t think about this. Everything will
be fine. Things like this won’t happen again, Bucky is quickly returning to
health and Steve… He is himself, but don’t worry. I won’t let him separate you
with Grant. Now… It’s getting late, you should try to sleep a bit, okay?”
Andrea
smiled and nodded, now she felt much better “Thank you..” She said.
Martha
nodded. “No problem Kid… I will be back at morning to check upon you. Good
night and see you tomorrow.”
Andrea
spent few days in hospital, after this time Bucky took her back home.
Girl
happily flopped on her own bed in her own home, Andrea sat slowly on bed and
looked at Bucky. “Dad… I… can we talk about me? I mean… about what I am?” She
looked at Bucky with her big puppy’s eyes.
Bucky
smiled sadly and nodded, he sat next to her. “Just… remember, no matter what I
always love you.”
Andrea nodded “Sure… I love you too, dad.”
Bucky smiled sadly. “So… it was fourteen years ago..” He began.
~~~~~~
fourteen years ago~~~~~~
“Everyone’s
down?” Steve sighed heavily picking up his shield from floor.
“Well, no
one shoots to us anymore, so I think yes, Cap.” Bucky looked around and smiled
at his friend.
Steve
nodded and put shield on his back. “So… Agents will go there and we will go to
main lab.” Steve ordered and few agents
that were with them left them alone on the corridor “You okay, Buck?”
“I just…”
He looked around again, Bucky felt really uncomfortable. “Just… bad memories..
but let’s go. We should check what those sick bustards were doing here.” Man
muttered and started walking toward main lab.
Steve
followed his friend.
Main lab
was a huge room, filled with all kinds of weird things. Many books, boxes with
documents. Photos of some creepy stuff.
Bucky
looked at documents. “That makes sense…”
Bucky muttered.
“What is
it, Buck? What do you mean?” Steve asked.
“Look at
those photos, Steve… they were experimenting on people, kids… even unborn one…”
Bucky put few pages of documents on table.
Steve
looked at them. “Yes… Look… This woman… She got missing few weeks ago.” He
picked up documents and started looking trough them. “13 years old girl…
pregnant woman… Man from store… Mother and her newborn son… Everyone that ever
reported missing from city below. Just
reading their treatment makes me sick…” Steve shook his head and shivered.
“I never
really met with such a cruelty from Hydra… I mean I knew they can be cruel…”
Bucky muttered, walking around in room, checking under tables and other place
where they could find something.
“I think
it’s more like new… branch of Hydra. All those adults that think they can make
Hydra great again… Like we can see they left really quickly… or those few that
we met were last one in here. I have no idea.” Steve shrugged “I will have to
move all those stuff to S.H.I.E.L.D, and I will have to send letters to
families… You know… When we were at war. I thought it is hard, but it’s harder
than I ever thought.” Steve said and looked at Bucky.
But Bucky
wasn’t really listening to his friend, he found small room. It had working
light and it was warm. There was small bed inside, some toys, small clothes
were laying on floor and on a small chair. “What the hell…” Bucky muttered and
walked inside.
“Bucky…” Steve blinked and followed his friend slowly.
Bucky
looked around, room was really small, but only now Bucky could see pink walls
covered in childish drawing, whole place looked better than whole place. Bucky
also saw table with long tablecloth. He
could hear some quiet sounds from there. He slowly walked to table, man got
onto his knees and slowly moved tablecloth up.
There was
sitting a small girl. With short dark brown hair, she had big green eyes, small
pink lips and she was really skinny.
Girl looked at Bucky scared and moved herself away from man.
“Hey hey…
shhh… look, I’m not one of those man. They were coming to you? They were bad?
You are scared of those man?” Bucky
asked quietly.
Girl
whimpered and nodded three times.
Bucky
smiled at her. “Hey, we are here to help you, little one. We will take you
home, to your mommy and daddy. Come on now… look I have this special hand… It
will protect you.” He said and pulled out his metal arm toward girl.
She looked
at him but after a minute she moved closer to him.
“That’s it.
You are a good and smart girl.” Bucky said softly and wrapped arm around girl.
Bucky hugged girl and got up from floor. “You are safe now, no one gonna hurt
you.”
Steve
looked at him. “What the hell are you doing with this child?!” Steve frowned.
“Calm down
Steve… She is just a child, she’s not gonna hurt us.” Bucky smiled.
“Look at
her! We know nothing about her. She is Hydra’s experiment. We don’t know what
sit in her.” He growled and took his shield in his hand “We can’t let her
live.”
Bucky
frowned. “Are you kidding me? She is just a child.” Bucky said hugging again
scared girl to him. “I don’t let you kill her, she is so small.”
“She is
Hydra experiment. You think why they keep her alive?” Steve said.
“Then why
you never killed me, Steve? I was an experiment too. Good man changed into
killing machine by HYDRA.” Bucky said and looked at girl. “Let me take care of
her… I promise… I will do everything.”
Steve
frowned. “Fine…” He put shield on his back. “But if anything ever happen
because of this thing… it will be only your responsibility.”
Bucky
nodded and looked at girl. “You see… I told you.” He smiled when girl looked at
him and smiled back. Her smile was still caused by her fear but Bucky could
feel that she was really happy because she was safe now.
Whole paper
work in S.H.I.E.L.D took a lot of time. Bucky saw girl’s documents but he
didn’t like what Steve wrote there. He agreed at those words only because Steve
promised she won’t ever see those documents.
Girl was
sitting at big metal table in lab. Bucky stayed close, while Martha was
examining her.
“She looks
healthy, I mean. She isn’t sick… but there is one thing.. that made me worry.”
She said and looked at Bucky.
“What is
it?” He blinked, he started feel something weird inside. Since they found her,
he got really attached to her. It was weird but nice feeling for him. It was
something new, something that made him feel warm inside. He wanted this girl to
be safe whole time. Was it because they shared similar life. Hydra’s
experiment, good person destroyed by sick people, loners found by good person.
He had no idea… but he really liked this feeling.
“I mad
X-rey. She has a metal hand…” Martha said.
Bucky
looked at her and at girl. “Um… Sorry Martha.. but I don’t see it.” He said
really confused.
“I also
thought it but look..” She walked to girl. “Will you let me show Uncle Bucky
the magic trick with your skin?” Martha asked, looking at girl.
Girl smiled
at woman and at Bucky, she nodded and giggled quietly.
Bucky felt
even more warm inside when he heard this quiet sound, he felt… good, he felt
happy.
Martha
nodded and slowly pulled off skin from girl’s hand “It’s some kind of… bionic
skin, I think I will send it to Stark. He will know what to do with it.”
Bucky
looked at hand “They… hide it… but why?” He walked to girl and took her small
had into his hands.
Martha
shrugged. “Maybe she had to be some secret weapon. We will never find out I
think. But as far as I see she is fine. We didn’t find anything bad in her. She
is just too skinny, but it will quickly go back to normal. You talked with
Steve?”
Bucky
nodded and sat on table, girl climbed on his laps by herself and put her hand
on his arms. Then smiled at him. Bucky smiled softly “Yes I talked with
him, I want adopt her. Take her with me
to home.” He said.
Martha
blinked. “Are you sure? I mean we don’t know if she is 100% okay.”
Bucky
nodded. “I was in similar situation too… Steve helped me. It’s time for me to
help someone, we both are from Hydra’s hands… Who else will be able to help her
better than me.”
Martha
smiled softly. “If you say so Bucky.” She nodded. “She is three years old but
she doesn’t have a name.” She said and looked at Bucky.
“I thought
about one… Andrea, I like this name. I think it will be perfect for her.” Man
said and girl smiled at him.
Martha
smiled. “Okay, fine. Better go home now. She needs rest, food, water and love.”
First few
months with Andrea were hard.
It took Bucky long time to figure out what girl like to eat and what she
doesn’t like. What she likes to wear and what not.
Bucky was
giving Andrea almost whole his time. When she was asleep he was preparing room
for her. She was getting sick many times what meant that Bucky spent many
nights with girl in his bed, making sure she is okay. It was hard, Bucky was
making so many stuff at once that he slept when he could, while waiting at
microwave to stop, when Andrea was with Martha at her research, during girl’s
nap time.
But it all
was worth it. After few months Andrea started talk, she started eat properly,
she started smile more often, many night were peaceful for Bucky and for
Andrea. Bucky lived moments that he thought will never come to him. Visits at
playground, trips to cinema to see new move for children, walks to zoo. Bucky
couldn’t be more happy than He was with his adopted daughter.
He was
often leaving Andrea with Steve’s son and their babysitter. Steve wasn’t really
happy because of this fact, but Martha was really good in calming down her
stubborn husband.
When Andrea
met Grant she was even more happy. Bucky had to learn her good manners, how to
act around other people and explain girl that she isn’t weird but special.
Andrea
looked at him. “Dad… m… maybe you aren’t my real dad, but I never knew my real
parents… I love you… and… thank you for everything. All those sleepless night
that you spend with me, all this time that you gave me trough my whole life.”
Bucky
smiled and hugged her. “It was all worth it… Because now I have wonderful young
lady… and she is my lovely daughter.”
“Dad… Can
you do something for me?”
“What is
it, sweetheart?” Bucky sighed softly.
“Can… can
you do something so Grant will come here. Steve really made sure he won’t visit
me… and… I miss him.” She said sadly.
Bucky smiled
and ruffled her hair. “I will try my best. Now try to relax you are finally
home.
Next Andrea
got up really late. When she walked to kitchen she saw Bucky, Martha and Grant.
Grant saw
her and quickly walked to her. “I missed you!” He said and hugged her really
tight.
Andrea
giggled and nuzzled to him. “I missed you too… soo much!” She whimpered
happily.
Grant smiled and kissed her, after a long kiss he looked at her. “I missed you
harder…” He muttered happily.
Andrea
giggled happily and suddenly realized that Martha and Bucky were watching them
whole time. Grant saw how her face became red and looked at Bucky and his
mother.
Martha was
watching them, smiling gently. Bucky was looking at them with big smiled on his
face. “I am puking rainbows!” He yelled and laughed “So cute. Go upstairs… She
missed you. Just you two have to be quiet there.”
“Daad!!”
Andrea whimpered and her face became even more red.
Bucky only giggled and shook his head. “Go go, I will talk with Martha and
think what to do with our cap.”
Andrea
nodded and took Grant up stairs.
Martha
smirked. “They look cute together… I don’t understand why Steve hate her so
much.”
Bucky
nodded “I don’t understand since We found her…” He said softly.
A look
at that night of Tony and Pepper’s first kiss – how did Tony & Pepper
handle those events between kissing and being in a relationship?
WARNINGS: none,
excepting a lot of fluff ☺
AUTHOR: Killer raccoon
Tony had gotten to her just in time. She could have
died-but now she was freaking out and quitting and babbling and he was so
confused, panicking that she was quitting and he was still going to lose her
even though he just saved her life.
Tony was losing his mind over this woman.
He was in love with Pepper and he couldn’t even touch
her. He couldn’t even beg her to stay, to be his. Ever since he got back from Afghanistan,
ever since that dance, that night on the roof- he was desperate for her
affection, for any sense of intimacy with her. He was different, despite a few
major lapses of judgment in the face of his own mortality, he was a different
man now. This was love- if she knew that, if she believed him and trusted him,
would that change anything for her?
He was going out of his mind in her presence, and
messing things up with her worse than usual, way beyond just his usual annoying
antics he seemed to genuinely be pissing her off. But she was quitting, and he
was losing her anyway. And she was babbling, and it was just so damn adorable
he couldn’t take it anymore. It was almost instinct, he grabbed her and kissed
her mid-sentence.
For a moment it was a relief, but the panic quickly
returned. Was she going to slap him? Was she going to be insulted, even after
all they had been through, would she call him unprofessional? Instead she
encouraged him to kiss her again and assured him it wasn’t weird. And it was
the best thing that had ever happened to him. But they were interrupted.
The ride back to stark mansion was a little awkward.
He felt like a damn teenager on his first date, he wanted to hold her hand. He
wanted to make out in the back seat. He felt so unsure of himself, but he
settled for sitting beside her and resting his head on her shoulder with his
hand on her knee.
When they got back to the house Tony began rambling,
“I know we just kissed on the roof, it was amazing by the way. And I know
that we’re not, um, dating? …Yet! Which by the way, is what I want to happen,
if there was any question on that. Look, we can talk about this more in the
morning. But what I am really asking is, will you stay? The night? With me? Not
like in a sexy way, I know you’re not ready for that. Are you? You aren’t.
Just, stay with me tonight and we can talk in the morning and deal with the
fallout from Vanko and everything, together, from here. Would you please just
not leave?”
Tony was getting worked up and Pepper had to admit
that she found it adorable, so she let him go on until there was nothing left
to say, his question hanging in the air. The silence made him uneasy, so he
added, “Pepper, I’m not trying to seduce you. Not technically anyway. I’m
trying to make you fall in love with me.”
Pepper was surprised by his direct admission, but she
couldn’t help but roll her eyes. “I’m already in love with you,
Tony…Despite my better judgment. I will stay here, but NO sex and we have to
talk about a few things in the morning okay? Those are the rules.”
He was practically like a puppy; he picked her up, ran
upstairs and dropped her on his bed before she could change her mind. And
before he could remember how hurt and exhausted he was.
“I’ll go get you a t-shirt to sleep in.”
Pepper crawled into bed next to him after a little
freshening up in the bathroom. Tony was so tired he was on the verge of passing
out waiting for her, but he wanted to be awake for that moment when she came
back. He wasn’t going to miss that. By tomorrow he could mess everything up
again, what if this was his only chance.
She was the cutest thing he had ever seen, even if he
was looking through drooping eyelids that he could barely hold open. She was
dressed in his t-shirt, no makeup, her hair lose. He hoped she would always
dress that way for bed, it was even more appealing than lingerie, and he hoped
he got a lot more chances to see it.
Once Pepper was settled beside him and the lights were
off, Tony mustered up the strength to stay awake for just one question.
“Pepper?”
“Yes, Tony?”
“Can I maybe give you a goodnight kiss?”
There was a slight pause.
“Okay Tony” she finally responded.
He rolled over, hovering just above her taking in her
presence. It was like nothing he’d ever experienced, she held all the cards,
and he was so vulnerable. He was the one worried she wouldn’t be there when he
woke up.
He tenderly brushed the hair off her neck and cupped
the back of her head. He licked his lips and slowly placed a soft kiss on her
lips, sucking on her bottom lip gently before he pulled away.
“Goodnight Pepper” he said a little
breathlessly as he pulled away to lie back down on his side of the bed.
When he lay back down he noticed her body had followed
his, pressing up against his side. He felt her hand travel up his chest until
she reached his chin and angled his face to look back at her.
“What are you doing?” he asked her, a little
confused yet smug.
“You gave me a good night kiss….now I’m giving
you one.”
She smiled as she pressed her lips, her body against
his. Tony had been a gentleman but she wanted a little more. She deepened the
kiss and felt him suppress a slight moan as they breathed each other in, their
lips clashing a little desperately. All too soon, she pulled back, her lips moist
with the taste of him. If she didn’t stop now she didn’t know if she could, and
they were both exhausted and needed to talk.
“Goodnight Tony” she whispered.
“Goodnight Pepper” came his soft reply.
She snuggled up behind him and placed a soft kiss on
his shoulder blade before she wrapped her arm over his side, he took her hand
and held it to his chest before he completely passed out, as though they had
done that a thousand times before.
They needed to talk, but really, by the time they both
closed their eyes and nodded off – they were already in a relationship.
‘’Andrea! Get into the car.” Bucky
said looking at his daughter
“Nooo I don’t want to go to S.H.I.E.L.D, daddy… please.” She whimpered
looking at him with her big blue eyes.
“Sweetheart… Stop, you know you need to. Please, get into the car. It will be
only few hours.” Bucky told her and stroked her hair.
Andrea nodded slowly “Okay daddy.”
Bucky sighed heavily and got onto
his seat “It will be okay, you will
see.”
Andrea only nodded.
Bucky took Andrea inside
S.H.I.E.L.D and straight into the lab.
Martha smiled at Bucky “Bucky! I’m
so glad you came.”
“I had to. It’s Andrea’s day.”
Bucky muttered and looked at girl “Go, sweetheart, I will go to talk with big
Director of New S.H.I.E.L.D.” Bucky rolled his eyes.
Martha looked at him sadly “Bucky..
please… He didn’t meant to.” She said.
Bucky nodded. “Yes… Just
like he didn’t mean anything fourteen years ago… Since he is director of new
S.H.I.E.L.D he changed… maybe you don’t see this… but I do.” He sighed.
“Okay… See you later. Take care of my girl.” Bucky smiled at Andrea and left
lab.
Martha looked at Andrea,
girl wasn’t in great mood. “Oh come on… I can’t start our stuff when you are
so sad. Let’s find something to cheer you up.” woman said.
“I’m not five years old
anymore… You’re not gonna give me a toy to make me feel better.” Andrea
muttered.
Martha sighed. “Who said
something about toys. Grant… can you come here?”
Andrea blinked and smiled
“Grant!” She ran to him and hugged him tight. He smiled and hugged her back,
nuzzling to her shoulder.
“How do shoulder?” She
asked and looked at him worried.
Grant shrugged. “A bit
sore… but… better now.” He said softly. Andrea laughed softly and ruffled
his blond hair.
Martha smiled at them “Come
on Andrea. We should start. Grant can hold your hand if you are scared.” She
giggled.
“I wish I could… but…
Dad asked me to go see him… I want go there as soon as possible… Because
you know..” Grant said and looked at Andrea.
She nodded and smiled.
“Go… I will try not to ran away.” Andrea giggled.
Grant smiled and nodded,
than he left the lab.
“I will go to my office
now, someone will take care of small research. I will take care of bigger one.
As always.” Marth smiled and went to her office.
Andrea sat on one of the
metal tables. She sighed and looked around, she was used to all those
reserches, but she still hated it. She was visiting this place once per month.
Since she could remember.
Suddenly she saw two women.
One of them was new to her and other was just Martha’s assistant.
New woman walked to Andrea and smiled. “Hello there. I’m
Alana and you need to be….” She said slowly and looked at paper that she had
in hand. “Object… HCH-13. It’s nice to meet you.”
Andrea blinked and looked at woman. “I…. I’m sorry… I don’t
understand… My… My name is Andrea… Andrea Barnes…” She said slowly.
“No… I see this in documents… You are object HCH-13” woman
said again.
Suddenly Marta and her assistant walked to woman, but Andrea
was quicker and grabbed documents from woman’s hand.
She started read it. “Object HCH-13, Found in one of Hydra’s base. Humanoid object, looking like three years old
child with metal hand (Probably Hydra’s experiment) Orders: capture, shut down
in New S.H.I.E.L.D facility.
Make research every month, staring at day of arrival of object into facility.
Object may be highly dangerous. Signed… Director… Steve Rogers…” Than paper was
ripped out of her hand by Martha.
“WHAT IS IT?!” Andrea yelled. “What this suppose to mean?!”
“Nothing you should be interested in, young lady… I told you
to tell every new member about HCH-13 case…” Martha snapped at her assistant.
When Marta’s wasn’t looking, Andrea quickly ran out of lab,
heading upstairs to Steve’s office.
“Steve, I told you I won’t give her away. She is with me
since we found her.” Bucky muttered.
“Buck, we talked about this… Okay maybe it wasn’t her
yesterday but I still don’t trust her in 100%. We can’t be sure. She will be
adult soon, maybe something will activate in her, she may be dangerous.” Steve
said frowning. “I’m not a monster, I know. She is still a kid but I’m worried
about safety. That’s all.” Blond man explained shortly.
“Steve… I understand… But she was too small then and look…
nothing happened, whole fourteen years. Nothing, she was just a girl with metal
hand.” Bucky shrugged.
Steve sighed heavily and Bucky shook his head annoyed.
Grant was waiting outside Steve’s office. He was surprised
when he saw Andrea. “Andrea… What are you doing here?”
“I need to talk with your and my dad…” She growled, walking
inside. Grant followed her.
Steve looked at Grant and Andrea “Sorry… Did I say that any
of you can come in?”
“I don’t care what you said! Because every word from you is
a lie!” Andrea said angrily.
Bucky looked at Steve and then back at Andrea. “Sweetheart… What are you talking
about?”
“About documents… about fact that someone like ‘Andrea
Barnes’ doesn’t exist! I’m not Bucky’s daughter.” She said frowning.
Steve smiled “Andrea… Don’t be silly, you exist. If you wouldn’t I wouldn’t talk with you
now.”
“You aren’t talking with Andrea… You are talking with Object
HCH-13.” She growled.
Bucky and Steve were silent. Grant looked at her “Andrea…
What are you talking about…?”
“Truth… There is no Andrea… I’m an object… Object that ‘May
be dangerous’.” She said and swallowed heavily. “Orders: capture, shut down in
New S.H.I.E.L.D facility… Your own words Steve…
What are you gonna tell me now?” She asked.
Steve looked at Andrea, than at his son. “That’s all true.
Those were my orders… Without him.” He pointed at Bucky. “And only because he
is my friend you are still alive. You are nothing more but next Hydra
experiment. I should’ve killed you when I had a chance to…”
“Steve! Stop it! Don’t you even dare to say this!” Bucky
yelled at Steve and looked at terrified girl. “Andrea… Sweetheart…” He said
walking to her slowly “Listen to me… I know it’s hard, but… look everything is
fine… you have good life, you have father, you have great friend.” Bucky looked
at seriously confused Grant.
“Did you know..?” Andrea asked looking at him.
“Yes… I knew about everything, I found you… I took you
home.” Bucky said nodding.
“And you were telling me that I’m your DAUGHTER! YOU WERE
TELLING ME THAT I’M UNIQUE, YOU LIED TO ME. YOU WERE LYING FOR SO LONG!”
Andrea’s screams were full of pain and anger.
Bucky gently touched her cheek and sighed. “Sweetheart…
please… You are my daughter, not matter what you are unique.” He said.
“Don’t… Touch me ever again..” She growled and using her
metal hand she punched Bucky right in chest, sending him on a floor.
Before all happened Bucky could see anger…. Or more like
pure rage in her eyes. Rage that he good knew from the time when he still was
fresh after “Healing from being the Winter Soldier”.
Bucky tried quickly get up from floor but her hit was too strong.
“Now you..” She growled looking at Steve.
Andrea started quickly walk toward him,
but then she felt like someone grabbed her. It was Grant.
“Andrea.. don’t.. it’s not their fault… this all happened.”
He said holding her arm.
Andrea growled and tried punch him but he caught her hand,
it was hard but he did this.
“Andrea… please… look… look what you are trying to do.” He said looking at her.
Andrea was breathing heavily watching him, she calmed down a
bit.
Then whole rage and anger faded, it all changed into tears.
She looked around and started cry “I… I…. I didn’t mean to, I… I don’t know
what… Why I did this.” Andrea broke
down and slowly sat on floor.
Grant joined her on floor and hugged her tight. “Shh… it’s okay now… calm
down.”
Bucky looked at them and sighed heavily when he sat on floor holding side of his chest.
Steve looked frowning at doors when Martha and her assistant ran inside. Martha
even didn’t asked what had happed, she good knew what happened.
Marta sent her assistant to Bucky and she walked to Andrea
and Grant . She looked at them sadly. “Don’t worry Grant, I will take care of
her.” She said quietly looking at girl. Andrea was hugging Grant really tight.
Like he was her last hope.
The words reached him gradually, spoken
softly and warmly as his tentative grip on reality tightened. He felt awful,
head swimming and senses dulled. He wanted nothing more than to give in to the
lull of sleep, to let go of consciousness and fall back into the waiting
darkness, but he knew that would leave him vulnerable. The awareness of his own
body was painfully slow to return. He was lying on something soft, his shoulder
ached with a pain like broken glass in his head, his mouth was far too dry and
something was touching him.
For some odd reason, he wasn’t as panicked
as he thought he’d be. Concerned was a more accurate word; concerned about what
was near him and who was speaking, but the voice was comforting and gentle, and
his guard wasn’t so quick to build up. It was familiar in some odd way that he
couldn’t quite put his finger on; it was nothing like the barking orders and
fearful murmurs of the white-coated men who pulled him from the icy depths of
cryostasis. He couldn’t have been in cryo for that matter, he felt too warm for
that, and waking from that death-sleep never happened on something soft; he
always awoke strapped down on a metal table, alone.
Movement in front of him; someone was
standing, walking away. He heard wooden floorboards creak softly underfoot. Not
in the facility. That was assuring, but also alarming. Where the
hell was he, if he wasn’t back there? Memories came back in a fuzzy tangle of
pain and confusion, not at all clear and providing no answers. All he could
definitively pick out was running, running, running, and
suffocating pain. It was too much of a jumbled mess to make sense of.
Testing his body was difficult. The pain
was sharp enough to register through the programming, indicating that something
was damaged severely. His thoughts were too sluggish for him to adequately
catalog his own wounds in his mental checklist to relay to his handlers. Wait—the
handlers are dead. That realization forced his eyes open, mind in
desperate need of affirmation for that line of thought. The light, however dim
it might have been, was oppressive and overpowering. He blinked several times
before he could make out any semblance of detail. The walls were painted a
warm, light color, with pictures and furniture scattered around the room. It
was nothing like the sterile space he typically woke in. Everything about it
was different, but not in an uncomfortable sort of way. He could see a pile of
bloody clothes—mine?—off
near the door, and was suddenly quite aware of how defenseless he felt.
“… Bucky?” the voice was so
sudden it caused him to twitch, body suddenly tense and ready to spring when he
caught sight of someone peeking in from a doorway across the room. His vision
was still blurry but he thought he recognized him. When the person stepped
closer he was sitting up in an instant—and instantly regretted it. The sharp
movement caused a burst of warmth on his shoulder, choking down a yelp at the
intense pain. He chanced looking away from the man, metal hand cautiously
touching the back of his shoulder. The limb lacked tactile sensation, but he
did determine there was something spongy and yielding there, and when he
removed the hand, the fingers were covered in fresh blood. My
shirt was removed and wounds tended to. Did the man do this?
The couch, he’d realized he was lying on
one a few seconds prior, dipped slightly as the man sat down next to him,
keeping enough space between them so he wasn’t crowded. The fact that he had
approached without him noticing was enough to alarm the asset into immediate
guard. He pressed himself against the arm of the couch, back against it and
wound as far away from the other as he could get it. He studied him intently,
looking for any weapon or any item that was a danger. He was ready to defend
himself at the slightest provocation.
“I brought you some juice, if you
want something to drink.” The man with the bright eyes spoke softly,
offering him a clear plastic cup filled about halfway with the liquid, smiling
at him with familiarity. It was brightly colored and somewhat unusual looking,
but it smelled rather pleasant and his dry throat was suddenly at the forefront
of his awareness. The confusion surrounding how he got here was still taking
precedence in his mind, but the man, he remembered something about him. His
voice was the one that had said he was safe. His hands were faintly stained
with blood and his shirt was marred with it as well. He
must be the one who treated me. He wasn’t entirely sure why that
thought was comforting, but it was.
Moments passed with no movement between
the two, the assassin distrustful and rightfully wary. Kindness and compassion
were both incredibly foreign concepts, locked out of him by layers and layers
of ridged programming and conditioning. There had to be some reason this man
was doing this. Was he being prepped for something?
He swallowed thickly, the dryness of his
throat too much to ignore, and cautiously extended his metal hand out to take
the offered cup. Eye contact was never broken, not giving the other the chance
to do anything that could threaten him. The cup was fragile, thin plastic, and
it took a little testing to make sure he wouldn’t break it before he took it
from him.
“Its orange juice,” the man
started, “I have milk or water if you’d rather have that?” was he
asking for his preference? That was… he didn’t really remember any time when
anyone had asked what he’d wanted. He didn’t respond and regarded the juice
warily, but he eventually deemed it safe. It wasn’t logical to go through all
the effort of tending to his wounds just to poison him. Even with that thought
in mind, his first sip was hesitant. It tasted overwhelmingly sweet, enough so
that it almost made him gag, but he was so thirsty he probably would have taken
just about anything.
Emily was standing on the corridor,
listening to the conversation of two men. She sighed sadly, knowing that
something was about to happen..
“Will you let me look at your
shoulder?” the question was entirely unexpected, causing icy eyes to cut
over to the other man, “It’s bleeding again, and I’d like to get an actual
bandage on it, if that’s alright with you.” He was asking his permission.
The concept was almost intangible to his methodical mind. He had rarely been
told what was happening to him, let alone given anything resembling a choice;
when things needed to be done, things were done, and he had no say in them. He
was interested in his wellbeing, so perhaps he was a new handler, to replace
the ones that were dead.
“One round, sniper rifle, distance of
several blocks.” He repeated all the information he knew about the injury,
“Bullet didn’t exit, needs extraction.” His voice was monotonous, not
looking away from the man at his right. Several moments of silence passed
before he watched the other man retrieve several items from the floor before
sitting back down next to him, much closer this time. In response the soldier
moved, sitting so that his back was to him so he could reach the wound easily.
He was operating on programming and instinct, otherwise he never would have
turned away from him.
“I’m going to take off the bandage
now, let me know if it hurts and I’ll stop.” His voice was still that
gentle tone that held a familiarity that he couldn’t place. He didn’t respond,
just sipping the juice he had been given as he felt the other peel the
blood-soaked fabric from the wound. To distract himself he tried to focus on
the events that ended with him waking up in this place. He remembered something
about the Strike team, about HYDRA,
about desperately seeking out someone, about Robrax.
The asset tensed absentmindedly when he
felt the other man dab at the wound with a cloth, wiping away the blood. He
heard a hastily mumbled “sorry” from behind him before the work was
continued, gentler than before. Minutes passed in silence, with the weapon
sitting stilly and obediently as the taller man cleaned and dressed the wound.
The disinfectant stung but he didn’t show any discomfort, allowing him to clean
the wound thoroughly as he let himself be lost in his own thoughts.
A hazy memory trickled into his mind of a
cold and dimly-lit apartment, with himself and someone else sitting on a ratty
old couch covered in moth-eaten blankets. The other person was scratching the
stub of a charcoal pencil into a small sketchbook, bundled up in as many of
those pathetic-looking blankets as he could and sitting as close to—me?—as was physically
possible. He remembered feeling Steve, his name was Steve, shivering horribly
even through all those blankets. It was winter, he’d just gotten over
pneumonia, and he remembered how scared he’d been thinking he was going to lose
him. But… why did he remember this? Were those memories actually his?
“… you still draw, don’t you,
Steve?” the soldier suddenly questioned, the degrading programming
loosening its grip on his awareness now that he was fully awake. The other man,
he remembered his name now. He was Steve Rogers. Captain Steve Rogers. He was
the only face he could recall with any clarity, therefore he had to have held
some significant importance to him at some time.
“I—” Steve faltered, finishing
up wrapping gauze tape around his shoulder to hold the sterile packing in
place, “Y-yeah I do, Buck. You… always liked watching me draw.” His
voice was tentative and hopeful, something the asset made immediate mental note
of. He heard Steve putting away things behind him, and he took it as a sign
that he was finished.
“… do you still keep a
sketchbook?” the assassin wasn’t sure why he was so interested, but the
memory had been rather clear and he took it as an opportunity to possibly learn
if it was real. He tilted his head to glance back over his shoulder, and saw
Steve nod slightly. “Can I see it?” he wasn’t used to asking
questions, to voicing his own thoughts, and he felt a need to try it. Seeing
the smile that broke across the other’s face was oddly rewarding.
“Of course you can.” Steve
nearly fumbled over his own words, eyes alight with some emotion he couldn’t
place, “Here, Bucky.” A shirt was held out to him when he turned to
face him fully, “Your shirt was ruined, so you can use one of mine.”
Blue eyes regarded it somewhat warily, but he took it from him regardless. It
was little more than a plain grey shirt, but it was appreciated. “I’ll go
and get you some more juice and my sketchbook. I’ll be back in a moment.”
The empty cup was retrieved from his hand, the assassin not startling at the
sudden movement, before the man left the room. Bucky.
There was that name again. His name. He dimly recalled it—yes, it was his name.
The shirt was a little difficult to put on
with his arm and shoulder injured, but it was managed. The horrific grinding
and popping of his joint when he pulled it over his head confirmed that the
injury had to be set. He added it into his mental list of injuries. The garment
was a little big on his thinned frame, but it was clean and comfortable. It had
a somewhat familiar scent to it as well that he couldn’t quite recall. Even in
as much pain as he was, he felt better than he had in a very long time. Not
physically better; he felt absolutely awful physically, but maybe a little
better mentally.
He had confirmation that his name was the
same as the Sergeant memorialized in the museum, and that this other man was
the same Steve that he could dimly remember. There was still an odd disconnect
between himself and his past, between himself and the man known as Bucky, but
this was a fragile thread that tied him back to it. There were a lot of blank,
empty spaces where memories should be in his mind, and he doubted he’d ever get
everything back, but this felt… right? Being here with Steve felt right. Yes,
he was fairly certain this was the right thing to do.
Tired eyes caught sight of a few folded
blankets on the floor near his feet. He might have just regained consciousness
but he still felt absolutely exhausted and drained. One of the blankets was
picked up, wrapped around him tightly to try and block the cold. It was one of
those odd constants that never left; cold seemed to follow him like his own
shadow, sinking teeth of ice into his flesh every waking moment. No matter what
he tried he never could seem to warm himself up. He curled up tightly under the
fabric, feeling a tentative safety for the first time in a long while. All the
running and fear and paranoia was starting to melt, bit by bit, as he allowed
his eyes to close willingly. By the time Steve returned, he had already dozed
off, huddled against the arm of the couch with his back to the door; a small,
fragile sign of trust. It was the first deep, peaceful sleep he could remember
since he woke from stasis.
When he opened his eyes this time there
was no light, the space dark and silent, the reason for just why he was awake
unclear. Several moments passed before he realized he was staring into fabric;
the back of a couch, he determined. Unease breathed at the back of his neck,
but nothing seemed outwardly wrong around him. However, something still felt off.
His memories were slow to catch up with his awareness, but he pieced together
where he was soon enough. This time his return to consciousness didn’t come
with any overwhelming paranoia, just a faint acknowledgment of his surroundings;
it was a first for the soldier.
He hadn’t moved at all since falling
asleep, the skill of remaining completely motionless honed into a fine art. It
was an ability he’d possessed even before HYDRA’s conditioning; he half
recalled something about sniping. The downside was that he was now rather sore,
and he was sure the injuries he’d sustained earlier in the night had only been
compounded by his lack of movement. He’d slept on his right arm, which hadn’t
done his dislocated joint any favors. He would be sure to alert his new handler
to the injury come morning.
There was a momentary lapse before he
corrected his thought. Not handler, Steve.
The man was an odd sort of mystery in his head. He wasn’t a handler, wasn’t a
white-coated tech, wasn’t anything he was familiar with. Steve was Steve.
He was a strange exception in a world of ridged rules and protocols. Normally
such an obvious outlier would make him nervous, but Steve’s presence was
comforting and nonthreatening and achingly familiar.
Movement was difficult; now that the
adrenaline and shock had worn off he felt the full force of the pain. Every
muscle seemed to ache, a deep-seeded burn that spread from his skin to the
deepest parts of him. His prosthetic creaked and the servos whined pitifully,
the weeks of abuse and ill-care wearing at it. Getting into a sitting position
took much more effort than he expected, but now that he had a clear view of the
entire room he felt a little safer. The tentative feeling of security let him
will himself to take stock of his situation.
The room hadn’t changed except for the
light having been flipped off, but the darkness was of no hindrance. He could
see rather well at night, but whether or not that was inherent or due to HYDRA
tampering he wasn’t sure. Despite the fact that this place exuded a sense of
safety that he’d never experienced before, checking the perimeter and his
surroundings was so ingrained in him that he felt a compulsion to do it.
As he moved to get up, he noticed there
was a second blanket covering him. Or had been, before he sat up and caused it
to tumble off of him in a heap. Absentmindedly he reached out to pick it up,
wincing a bit at the metallic whine of his artificial joints and tendons.
Several of the plates were jarred out of place, clanking together unnaturally
and restricting his range of motion. Dried blood mired the reflective surface,
coming not from himself but from nameless HYDRA agents. As soon as he had
recovered enough to be effective, he had gone and destroyed every safe house he
knew of, killing every HYDRA agent he came across. He was going to destroy
HYDRA all on his own if it came to that; they were going to regret ever having
created him. He’d see to it.
“Mm, Buck?” the sleepy hum of
the Captain broke the silence, the soldier’s eyes cutting over in that
direction. He hadn’t even noticed the other man had placed himself in a nearby
chair, now-open eyes regarding him tiredly. Keeping an eye on me? Making
sure I don’t escape?The second thought made his brow furrow a
bit. No, that’s not right. He somehow
just knew that wasn’t why he had opted to rest out here instead of returning to
the bedroom.
The asset didn’t respond verbally, but
gave him a brief nod before he carried through with picking up the blanket. The
nervousness was once again settling into the pit of his stomach, the sort of
feeling he expected prey felt before a predator sprung from the shadows. It was
such an unfamiliar feeling, as he was usually the lurking predator in question.
He could hear Steve stretching and moving to get up, so he decided to remain
seated; he had a feeling the Captain would fuss if he tried to get up and walk
with his wounds.
“Feeling any better?” the
other’s voice was far too bright for it being so early in the morning. The
assassin just watched as he tapped at a phone, glancing to him after the screen
lit up. He took a moment to check himself mentally before he responded. His
metal fingers hesitantly relinquished their grip on the blanket, instead
wrapping gingerly around his shoulder joint, where the Captain had dislocated
it in their struggle.
“… arm hurts.” He mumbled
quietly, lacking the robotic, monotonous quality that had previously dominated
his voice. He knew that the Captain had seen the deep bruising and
discoloration around the joint, as the bullet wound was plastered in the middle
of it, but he was well aware that there was likely little he could do for it.
Even he wasn’t sure if it was just a dislocation, or if there was a fracture as
well. The frown that appeared on the other man’s face at his words was enough
to make the nervousness he was experiencing leap to the front of his mind.
“We’ll get it looked at, don’t
worry.” His voice was always so soothing, “But…” discomfort,
possibly even fear crept into the other’s tone suddenly, serving to heighten
the soldier’s apprehension. His gaze was at his phone again, tapping his finger
against it nervously. “… we can’t stay here, we need to get somewhere
safe.” The sense of urgency was contagious, it seemed. The hairs on the
back of his neck were on-end again, and the assassin was on his feet in a few
seconds.
“Buck, are you sure you’re alright to
be up and..” the glare he directed at the Captain was much more
threatening than he meant it to be, but he got his point across as the rest of
the man’s sentence withered in his throat. He wasn’t fragile, he wasn’t to be
coddled; he was a weapon that was damaged and malfunctioning, not broken and
useless. Weakness wasn’t tolerated, his handlers had made sure to drive that
into his programming.
“Give me a minute to get ready and
get you a jacket, then we’ve gotta move out.” Those were words the soldier
remembered and associated with. Location compromised, moving to
safety. It must be why he woke up; HYDRA must be closing in. It was
enough to make his muscles stiffen with readiness, not wanting to be taken by
surprise like last time. They wouldn’t have that luxury. Not again.
Emily also had packed some necessary stuff
earlier. She was standing in the middle of the room, with a backpack hanging
over her shoulder.
“Guys…” she whispered. “We don’t have much
time.”
Waiting was not in the Winter Soldier’s
repertoire, and instead of remaining still he was up and moving. The pistol he
had dropped earlier was retrieved, inspected and placed into his pocket. There
wasn’t a lot of ammunition left in it, but enough to be useful. He’d done more
damage with much, much less. Now that he was up he decided to do that perimeter
check he’d been planning on. Steve was doing something in his room, so he
avoided that room and checked every other one. His pass through the kitchen
produced the knife he’d left that first night, still sullied with the Captain’s
blood, and a worn sketchbook. There was a twinge of guilt in his stomach that
passed quickly as he placed the blade back into the sheath at his ankle. The
small book, likely the one Steve had been bringing to show him, was tucked into
his pocket.
The dull, aching burn in his muscles was
pushed out of his awareness; now that there was a clear threat to him all pain
was ignored. It was how he had been conditioned, trained and taught; pain was a
weakness and only useful for determining damage after a successful mission. He
hated to admit that he was nervous, but he was. He had the beginnings of
fragile trust in Steve, but this had the makings of a trap. Suddenly relocating
after arriving? Departing hours before the sun rose, when no one would ever
notice their passing? It was enough to set off warning bells in the soldier’s
mind.
“Buck,” the Captain’s hesitant
voice broke his thoughts, eyes cutting over to where the other man was peeking
in from the door, “Are you ready?” again with questions, again with
asking him things. It was still a strange and unusual concept to the asset,
used only to demands and orders. He responded only with a curt nod, taking a
jacket that the other offered to him. It was somewhat big on him, but worn and
soft and comfortable nonetheless. Nothing like the rigid combat gear HYDRA had
outfitted him with. In a way he felt vulnerable, missing the reassuring weight and
constriction of his body armor.
Steve had a small pack slung over his
shoulder, the contents of which the soldier didn’t know, and shield strapped to
his arm. It was clear, however, that they were likely not coming back, not for
a long time at least. There was no sentimental attachment to this place for
him, he didn’t have any sentimental attachments honestly, but he did know this
place and knew it was safe in his mind, so leaving it didn’t sit right in his
mind. He did know, however, that staying would end in certain HYDRA custody or
death.
Ushered out into the hall, the soldier
only moved when prompted by his new handler. No, Steve. His
senses were on alert, although still dulled and sluggish from the blood loss
earlier. The sleep and bandaging had improved his awareness a bit, although
even with his serum it would take a few more hours before he would be in a
condition he was comfortable with. He just watched as Steve tapped at his
phone, door pulled shut behind him. It was only after he read some text message
for the fifth time that he suddenly froze.
“Shit.” Now that got a reaction
out of the soldier. He tensed up and stood perfectly still, the tone of Steve’s
voice setting off warnings and alarm bells that something was catastrophically
wrong. His tone had been nothing but softness and warmth up until now; the
swear sparked just the ghost of a sensation in his head, of cold wind and the
smell of gunsmoke as he peered over a trench in some long forgotten
battlefield.
“We need to move. Now.”
the words spilled out of the blond man suddenly, a hand grabbing his right arm
without warning and tugging him down towards the stairs. Normally such an
unexpected action would have warranted a swift punch to the jaw, but the
startled tone in the other’s voice alerted him that something was very, very wrong. He didn’t resist, letting Steve
lead him swiftly down the stairs and towards a back door, the other man
mumbling the entire way about something about the text having been wrong.
Muffled voices—HYDRA,
Strike team—filtered through the walls from outside, formless
shadows visible through the frosted glass of the front doors.
Subtly was thrown out the window as Steve
kicked the back door open and bolted outside, the asset stumbling and fighting
to keep up with the jolting motion. The man had yet to let go of his arm,
guiding him through narrow alleyways and side streets in a path that seemed
predetermined. He didn’t know the plan, which was a source of anxiety in and of
itself, but Steve clearly had something in mind, so for the first time he—trust
was too strong a word—relied on the other’s decisions to get them
out of harm’s way.
HYDRA agents were all over, dressed in
varying uniforms of Strike and police and others he did not recognize. They
shouted as they tried to corner them, seemingly appearing from nowhere from
alleyways and cars and from behind objects. Steve did not engage them, instead
pulling him along as he ducked and weaved dizzyingly between buildings and
sleepy streets. He had a set destination in mind, the asset could tell, and
even though the sight of HYDRA angered him into considering pulling away to
fight, he knew it was too risky to separate himself from the Captain.
Unfortunately, HYDRA did that for him.
There was a sudden, jarring shout from one of the alleys they were about to
blow past, and before either could react the darkened space filled with
blinding light and a concussive sound. Flashbang. Steve
yelled something but the asset didn’t hear, the grip on his arm lost as the
other covered his ears. Even before the white left his vision, formless shapes
surrounded them as agents appeared to spring from the very walls to box them
in. Wordlessly, the assassin and the Avenger stood back to back, fitting into
formation as easily as if it was something they did every day. The pistol was
pulled from his pocket, knowing that even with little ammo it would be more
effective at the moment than a knife. There was a brief flash of familiarity in
his mind, but the situation around him drowned it out almost instantly.
“Drop your weapon and surrender the
asset, Captain Rogers!” a husky voice barked out, a dozen barrels of a
dozen guns aimed at them. He could feel Steve tense against his back, but so
vastly outnumbered and outgunned any outburst now would likely end in one or
both of them dead.
“… Steve.” He wasn’t sure just
why he spoke, or why his voice was softened and hinted with an accent he only
vaguely recalled, but he did. It was a sort of rash, sudden need to ground
himself in the present, to remind himself that the man behind him was indeed
the Steve he could so faintly remember. His statement, however, had an
unintended consequence.
“The asset’s compromised,” that
growling voice spoke again, “he’ll need to be wiped and reconditioned if
we’re going to salvage this.” That statement triggered an intense,
shattering terror in the assassin the likes of which he could not recall.
Broken memories of deafening electricity crackling madly, of being tied down
and unresisting and passive, suddenly swam in his mind and broke through his
calculating combat mindset. Without thought he pressed himself further against
Steve’s back, as if somehow he could hide from his own horrifying memories in
the other’s presence.
“Buck, it’s alright,” voice
hushed and gentle, the Captain spoke only loud enough for him to hear,
“You’ve got to work with me, we’re going to work together to get out of
this, just follow my lead.” It wasn’t worded as an order or command, and
as such disoriented the soldier for a moment, but that fragile ideal of trust
settled in to fill in the gaps and his only response was a slight nod that went
unseen. They could do this. “Emily. I’m gonna take their attention, you need to
run. If they will take us three, nothing will left.”
She nodded slightly and before the fight,
she ran toward the nearest window. She stopped in front of it, taking a look
back at her men. Steve was looking at her above his shoulder, he gave her a
nod, so she followed his order and jumped out of the window, disappearing in
the darkness of the night.
There was no warning for the HYDRA agents,
shield thrown and colliding with several and incapacitating them while three
expertly placed and near-simultaneous bullets downed three permanently. They
moved in sync, still keeping each at their back even after separating and
lunging at the ring of agents that surrounded them. The now-useless pistol had
been abandoned in favor for a blade, which was used to swiftly and efficiently
disable and kill two more agents before they could even fire off a round.
The resonant clang of the shield behind him let him
subconsciously track the Captain’s movements, even as he threw himself into the
tangle of agents in front of him. He used the knowledge that he was wanted
alive to his advantage, as he knew they wouldn’t dare try to shoot him at such
close range as it would likely irreparably damage him and they would lose their
prized asset. It couldn’t have worked better for him, as he was just as
comfortable and deadly dispatching a target at close range as he was sniping.
An agent was slammed against the nearby
wall, razored blade deftly sliding between neck vertebras to kill his target
instantly. Without a moment’s hesitation he was upon another, moving with all
the predatory grace of a hunting cat, throat slit and body casually dropped as
if it were little more than a discarded jacket. The remaining two agents in his
field of view turned and bolted, and had he been on his prior missions of
annihilating HYDRA installations around the city he would have pursued them
relentlessly, but now he barely acknowledged their escape. Instead, he spun on
his heel to where Steve was fighting, wasting no time engaging the remaining
agents that swarmed him.
His blood-sullied blade dipped into the
throat of a Strike member readying to shoot Steve’s back, a gurgled wheeze of
horrified shock the only noise that escaped before he was roughly shoved aside.
Sticky crimson soaked deep into his jacket and clothes beneath but little
regard was given to it; the horrors of his actions seemed as commonplace as any
daily act to him after decades of repetition. Another HYDRA infantrymen lunged
at Rogers with
a stun baton, but the soldier intercepted him, slashing with a precise stroke
that opened the man’s torso as easily as a zipper. He fell noiselessly into a
jumbled heap of blood and viscera at the Captain’s feet, a non-threat.
Soon only a few hostiles remained, mostly
stepping far back and firing as many rounds as they could at Captain Rogers.
The asset refused to leave the man’s side again, tucked up close near him in an
effort to deter any more firing, and to his dim surprise it seemed to work. The
agents backed away even farther, guns raised but triggers untouched, eyes
locked on them. He took the brief lull in fire to glance at Steve for a moment,
to assess his condition. He was on his feet, but blood had soaked his right leg
from a bullet wound to the calf. A slash from a knife tore through his jacket
and into his side, while red dribbled from his saturated sleeve from another
entry wound. He was standing, for the moment, but the soldier knew that even
with the serum the blood loss would catch him quickly.
Steve asked something, something about how
he was holding up or the like, but the assassin didn’t catch it. Instead his
attention was elsewhere when his eyes caught a brief flash of light from the
roof of a building two streets over. His heart fell into his stomach and his
shout of warning was lost to the rifle crack when the realization hit. Of
course, the bullet hit first, just not in the place HYDRA had wanted it.
The soldier had reacted instinctively,
kicking the back of Steve’s injured leg hard enough that he buckled. His sudden
movement meant the bullet, aimed for a kill shot on the Avenger’s heart,
instead struck and slid off the slant of his shield and hit his collarbone. A
second bullet, fired milliseconds after the first from a likely second sniper,
caught him across his already-slashed ribs, blossoming open as if it were a
grotesque flower. The strangled cry of shock and pain that left the man as he
crumpled to the ground snapped something buried deep beneath HYDRA programming,
and within a half-second he had grabbed Steve by his arm and pulled him into a
small alcove between two buildings. He heard two more bullets strike the
asphalt where they had been moments before, and knew that HYDRA was likely not
going to take Steve alive.
All thoughts of the remaining HYDRA agents
were abandoned at the sound of Steve’s raspy breathing, the assassin leaning
him against the building wall as to hopefully ease it some as he leaned down to
his level. Even though the shield had absorbed most of the energy of the round,
the wound was devastating. The bullet had shattered his collarbone, flesh torn
and ripped and blood dripping freely. A dribble of the crimson stained the
Captain’s chin, breath labored and choking and heaved in and out. His
lung’s been punctured, probably collapsing. The second bullet had
no doubt shattered his ribs, and the awful torn wound was jagged and blown
apart by the unimpeded bullet’s passing. It was a grim prognosis.
The sounds of the agents trying to regroup
from the attack were hardly registered, hands pressed to the man’s injury in a
desperate attempt to stem the flow of blood. A pained cough escaped him,
reddened mouth slackened open as he tried again and again to fill his lungs
full to no avail. “B… B-Buck…” he slurred wetly through the blood,
half-lidded eyes beginning to glaze over as unconsciousness loomed, “… got
t-to… get… a-away…” shock was setting in, body trembling under the
assassin’s hands, but he mustered the energy to nudge him with the shield in a
halfhearted attempt to push him into running. He wanted him to leave him
behind, to save himself from falling back into HYDRA’s control. The very
thought of it twisted the soldier’s stomach in a knot and caused his breath to
catch in his throat.
“S-Steve,” his
normally-controlled voice was shaky and small, fear filling every inch of him
as trembling, blood-stained metallic fingers brushed golden hair away and
cupped the Captain’s cheek to hold his gaze on him, “You’ve gotta hold
on,” his eyes began to sting as an unfamiliar heat and blurriness began to
build, “I-I’m not leaving you behind.” Something had woken up deep in
his mind, faint ghosts of memories of battles long past. Of fights in alleys
where both refused to run away, never leaving the other’s side. It was such a
strong emotion that consumed him that he couldn’t ever hope to fight it, and
strangely enough, he possessed no will to resist it.
Footsteps and barked orders behind him
drew him from his withdrawn, focused state. It was like a switch flicking in
his head, the sharp focus of combat and programming setting in, and within the
space of a breath he had taken the shield from Steve’s faltering grasp and spun
around, keeping himself between the agents and his injured partner. His vision
was blurred and his eyes stung fiercely, an unfamiliar wetness trailing down a
cheek, but he didn’t move from his defensive stance, rooted to the spot with
shield held solid in his metal prosthetic. The plates whirled and slid together
with a groan of protest, ready to lash out with the vibranium disk at the
slightest movement.
“Get away!” he snarled in a
voice so loud it startled the men, “Get away from him!” he swung the
shield at an agent that dared to approach, knocking him clean off his feet and
sending him tumbling. The sharp, ripping pain as his own shoulder wound tore
caused him to wince, but it was immediately stuffed down as he had much more
important things to focus on. Seeing their own knocked away so easily, even
while he was in such a state, caused the others to take heed and back away a
few feet. Even though his joint protested, he retrieved and hid a blade in the
palm of his injured arm, keeping it disguised behind the shield. If they got
close again they would be in for a nasty surprise.
“This is… unexpected.” The same
agent who spoke earlier piped up, rifle trained on the pair with deadly intent,
“Looks like the programming has decayed more than anticipated. General
Lukin isn’t going to be pleased.” That name was familiar, and struck a
fear like a dagger of ice into the soldier’s heart. He pressed himself back,
shield held higher in a desperate attempt to keep the agents at bay. Steve
moved behind him, whimpering in pain, and a moment later the former Soviet felt
his hand press reassuringly to his back in a wordless gesture of trust. It was
enough to steel his nerves, to dispel his own fear just enough to focus on the
agents who had chanced to venture further.
With an almost animalistic roar, he leapt
at the nearest agent, jamming the sharp edge of the shield into his ribcage,
crushing it like a flimsy can. He dropped into a tangle of limbs, and he used
the moment of confusion to swing at another, feeling the agent’s skull cave
under the impact. The shield was brought down on the neck of another agent,
while the knife in his right hand pierced the torso of one rushing at him. As
he swiveled to lunge at the seeming-commander he froze mid-strike, eyes wide
with terror, when he saw that another agent had a gun trained to the downed
Captain’s head.
“No!” the word clawed its way
out of him, shield and blade falling from his hand in a show of submission,
eyes wide with feral panic. “D-don’t do it.” He’d never demanded
anything from anyone, not in all his active years, but he was now. He was
scared, desperate and out of options, pleading like one of his victims to spare
the other man’s life. The commander’s gravelly voice broke into a laugh behind
him, but before he could round on him he felt a pinprick on the back of his
neck, followed immediately by a burst of warmth that spider-webbed through his
body. His knees buckled and vision swam, awareness growing fuzzy as he
collapsed to the ground. He gasped out Steve’s name, tried to push himself back
up, but he couldn’t even prevent his eyes from sliding shut a heartbeat later.
His hearing muffled, but the last thing he was aware of was that growl of a
voice ordering the surviving agents to take the both of them before everything
drained away into nothingness.
It was the quietest morning there’d been in
months, save the dull croak of the piano and the moaning of the floorboards
beneath the pianists tapping foot.
Tony stood behind the rows of white chairs,
stiff and unmoving, hands clasped tightly behind his back. Across the
quickly filling room, Bucky noticed him and attempted a smile, but immediately
his lips began to quiver and he turned down to look at his feet before Tony could
try to return the gesture.
Bucky, the only one in this room who fully
understood Tony’s presence here, the only man who knew what had been going on
behind closed doors. Because Steve had insisted he know, had told Tony that if
he couldn’t trust Bucky, then what were they even doing?
Tony watched Sam slide in next to Bucky,
place a hand on the man’s shoulder and sit him down, and then Tony was alone
again. Something he hadn’t felt in years.
The more people filed into the room, the
more sullen the mood became. Natasha sat on the other side of Bucky, and Clint
next to her, and Tony’s throat tightened in anguish as even Nick Fury,
accompanied by Phil and Maria, made their way down the rows of chairs. It
didn’t matter if nobody had the time for a full blown ceremony: they made time.
Sam had pulled him aside a few days ago to
assure him that he’d be welcomed with open arms, but Tony had his doubts, and
therefore kept his distance. He was somewhere deep in his own head anyway. He
didn’t even notice Pepper next to him, brows furrowed as she tapped furiously
at her phone, or Rhodey, dressed up in his navy blue suit, hands also clasped
behind his back, but in respect rather than anxiety. Tony knew he should have
been one of the men carrying in the… but of course he chose to stand
next to Tony, and in some lost part of his conscious mind, Tony appreciated
that.
But when the music slowed and died and what
was left of the hushed conversations among the room was cut off, Tony was sure
his heart stopped. He was able to keep himself composed, lips pursed and face
blank, all of his muscles tensed to keep from shaking. However, when the first
two soldiers stepped into the room, shoulders straight and hats in their hands,
and Tony knew what
would be following them, he fucking lost it. His breathing shortened, his head
swayed dizzily, and before he knew it, he was busting through the side door
into the empty hallways, straight towards the wall to keep him right side up.
He pressed his forehead against the cool, brick walls, gasping for air. Luckily
he was in the back, so he hardly disturbed anyone.
But of course, one man had noticed. One man
had dashed out after him, was now placing a hand on Tony’s shoulder, gentle,
but firm.
“Breathe."
Both hands were on him when he wouldn’t calm
down, and he knew that they learned this in the military, he understood, but
with the steadiness of his voice, with the serum, Bucky sounded and felt
too much like Steve, all those restless, summer nights when Tony was kept up
and he had been there for him, and it made everything worse. He couldn’t get
air into his lungs, his eyes spun in and out of focus, and he trembled
violently beneath the other man’s grasp. And who the hell was Tony to Steve, to
be comforted by the dead man’s best
friend. It was absolutely unfair to Bucky, and Tony felt sick with
guilt and selfishness. He turned around, gently pushing Bucky away from him.
"I’m sorry,” He wheezed, and
Bucky was shaking his head like Tony had no reason to apologize, but he
absolutely did.
Within the next few seconds, Rhodey was in
the halls, pushing Bucky to the side to get to Tony.
“Thank you, Buck, but I can handle
this.” He said.
“I don’t think you understand”
Bucky protested.
“The hell, I don’t understand.”
Rhodey snapped. “I know Tony better than he knows himself. I’m not stupid,
and I’m not blind.” He looked up to Bucky then, and his face softened
apologetically.
“Please, you are the last person who
should have to do this. Go pay your respects to Steve. I’ll take care of
him.” He said. Bucky nodded silently and turned to leave.
By then, Tony was catching his breath,
letting a warmth flood through him and calm his nerves, though his hands still
shook hard.
“You knew?” He asked quietly, and
Rhodey, despite everything else, managed a smile.
“You thought you could keep a secret
like that from me? I mean, honestly, Tony."
Tony huffed, just then realizing how
foolish it was to actually believe that he had kept the relationship between he
and Steve from Rhodey.
"He’s gone,” he breathed
suddenly, clasping a hand over his mouth in awe at what had just escaped, a
electric shock shooting through him as the words rang true, and then Rhodey was
pulling him into a hug, burying Tony’s face into his shoulder. Tony clenched
his teeth, refusing to cry, but breathed heavily through his nose, gasps
shuddering through his body as he held it all in, and Rhodey became the only
thing holding Tony in one piece.
Steve was gone okay, and did Tony ever
fully appreciate when he was around? Did he take the time to let him know that?
Looking back, he knew it had always been a frantic, desperate rush of fumbling
fingers and clothes strewn across the floor. Tony always thought they’d have
time to take their time.
Did he even ever tell Steve that he loved
him? That he was doubtlessly, unconditionally in love with him?
Did he even know at the time?
Tony shut his eyes tight, held on to Rhodey
tighter in horror as his knees buckles. He could feel his heart wasn’t going to
hold together, could feel the world around him crumbling, and when he managed
to open his eyes…
There was darkness. Tony blinked once,
twice, realized he was on his back. His hair, shirt, and the mattress beneath
him were all soaked in sweat. Tony shot up, the force causing an immediate
headache, and searched the room as his eyes adjusted to the dark. His heart was
pounding hard in his chest, fear in his throat as he chanced a glace at the
weight he felt against his hip. He sucked in a breath.
“Steve?” He croaked. There was a
small, groggy yawn and then two large, muscled arms that peaked through the
covers, revealing a half asleep, but definite Steve Rogers as he stretched,
shifted to turn around, and put an arm around Tony’s waste, pulling him back
down and against his own body heat. Tony’s sigh of relief came out as a choked
sob, and he pressed his nose into Steve’s chest in an attempt to muffle his
sudden sounds. However, that startled Steve completely out of sleep.
“Tony? He tried to sit up, pulling
Tony away from him and brushing his damp hair out of his face. "Tony, are
you okay?” He was pouting at him as Tony quickly regained control of his
emotions.
“No, I’m not okay. I love
you."
Steve stared at him, confused in his half
dream state, cheeks flushed with the heat of the summer night, hair sticking up
in a way that warmed Tony’s heart.
And then he was kissing him, the slowest
kiss they’d ever had, and Steve kissed his cheek, his jaw, his neck, his
shoulder. Tony felt dizzy as Steve took his hand and pressed his lips gently to
his wrist, the palm of his hand.
Bucky was
washing plates after dinner when He heard doorbell.
He wiped his hands and walked to door.
In open door Bucky saw young boy. It was Grant.
He
literally was a mini version of Steve.
He was Just
a short blue eyed boy with short blond hair, He was really skinny, just like Steve
before serum. He was holding his strap from bag tight in his hands
Bucky liked this boy, He wasn’t so bad but He really wasn’t happy to see him.
“Morning Mr. Barnes… Is Andrea home? I want her to go on a walk with me.” Grant
asked softly, trying to look over Bucky’s shoulder, looking for Andrea
Bucky
raised an eyebrow Now He really didn’t liked it.
“Yeah… Sure… She is in her room… I will call her. Come in and wait in living
room.”
Boy nodded and slowly went to living room. Grant knew Bucky very well, He was
his father’s best friend but Bucky still was scary. Big guy with metal arm.
Bucky walked to stairs “Andrea! Someone’s here to met with you.” He yelled and
returned to kitchen.
Andrea
slowly walked downstairs and blinked looking at Grant
“Grant!” She yelled happily and ran to him quickly.
Grant smiled and hugged her tight
“Hey, I heard you are sick… what happen? Are you okay… I’m worried now.”
Andrea
smiled “Don’t everything is fine… I mean… Nightmares… they are back…. And… I’m
scared.” She said sadly and nuzzled to him.
Grant
sighed and hugged her really tight and stroked her back “Everything will be
fine… Maybe we should go on a walk? It will be good for you.” He said and
looked at her.
Andrea
nodded softly and looked at him “Daddy?! Can I go on a walk?
Bucky
looked out from kitchen and nodded looking at Andrea “Sure sweetheart.” He said
and looked at Grant frowning.
Andrea walked to Bucky and kissed his cheek “Thanks dad.” She said and then
grabbed Grant’s hand and pulled him behind herself.
In park,
Andrea sat on grass and sighed softly looking at the sky “You know… sometime… I
wish I could be normal…” She said quietly and looked at Grant. He sat next to
her
“Andrea… you are normal.”
Andrea smile and looked at her metal hand “Look at it… metal hand, who normal
have hand like this? I’m a freak… I feel like… the worst one..”
Grant blinked “Hey… and how I should feel? Look at me.” He smiled at her “I’m Sickly,
skinny, weak and My father is Captain America! The guy that is as big as your
dad, I look like my dad on his old photos… For me you are just unique, you
aren’t weird, scary or anything… just unique.” He said and took her metal hand
in his.
Andrea
smiled and hugged to him “Thank you.”
“You are welcome, now let’s go home, it’s getting late.” Grant said and got up,
Andrea followed him slowly.
During their way home They me group of girls that were always bullying Andrea.
“Hey There weirdo! Oooh! Look girls! one freak
found another one. Is he your boyfriend Freak?!” Leader of group asked looking
at Grant.
Andrea quickly hide her hand and looked down scared
“I asked you something freak!” Girl yelled at Andrea
“Hey! Leve her alone!” Grant growled.
Girl smiled “Oooohh… look He is a hero now.
Come on girls, let’s show him how it ends when you protect a freak with metal
hand.” Girl said and She and her friends attacked. Andrea tried help him but
girls without problem pushed her away.
After few minutes girls laughed “Let’s go girls…
they got their lesson. Better don’t try tell anyone.” Leader of group said to
Andrea and they all left.
Andrea quickly ran to Grant “Oh my god Grant…” She said quietly and took
his face in her hands “Oh my god… you look terrible… let’s go… We will help you
in home.” Andrea helped Grant got up and took him home.
Bucky looked at them “What the Fu…. Heck happened
to him?” He asked when Andrea helped Grant sat on couch
“Just… just help him dad… please…” Andrea said and quickly went to find first
aid kit. She brought it to her father.
Bucky sighed and started take care of every
scratch. Bucky sighed sadly, it was like past. Well, it wasn’t Steve… but Grant
looked just like his father especially now.
After few Bucky looked at Grant “Okay…. I did as much as I could.” Bucky got up
from couch and walked to Andrea.
“Thank you, Mr Barnes… but you really didn’t
had to.” Grant said and slowly got up.
Bucky smiled and ruffled Andrea’s hair “Let’s
take your hero home, I’m sure his dad and mom are worried.”
Grant sighed sadly and nodded slowly “You are
right Sir.”
Bucky took both kids to car and took them to
Steve home.
It was small white house, Steve was sitting on
porch, waiting at his son to return home because it was getting late.
Woman walked to him and rubbed his shoulder. It
was his wife. Beautiful, blue eyed young woman with short blond hair “He is
with Andrea… I’m sure Bucky will bring him home.” She said softly to Steve
“Martha… I don’t care. You good know what I
think about her… Maybe Bucky isn’t Winter soldier anymore… but She can be. We
don’t know what they…” Steve stopped talk when he heard Bucky’s car.
He quickly got up form chair and went to. He
froze when he saw Grant “What the hell Barnes! What you little monster did to
him?!” He yelled.
Bucky frowned and looked at Steve, hiding Andrea behind himself.
“Dad… Don’t. She did nothing.” Grant said.
“I don’t care… I good know you gonna protect
your ‘Friend’. Go home now, Martha… take care of him.” He growled and looked at
his wife.
Grant quickly went to his mother “Mom… it’s not
her fault… The girls… I was protecting her.” Grant said. Woman nodded “I’m sure
you were… let’s go home…” She said and took boy inside.
“I hope you are proud of your girl Barnes.”
Steve said frowning
“She did nothing…” Bucky muttered looking at
Steve.
“Oh really… look at Grand… You saw what
happened? Maybe she is lying to you and Grant protect… this… little child of
Hydra.” Steve said pointing toward girl.
Bucky frowned and grabbed Steve’s hand “Don’t
you dare…. Call her that.” Bucky growled.
“Or what…. She gonna hurt me with this little
metal hand?” Then Steve could feel how cold metal hit him right into stomach.
Steve fell onto his knees holding his stomach tight.
“Not her metal hand… but my, Rogers.” Bucky
said “You think you are better? You changed a lot… and not in good meaning.”
Man picked up girl and sighed “I know that She didn’t did anything bad… She is
my girls.” Bucky smiled and looked at Steve over his shoulder “If for you she
is still a child of Hydra… than I’m still The Winter Soldier for you. Till the
end of the line…” Bucky laughed “I think our line ends here, pal.”
Bucky sat girl on her seat in car and then took
driver seat and drove away.
Steve growled when he got up “Fucker…” He
muttered and went back inside.
After few minutes Andrea looked at Bucky form
the back seat
“Dad…” She asked quietly.
“Yes, sweetheart?” Bucky asked and looked at
his daughter in the mirror.
Words: 1314 Warnings: a little bit of cursing Summary: Bucky wants to take a flight to Bucharest, unfortunately
at the airport there are problems because of his metal limb. Sam and Steve need
to calm their friend down, but it all goes wrong.. Requested by: anonymous Gif:x
Author: Beast
The terminal gate had a
large sitting area with the generic airport rows of chairs that were stuck
together, some of which were already filled with a mix of waiting passengers, a
few of them cheerfully optimistic while some looked irritated. The wide, glass
windows afforded a great view of the planes outside.
Bucky was sitting at
the chair, his legs crossed nicely as he was checking his phone and email.
He cursed and checked his watch.
„I’m gonna kill ‘em” he
grunted under his breath.
Standing up to stretch,
he looked around the terminal gate and noticed that the number of people had
dwindled. Bucky resisted the temptation to lick his lips, a nervous
habit that he’d never lost.
He spotted Sam and
Steve several minutes later.
“You both are late.
AGAIN” Bucky crossed his arms over his chest. “I’ve been waiting for fucking two
hours!
Steve approached Bucky
and put his large hand at man’s shoulder.
“I’m so sorry, Buck.
There was a huge traffic jam” blonde said in a soft voice, trying to calm his
buddy down.
Bucky only rolled his
eyes.
“Fine. Can we go now? I
don’t wanna miss a flight”.
Steve nodded and
pulling out his documents, with Sam and Bucky by his side, he went to the airport
check-in.
When their documents had
been inspected, guys went in the direction of security’s machine to check upon
metal stuff in their luggage.
The closer they were,
the more stressed Bucky was.
“Steve, shit, I won’t
pass it, ya know..” Bucky gently pointed at his left arm, carefully covered by
a grey hoodie.
“Easy, Buck, we’re
gonna make it” Steve patted his friend’s back, trying to give Bucky his
support.
As soon as the trio
stopped in front of the machine, they gave their bags to one of the guards to
let them check it.
After a while, the tall
man asked Steve to go through a metal detector.
Steve went through it
without any problems and as soon as he did, he turned to gave Bucky a look.
He knew his friend was a bit terrified.
Sam also went through the
detector without any issues.
And then it was Bucky’s
turn.
“Sir?” the tall guard
looked at Bucky with a suspicious gaze. “Is everything alright? You can do it
now.”
Bucky nodded nervously
and after several deep breaths he slowly stepped through the machine.
As soon as he did, the
detector started to beep like a crazy, signaling presence of metal with flashing of a
little red light.
Another security guard approached
Bucky and started to search him down.
“Pockets are clear” he
said to other man dressed in an uniform.
It was until guard
touched Bucky’s metal arm through his hoodie. Man frowned and glared up at
Bucky.
“Sir. We need you to
pull up your sleeve, please” guy said slowly, looking carefully at Bucky.
Barnes sighed deeply
and gave a brief look to Steve, who only nodded.
Bucky slowly rolled up
his sleeve, revealing his metal limb.
Two other security
guards came to check upon Bucky’s metal arm.
“Uhm.. Sir.. Is that
real or fake?” one of men, an older dude with glasses asked politely, blinking
few times.
Bucky hesitated and as
annoyed as he was, he mumbled quietly.
“Real.”
Guards gathered
themselves in a little circle, whispering something among each other.
“I knew it’ll end up like
this, Steve” Sam leaned to blonde man and chuckled softly.
“Shhh, Sam, not now”
Steve raised his hand to give his friend a sign to be quiet.
Bucky was still
standing in a place. He felt like an animal caught in a snares. Feeling glances
of other people, who were looking at him out of curiosity, Bucky growled
loudly.
“Ekhem. Shall we?” he
gave an anxious look to the older guard.
Man nodded and took a
deep breath.
“I am sorry sir, I am afraid
we cannot let you through with that metal.”
Bucky blinked and
instinctively looked at Steve with an imploring glance.
“I have to go with my
friends” Barnes felt like an idiot saying this. “We have a flight to Bucharest.”
Was he trying to
explain himself?!
Steve approached them
and smiled gently.
“Yes. He’s with us. We
have very important meeting there and we can’t miss this flight” Steve has shown
his ticket to guards. “Please.”
The older man shook his
head.
“I am sorry sir, it’s
the main rule and we have to obey it.”
Steve was about saying something,
when other guard cleared his throat.
“Sir” man looked at
Bucky, “is there something you can do with this… metal limb?”
Bucky blinked and shook
his head.
“No. Don’t think so, for fuck’s sake..”
“Oh yes, he can!” it
was no one else but Sam who stand next to Steve. “Buck, you can reattach it.”
“Oh, for sure, little
fucker!” Bucky growled aloud, causing the guards gave him an odd glances. “Ya
know I can’t do it now!”
Sam giggled.
“Easy, man, trying to
give ya some idea” Falcon shrugged with a cheeky grin on his lips.
Oh, how much Bucky was
hating that grin!
It caused his rage
increased within seconds.
“Fuck you, Sam!” Bucky
blew a hit in Falcon’s shoulder, but Sam blocked his hit.
Guards immediately came
in between two men to separate them from each other.
“EASY!” the older man
shouted. He turned his face to Bucky. “Is there any chance for you to reattach
that metal limb now?” he asked.
“I’ve been telling you
that no! For fuck’s sake, are you deaf, man!?” Bucky jerked, trying to free his
hand from grasp of security guards.
Falcon only laughed,
looking how frustrated Bucky was.
“You can try to put
your hand up in the air and go through that machine again!” he laughed from his
own joke. “Maybe it’ll work, huh?”
Steve punched Sam’s
shoulder, making an angry face and narrowing his brows.
“Sam, stop, don’t make
it worse!”
But Falcon’s comment
made Bucky yelled loudly.
“Fuck you, Wilson! Why
are you such a cunt, huh!?”
Sam smirked again,
laughing hardly.
“Because I love to piss
ya off, Buck!” he chuckled.
The guards were
thinking for a while.
“Well.. Maybe we can
try to wrap your limb in some material..” one of man suggested.
Steve nodded eagerly.
“Let’s give it a try,
men.”
Few minutes and outbursts
of anger later, Bucky’s arm was wrapped in a large white piece of a material
guards have found in an janitor’s room.
Steve was standing in
front of Bucky.
“Relax, take it easy” Rogers instructed his
friend before the next attempt.
He made a place for
Bucky and gently pushed him ahead.
Sam was standing next
to the guards, awaiting for the event development.
Bucky walked through the detector once again, but he
didn’t succeed. Again, the machine started to beep.
Steve just knew it won’t end properly as soon as he
spotted like Sam took a step ahead in the direction of Bucky and like he was spreading
his arms.
“Go back to the shadow, Winter Soldier! YOU SHALL NOT
PASS!” Sam intoned with a deep voice, trying to sound like Gandalf from Lord of the Rings.
Before Steve barely could say something, Bucky simply
jumped to Falcon and after a while both men were tussling on the floor.
“How dare you, little fucker!” Bucky was yelling,
strangling Sam a bit.
Wilson was blocking each move of Barnes and after a moment
of fight, he managed to kick Winter Soldier off himself.
When Bucky was laying on the ground, gasping for air,
Sam crawled to him and punched him at the shoulder, choking himself with a
laughter.
“I am sorry, man!” Sam rolled at his back, Bucky did
same. “I just had to do it.”
Bucky growled, but after a second he was laughing too.
“Fucker” Bucky playfully punched Sam’s shoulder. “I
hate you.”
Since their common evening, Emily hasn’t spoken with
Bucky at all.
He saw her few times. They passed each other like a
ghosts at the corridors of the complex. Everytime when Bucky wanted to ask the
woman, what exactly has changed between two of them that they couldn’t even
talk for a while, Emily was simply passing him by, don’t even looking at him.
He easily could feel that everything has changed.
Deep inside he knew he shouldn’t have been doing that.
He shouldn’t let her seduce him, it just couldn’t end well.
Bucky’s contact with Steve also has been restricted.
Their supervisors seemed to do everything to separate
men from each other.
Bucky could also feel kind of a distance, which has
built up between him and Steve.
Another week has passed and Bucky confirmed himself in
a premonition that something was wrong.
While he was looking for Steve, he heard a
conversation between two of the guards in canteen.
“… with her” one of them said simply, drinking coffee.
“I would give everything to be at his place at the
moment” second man chuckled. “She’s pretty hot.”
“Of course she’s” guard who was drinking the coffee stretched his back. “Rogers is a fucking lucky
dude, isn’t he?”
“Don’t ya remember? He’s not Rogers anymore. They said he’s called Captain
Hydra now” older guy shrugged.
Bucky frowned, listening to this little conversation.
He realized that Steve has to be outside the complex. And… Was he with Emily?
Have they had a mission? But Steve would tell him… Why he didn’t?
Bucky, however, felt a cold shrink in his heart.
EMILY. She also went away without farewell. Without
single word. Why both of them were treating him like that?
He couldn’t find an answer.
One day, Bucky has been taken to the small room at one
of the lowest levels of the complex.
There was three man awaiting at him. Two doctors and
no one else but Aiden Black himself.
“Good morning, soldier” man in a suit smirked
viciously.
Bucky didn’t say a word, he simply took a seat in
front of the man.
“Why are you so silent, soldier?” Black pretended a
concern.
“Where’s Steve?” Bucky simply asked.
Black raised his mouth corners in a haughty grin.
“He left. He has more important things to do instead
sitting here with you” man said.
Bucky snapped his head to face Aiden Black again.
“Liar” Barnes gasped loudly. “Steve’s my friend. He
wouldn’t…”
Black smirked again.
“Funny” Black mused with a sick smile, getting
dangerously close to Bucky’s face, “wasn’t that exactly the same thing that you
said the first time when Hydra found you?” he laughed harshly. “Face it,
Barnes. Steve Rogers’ dead. Now he’s the Captain Hydra and he’s working for us
and only for us” man in suit got up from his seat and walked slowly around the
room. “Nothing can bring him back” Black finally stopped behind Bucky’s back
and he put his large hands and Winter Soldier’s shoulders. Black also leaned
down and whispered directly into Bucky’s ear. “And as I suppose he’s having a
lot of fun with your Em.”
The last statement was like a sharp blade of a knife
stabbed into Bucky’s chest.
Bucky responded with spitting in Black’s smirking
face.
Of course, as always when he wasn’t behaving like they
would wanted, he was greeted with violence, but that didn’t matter.
“Now, get some rest, soldier” Aiden growled slowly,
wiping flecks of Bucky’ blood of off his hands. “We have work to do.”
When Black left the room, Bucky yelled aloud, hitting
the table in front of him with his metal fist.
Evening had long since fallen, the
chill of night picking at the edges of his meager jacket as he silently made
his way through the quieting city. Captain Hydra was walking, passing closed
shops and tracing streets he didn’t know.
He had a mission to do and he didn’t want to let his
supervisors down.
Steve had to kill a director of some organization
named Robrax. It was kind of a pharmaceutical industry enterprise. Hydra was
willing to do anything, just to overtake some researches results. Steve only
knew they have wanted to make a new biological weapon.
He knew he should be careful, because, following the
information he got, it seemed that other organization has wanted him for their
own businesses.
Being in a deep thoughtfulness, he easily got at the
terrain of the restricted area.
The building was oh so large. White walls and glazed
doors were giving that real estate more dignity then he thought in a first
moment.
With a knife in his hand, he quietly slipped into a
large building. He sneaked unheeded next to the guard’s place and he headed
directly into the office number 10, located at the second floor.
Taking a staircase, he reached the floor and when he
checked that no body’s there, he slowly stepped at the corridor. He went along
it until he found a door with a gold numbers on them. Steve opened them and walked
inside. Immediately he noticed the man he was looking for.
Dressed in a black suit, guy was sitting in the
leather chair, making some notes. Fortunately for Steve, man was facing him
with his back.
Captain Hydra walked over to his target and as quickly
as he could, he put his palm at man’s mouth to cut over his throat in the next
second.
It didn’t take long for man to bleed out.
Steve, as soon as he made sure man’s dead, he left the
room, putting his knife back into his pocket.
He also easily managed to leave the building.
It was first time when he killed someone because of an
order. Deep inside the last degraded ounce of his morality was trying to
convince him that he was making a huge mistake. But he pushed those thoughts
away.
He walked slowly along the street, heading to his
apartment, which Hydra has rented for him.
The barking of a dog jarred him from
his thoughts, body suddenly tense and eyes, hard as steel and just as cold,
scanning his surroundings for any threat as he stopped in his tracks. His knife
was produced from his pocket, not as large but just as deadly in his capable
hands.
Another noise caught his attention. Footsteps,
ten feet behind to the right. His mind was just methodical and
calculating. Fingers tightened around the handle of the combat knife, although
he showed no outward signs of realizing he was being approached; to any
passersby it merely looked as if he was staring off into the jeweled skyline.
The darkness would either be a great hindrance or a welcome advantage, but only
time would tell..
Click. The sound of
the safety switching off of a pistol was all the prompting Steve needed. Moving
with a speed unexpected in his depleted state he spun around. A great blaze of
light and concussive sound filled the street, the weapon discharging as Steve
plunged his knife deep into the chest of his would-be assailant. In that
quarter second of movement he had searched, located and struck, the metal blade
deftly gliding between ribs and into a lung. The air filled with the sharp scent
of copper and iron as blood poured from the wound.
Steve quickly realized it was one of the guards from
Robrax.
The haphazard discharge of the weapon
had blasted a round into the sidewalk, the sound of it no doubt alerting every
person within a two block radius. I need to
escape.
The man collapsing into a pool of his
own blood, not dead but not quite alive.
If there was one there had to be
more, he thought, and they had to be coming for him. He made it two steps
before he heard the crack of a sniper rifle, echoing off some far-off building.
The next few seconds blurred together, but he remembered being knocked off his
feet, air forced from his lungs as he hit the brick wall of the building next
to him, knife clamoring from his hand. Heat blossomed on his back, a burst of
wet crimson that trickled down his spine as a bullet planted itself squarely
into his right shoulder blade. The choking cry of surprise that escaped him
startled him.
The pain hadn’t hit him yet, but his body felt like
ice. His legs were sluggish underneath him as he struggled to his feet, bolting
into an alleyway as he heard another bullet slam into the wall behind him. It’d
been a low shot, as if for his leg. They want me alive.
The thought filled him with a sick dread as he realized that they wanted to put
him back on his leash, or worse, put him down so he couldn’t spill their
secrets, although he had no secrets to tell. At least, not as he was now.
Shouts of men filled the street. “Down the alleyway!” and
“He’s getting away!” among other things he couldn’t catch. The pain
was starting to filter into his awareness, starting as an acidic heat that
slowly built in on itself. His heart was pounding, lungs heaving, as he tried
to lose the guard’s team in the maze of back alley streets. He needed to get to
the apartment.
As he rounded a corner, two guardians spotted him,
shouting loudly to others. A swear hissed under his breath, narrowly avoiding
another bullet aimed for his legs. His reflexes were slowing, he could feel it,
his strength draining from the wound the harder he pushed himself. A pistol was
produced from his pocket, only two rounds fired with the same deadly precision
he had used to change history numerous times. The first man dropped in a heap,
not even getting the luxury to realize he had been hit. The other’s ribs popped
wetly as the bullet tore open his side, letting out a ghastly cry as he tumbled
to the ground and didn’t get back to his feet.
Without a moment’s hesitation the Steve was gone, vanishing into the
darkness like the ghost he was before more of the guard’s team could arrive.
Rain earlier in the day had slickened the streets, helping to hide his trail of
blood as he snaked his way through the sleeping city. He had no idea how long
he was running and barely had any recollection of where he was going, his body
operating almost entirely on instinct by the time he reached that familiar
building. His running had slowed to a staggering shamble, forcing his legs,
which he lost feeling in about three minutes ago, to climb up the flight of
stairs.
His breathing came with difficulty, his limbs heavy and blood like ice.
The worn clothing he had been wearing was soaked through with his own blood,
which still bubbled from the sniper’s bullet.
The door to the second floor apartment seemed like a nearly
insurmountable obstacle. His glassed-over eyes darted from the knob to the
floor, then to a small, out-of-place planter of tiny flowers. Barely a murmur
of thought crossed his mind as he nudged it with his foot, exposing a key. He was
too exhausted and in too much pain to question just why he believed there would
have been a key there. The key was retrieved, clumsily inserted into the lock,
and the door opened without protest; he could have kicked it open or picked the
lock like last time, but he didn’t have the time or strength to attempt it.
With a soft clink of metal the key fell from his trembling fingers to
the floor, shakily standing at the threshold taking great, heaving breaths. His
vision was growing blurry and his hearing muffled, but after a moment of
hesitation he stepped inside, pulling the door shut behind him, the click of
the lock oddly comforting. Movement in front of him, down the narrow hall, and
he knew he wasn’t alone. The pistol was still clutched in his left hand. He
tried to take another step but his body had had enough; the pistol dropped to
the floor, abandoned, as he tried to steady himself by pressing that palm to
the wall.
Something was spoken to him but he didn’t catch it,
gaze lifting to where he’d seen the movement earlier. Someone was standing a
few yards away now. He didn’t need to hear to know who it was. Breath was
inhaled sharply, words attempted but failed.
Emily Vandom.
His whole body was shaking; it felt like the world was
collapsing in on itself all around him. Underneath all the pain was a faint,
lingering disappointment. Pain washed his thoughts away, a low whimper in his
throat betraying the fact he was injured. He was going to go down, he felt it,
and not a moment later did his right leg buckle, his whole body collapsing with
it. He fell into something warm and yielding, not hard floor like he expected,
but he had no time to ponder it as the darkness closed in on him.
Summary: Reader is Bucky’s
girlfriend, who is still too shy to do some certain things with him. Bucky
decides to help her find a hardihood.
Word Count: 1053
Warnings: smut, unprotected sex
Author: Beast
Two months.
You were
HIS girlfriend since two months. You were enjoying every day you were able to
spend with him.
Being
Bucky’s girlfriend wasn’t a simple thing to deal with.
You always
were recognized, you always had to be classy.
Bucky has
put you on a display, he was always proud to have such a beautiful woman by his
side.
Of course,
your common relationship quickly got very intimate.
But you
couldn’t get rid of the strange feeling, that you’re not too experienced as
Bucky was, that thought was always somewhere in the back of your head.
Bucky was
trying so many times to make you feel comfortable and he almost succeed,
however you still were too shy to free your desires.
That day,
Bucky came back really late.
He was
tired and exhausted after mission and as soon as he gave you a lovingly kiss,
he went to the bathroom to take a shower.
“Do you
want me to make you a tea, tiger?!” you asked loudly, stepping out of the
kitchen.
“Later!” he
yelled back.
You heard
he was circulating between bathroom and bedroom, gathering his stuff.
After a
while the tea was ready, so you took it to the bedroom and you set a mug on the
night table.
“Is my doll
glad I’m back at home?” a deep voice asked.
Looking up,
your face reddened slightly as you saw Bucky only in tight boxers, eying his
toned arms and broad chest. Even if it wasn’t the first time you saw him like
this, you always got the butterflies going crazy in the pit of your stomach.
You snapped back into reality as Bucky walked towards you, his arms went around
your waist, pulling you close to him.
“I was
about to jump in the shower, care to join me?” he asked, his voice deeper if
even possible. Bucky’s blue eyes had a hint of mischief and lust, suddenly your
tiredness melts away.
“I’d love
to” you murmured, unconsciously biting your lower lip.
Bucky
smiled as he unbuttoned your jeans skirt, letting it fall to your feet. You
stripped off your shirt and he unclasped your bra as you pulled down his
boxers. He took your hand and pulled you behind him, straight to the bathroom.
Both of you
has stepped into the shower, the water was nice and warm, immediately making goose
bumps appeared onto your naked bodies.
Bucky
wrapped his arms around you, his chest pressed against your back as the warm
water surrounded the both of you. Although with the hot temperature of the
shower, you can’t help but shiver as you feel Bucky’s hot breath over your
neck.
The dark
haired man suddenly started to kiss your neck, even nipping at your skin.
Humming in pleasure, you turned around, wrapping your arms around brunette’s
neck, reaching up to kiss his delicious lips. Bucky’s hands went to your butt,
squeezing it slightly as you squeak in a surprise. Smirking, Bucky lifted you
up, putting your legs around his waist and backing you up onto the wall of the
shower. He kissed you greedily, his tongue teasing the inside of your mouth, as
he runs his hands up and down your thighs. Bucky pulled away, immediately his
lips went to your neck, sucking and leaving small hickeys. You whimpered
feeling your boyfriend’s tongue lick your collarbones, which only made him lick
you harder.
He then
gave an attention to your boobs, licking and sucking on one as he played and
messaged the other. Moaning loudly at the pleasure, you felt something hard
brushed against your ass. Smirking slightly, Bucky put your legs down, putting
his hard cock in between your legs, teasing your entrance and clit. You gasped
as he let out a breathy moan, his eyes met yours as he slowly entered into your
wet heat. He started out slowly, savoring the feeling, but he then picked up
the pace, pounding into you.
“SHIT!” you
screamed, digging your nails into his back as he hit your g-spot. Throwing your
head back, your back arched slightly, your breathing was uneven, panting along
with Bucky. He gripped onto your hips as he thrusted into you, you whimpered as
Barnes roughly kissed your lips, his teeth biting into your lower lip. He
thrusted hard and fast, making you both moan each other’s names. Suddenly he
slipped out of your pussy, letting out a loud groan.
“How much I
love your sweet tight pussy, baby girl..” Bucky looked at you with a lustful
glance.
With barely
any pause he lifted you with incredible strength and pressed you against the
glass. Bucky thrusted his hard dick into your pussy. You cried out, sensitive
from the work he just did on you. Man gripped on your softens as he pulled back
your wet hair.
He kissed
your arms, neck, nibbled your earlobe while he was awaiting for your body to
accommodate his member. Bucky once again reached for the shelf and you grab my
strawberries and cream body wash.
Bucky slid
his metal hand down to your pussy to massage your clit as he pumped in and out
of you.
“Yes… God,
so tight…” he closed his blue eyes, enjoying the pleasure.
He pressed
you even harder against the glass and began to grind against you, pumping deeper
into your pussy.
“Unleash
your desires, doll..” Bucky whispered directly into your ear.
Barnes
moved his hands to your hips to gain better leverage and you moved your hand to
your swollen clit. Within minutes you were thrown once again over the edge,
crying out his name as you did.
Your walls
tightened against his large cock. Bucky again kissed your neck as the two of
you came together, his milky cum dripped out of your pussy. Panting and gasping
for air, Bucky gave you a breathless kiss, before pulling out slowly.
“Bucky…
God… I love you so much, tiger..” you said, your eyes were half-lidded and
tired. Brunette smirked, kissing your forehead.
“I do love
you too, doll. Now let’s get washed up” he said, grabbing your strawberry
scented shower gel.
“I… I did…”
you whispered.
“I know.
You unleashed it finally” he smiled to you and then he gave you a kiss.
That night
you both slept peacefully, snuggling to each other.
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