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Ben Bazen || Bucky Barnes x Reader

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Summary: Bucky Barnes is spending nice time by your side during common trip to Paris.

Warnings: none

Words: 974

Authors: Rouge

Request by: @karina-marina9
Request: Hi, can I ask for a one shot based on song named “Ben bazen”? I got into that kind of music lately, and I wondered if you could write something like this. I would like to read about Bucky and reader just fooling around during summer months, maybe they take a trip around the world?

A/N: I hope you’ll enjoy it! ♥

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“… Ben bazen…” You were humming softly, resting your head against the window of a car.

“You do this again, Y/N!” Bucky couldn’t help but giggled loudly as he poked your side with his metal hand. “Calm down, soon we’re gonna get there, Y/N.”

“What?!” You improved your position, putting legs on a dashboard. “You don’t like me singing?”

“If I can be honest…” Bucky paused, so you turned your head toward him. He was grinning, looking straight at the road. “I like it from time to time but you sound more like a dying cat, honey.” Bucky shrugged and looked at you.

“Oh, you!” You pecked his lips and opened the window by your side, sticking head out.

“Watch out! I don’t want you to lose your head so easily.” Former Winter Soldier said as he briefly looked at you.

“Focus on the road, Buck!” You miffed but you curled your lips into a bright smile. “Shit, we’re here!”

In front of you, on the horizon, the Eiffel Tower loomed.

You squeaked, clapping your hands.

“Y/N, easy! It’s just a monument!” Bucky rolled his eyes as he looked for a place to park the car.

When he finally did, you jumped out of the vehicle.

“C’mon, Buck!!!” You were jumping in the place, doing everything to rush him.

“Easy, girl!” He closed the door and activated the alarm. Bucky put his leather, black jacket on and circled the car to grab you by hand.

The sun was going down slowly as you two were walking along the Avenue Pierre Loti.

A gentle wind was ruffling trees and grass, adding a specific charm to this moment.

You were walking slowly, proudly holding your head up and leaning a bit toward Bucky, who let your hand free only to wrap his metal arm around your waist.

“Ah, isn’t it beautiful?” You asked softly, breathing deeply.

“Mhm…” Bucky muttered, looking down at you.

You rolled your eyes, you were a bit annoyed.

“Buck, you know, how to be romantic.” You said with irony. “We’re at one of the most romantic cities on the planet and you are like ‘yeah, whatever’, seriously?” You stopped and slipped out of his grip, crossing arms on your chest. “Thanks, Buck.”

He blinked.

“What? I do like this place. I don’t know, what are you talking about right now.” Bucky shrugged slightly.

You turned with your back to him.

“Oh, come on, Y/N!” Bucky took a step toward you and placed his hands on your shoulders. “Don’t be like this. I didn’t mean anything bad, yea?” He put his chin on your left shoulder, only to kiss your neck shortly after. “Come on, honey.”

You smirked and giggled, reaching with your hand to his neck to stroke him there.

“You know that I can’t be mad at you for too long, don’t you?” You turned your head to him and kissed his lips. Bucky gave the kiss back, humming softly.

You grabbed his palm and pulled him ahead.

Soon, you and Bucky arrived at Eiffel Tower.

“Good morning, Mr. Barnes.” A guard smiled at Bucky and showed him the way.

You were surprised seeing, how you and Bucky were passing all the people from a queue by.

“Bucky?…” You asked quietly, tugging on his sleeve. “What’s going on?”

He only turned head to look down at you with a bright smile on his lips.

“You’ll see, Y/N.”

You were led on the highest floor, to the restaurant.

From this point, there was a beautiful view of the Paris skyline.

Bucky shifted a chair for you to sit and you politely took your place.

“Buck… How… I’ve heard that you have to book a place here few months before the trip… It’s a very fancy restaurant…” You smiled, feeling how blush was forming on your cheeks.

Bucky took a seat in front of you and reached for your hand above the table.

“I know. That’s why I made a reservation four months ago. Just for you, my love.” He gently nodded with a smile.

Your heart skipped a beat. He did this FOR YOU!

“Bucky…” You whispered when a waitress brought a bottle of red wine. “You shouldn’t have…”

“Hush.” Bucky put the metal finger to his lips. “Enjoy the moment, Y/N.”

Some time later, the dishes that you ordered have arrived.

“I would never say that you’ll do something like this for me.” You smiled at him, taking a bite of duck in spicy sauce. “It’s… I can’t find suitable words to describe how happy I am.” You were looking at him with love.

Bucky raised a glass of wine.

“To us. To another happy year.” He smirked softly.

You did the same.

“To me and my sweetest boyfriend. To our love.”

“Y/N, I have always wanted to ask you something. Many times I heard you singing ’ben bazen’. What does it even mean?” Bucky giggled quietly, putting the glass down.

You put your fork down and nodded.

“Indeed. ‘Ben bazen’ means ‘I sometimes’ in Turkish.” You explained simply. “I like the song with the similar title, it somehow stuck in my head some time ago.”

Bucky was looking at you. Suddenly, he got up and walked to your chair, reaching the hand toward you.

“Y/N, may I have this dance?” Bucky asked and it was when you realized that your favorite song was on.

“Oh, Gosh, Buck!” You blushed hardly but offered him your palm.

Within a minute, you and Bucky were rocking slowly to the music beat, being so close to each other.

“It was the best surprise I have ever gotten.” You climbed on your toes to kiss his bearded cheek.

Bucky pulled you closer.

“And you called me not romantic enough today, Y/N.” He poked your nose gently.

You both were dancing slowly, admiring the setting sun.

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konsalnet:

Important files || Bucky Barnes x reader

A/N: story’s been written for @thepaperpanda writing challenge.

Summary: in the stormy night reader visits Bucky to share the fact of finding important files with him.

Words: 1265

The storm has come.

Bucky looked out of the window at the blizzard the weather-man had promised. But it was stronger. He watched as his driveway disappear in the sure knowledge that he’d only have to dig it out again in the morning. When the power winked out he raised his eyes to the heavens with a sigh and went for the flashlight, feeling his way to the cupboard only to find it missing. He vaguely recalled lending it to Sam. With a spark of relief he remembered there was still some life left in his laptop battery. From the light of the screen he could at least do some work. Already the temperature in the house had dropped so much he needed the duvet from his bed, but in the familiar glow of the screen and the clack of the keyboard, he could at least ignore the storm.

It wasn’t often for Bucky to do paperwork, however he didn’t want to step into next argument with Stark, so he reluctantly agreed to prepare some reports for him.

He was tired after exhausting day at the Tower. He had few trainings, including one with new recruits. He liked to share his knowledge with others, especially some regarding martial arts, but this new group was the toughest one.

Later, Bucky had a meeting with Steve and Sam. They were chatting over coffee. Bucky found himself enjoying moments like that. Steve was his pal, Sam could be counted like one, too.

Bucky smiled at the memory from few hours earlier.

Steve. His Steve has changed so much! Now, he was no longer a helpless man who needed to be protected. He “grew up”. He became strong and confident. Bucky liked that change, although he didn’t show he do.

Something pulled him out of his thoughts. Knocking.

He rose from his bed putting laptop on the night table. He rushed to front door and opened them.

“Y/N?” Bucky cocked his brow up seeing you on the porch. You were soaked from the snow and rain.

“Can I come in?” you didn’t ask, you only managed to jingle your teeth.

He blinked but nodded quickly.

“Sure, come in,” he shifted a bit to make a space for you to enter.

You eagerly stepped in, and smiles when Bucky helped you with your coat.

“Thanks.”

“No problem,” he responded. “What brings you here so late?” Bucky asked.

You put your bag on the floor, and you crouched searching through it. After a while you pulled a red briefcase. You looked up at Bucky handling it to him.

“I thought you may want to know..”

Bucky frowned a bit but he reached out and took the folder in his metal hand. He walked to the living room, and you followed him carefully.

Man took a seat on his couch. You didn’t know how to act, so you stood in the hollway just peeking into the room, and waiting at his reaction.

“C’mon, Y/N, I won’t bite,” he chuckled softly in a deep voice of his, then Bucky pointed at the armchair standing on the opposite side of the room, “please, Y/N, take a seat and tell me what’s that exactly?” he put up hand in which he was holding the folder.

You gave a nod.

“I started to work for Stark recently after they moved me to his department,” you started, “he left his office earlier today leaving me the keys. I had to lock his office and our open space,” you continued, “so I did. But before that I went to his office to put some important reports into his cabinet.”

You stopped to take a breath.

“Water?” Bucky offered.

“Yes, please…” you agreed.

He gave you a smile and he left the room. Bucky came back within two minutes, with two glasses of water in both of his hands. He handled one to you and you took it thanking him.

“So I opened his cabinet and few briefcases fell out of there. He always has a mess in documents,” you rolled your eyes, but when you noticed the cocked brows of Bucky, you shook your head, “forgive me that digression. And when I was gathering them, I found your name…”

Bucky frowned and looked at the briefcase he was keeping in his hand. Indeed, his name was written with capital letters. Man frowned even more looking briefly at you.

He quickly opened the folder and pulled a handful of documents. He started to read them.

The silence was insupportable. But you waited politely.

When Bucky ended reading he lowered his head down simply putting documents at the couch.

“I… I am in shock,” he mumbled in thoughtfulness. “I didn’t know they cut off all informations about me. They just erased the fact I exist. That’s why Steve was never truly looking for me… S.H.I.E.L.D. has made him believe I was dead…” a tear ran down his cheek. “Fuckers!” Bucky hit the table standing in front of the couch with his metal hand clenched in a fist.

“Bucky…” your voice was nothing more than a whisper.

“How do you think, Y/N, did Steve know? Did he have any suspicions that they could be lying?” Bucky addressed this question more to himself than to you.

Shyly, you got up and walked to him, you knelt in front of him and took his both hands into your palms.

“If he would have a single sparkle of suspicion, he’d do everything to find you, Bucky” you said firmly. “Don’t you doubt in this.”

You stroked his palms looking him straight in the eye. You knew he needed support now. You both could be only colleagues from work, but still, he was very important for you.

“Why…” his vocie broke into a stutter. “Why… You.. Helped…. Why…”

“I wanted you to know the truth. I’ve heard a lot about your conflict with Stark. And how it has influenced your relationship with Steve,” you explained shortly. “I saw that you were torn apart.”

He swallowed rubbing his temples.

“Now it does have sense,” he chuckled darkly. “I bet Stark knew about whole situation, but did literally nothing to clarify it.”

Bucky got up from the couch and went to huge window. He leant his forehead against the cold glass letting the sorrow overcome him.

You approached man and dared to put hand on his shoulder.

“Forgive me if I made you sad with those informations, but I felt you should know.”

He shook his head.

“I understand and appreciate what you’ve done. I was looking after those documents for so long. It hurts, but I feel kinda calm by now,” Bucky turned his head to you and gave you a smile. “Thank you, Y/N. Well, I’d like to do something in return…” his sentence hung between two of you like a sharp knife. The atmosphere became dense.

“Okay…”

“Would you mind if I would ask you for a lunch or something?”

You smirked. He definitely wasn’t good in talking. Especially to women.

“Sure, but I don’t want to cause you any inconveniences.”

“Y/N, hush girl,” Bucky smiled sadly. “At least let me do something for you. You did something for me, too.”

You nodded happily.

“Sure, Bucky. Thank you.”

He led you to the door and helped you with your coat.

“I thank you. It means a lot, Y/N.”

When you left his house you didn’t notice, that Bucky was still glancing at you through the window smiling softly.

And the power hasn’t been switched on yet.

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HIS GRIEF || Tony Stark x Reader drabble

Summary: the action happens after events from CA:CW. Tony is full of grief and anger after he had found out who killed his parents. Reader is trying to calm him down.

Words: 675

A/N: Hiya! This is my very first attempt in writing so please, be gentle with me. Also, this drabble is dedicated to my favorite blog, namely @thepaperpanda and their first writing challenge ❤

The lingering light was obliterated by the rapidly falling night. The once salmon and purple sky transformed into a vast expanse of jet-black that engulfed the town. A canopy of luminous stars materialized amongst the ocean of blackness. Some were dull, merely flickering into existence every now and then, but there was an adequate amount of shimmering stars to illuminate the dark, moonless night. The lake glistened, mirroring the dazzling assemblage of glittering stars and the luminescence from the restaurants and designer boutiques that lined the marina. The faint wind brushed against the water’s surface, the ripples ruffled the stillness of the surface, and shattered the reflection of the harbour.

Tony Stark was sitting at a cold jetty thinking of last events that became his share recently. He sighed deeply slipping hands in his hair.

His heart was heavy. He felt he could barely breath and was struggling for each blissful inhalation of cold marine air.

You found him like that and your heart almost ripped apart.

You’ve been looking for him for few hours. You didn’t feel weariness, your whole body was filled with adrenaline.

When you answered a call from Natasha that Tony has left in a rush shortly after their return to the Avengers Tower, you knew something was not okay at all. You didn’t pay attention to fact it was the middle of the night and you had to get up early. The only thing you did care about was to find him and make sure he was safe and sound.

You approached him slowly from behind and you crouched next to him. You placed your hand carefully on his shoulder.

“Tony?”

He didn’t push you away but brunette also didn’t respond. He was sitting still.

“Tony.. What happened? Tell me. I’m by your side.”

He protractedly let out a sigh.

“I can’t stand this shit any longer, Y/N,” his voice has broken down before he ended his sentence. “And that fight today.. I am exhausted. And Rogers.. He knew. He knew from the very beginning..” he mumbled quietly ruffling his own bangs.

“Knew about what, Tony?” you asked stroking his shoulder.

“Who killed my parents,” he said simply like it was nothing.

You blinked.

“Who did this?”

Tony sighed again.

“Barnes. James Barnes. His beloved Winter Soldier, Y/N,” Tony crossed arms over his chest. “He knew.. And still was protecting that murderer! Can you believe it, Y/N?!”

You stayed silent giving Tony a room for reflexion.

“You good know they are friends. And I think that James didn’t do this because he has wanted it to happen. Wasn’t him under Hydra’s control back then?” you questioned.

He didn’t say a word.

“You know how huge was their influence over Barnes,” you added. “Even if it was him who…. Did this awful thing… He wasn’t himself.”

“You’re protecting this bastard!” Tony rose from his place flicking his jeans from dirt. “Y/N, you should be by MY SIDE, and all you do is defending HIM!”

Tony pushed you aside, he was so cold towards you. He simply passed you and went back to his Lamborghini.

“Tony! Wait!” you ran after him.

“Y/N, I have nothing more to say!” he didn’t let you grab his hand and in a rush he took a driver seat on his car.

“Where are you going, Tony?” you asked almost with tears in your eyes.

“None of your business,” he replied slightly.

“Just, please Tony, calm down, take a shower, maybe talk to someone in the Tower….”

He snapped cutting your sentence in a half.

“There are no Avengers anymore, Y/N. At least they are not united anymore.”

Tony pushed you away and pressed the button so door from his side has closed.

He drove away fastly leaving you alone at the parking lot next to the harbour.

“Dear God…” you felt a single tear running down your cheek. “Send us a sign.. I hope they will reunite again….”

You didn’t know then that evil forces was on their way to destroy everything you used to know…

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Panda’s Colorful writing challenge.

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Hello!

We are happy to announce that we are organizing our very first writing challenge.

You can find the rules below:

  • You must be following our blog.
  • Please reblog this post to spread the information (this one isn’t required but appreciated).
  • This is a MARVEL writing challenge, so please choose the character or actor from MCU.
  • Please tag your entry with #pandascolorfulwritingchallenge and please tag us in your fics. We will be making a masterlist of your fics and reblogging them after the deadline.
  • The deadline is January 1st 
  • Your entry must be at least 600 word, but there is no upper limit.
  • All types of genre are allowed: fluff, smut, angst and anything you can think of.
  • To enter you need to send an ask (off anon please) with the color of the prompt you would like to be writhing about. Of course, you can also DM us anytime.
  • If you need more time or if you feel the need to drop out for any reason, please let us know.
  • You can’t write sexual content if you are a minor.
  • Don’t write sexual content about minors/involving minors (like Peter Parker).
  • We will be updating the list of propts, if the prompt is crossed off, someone has claimed it faster.
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Colors:

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exciting,
high-energy, stimulating (kastrup-sofie)

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passionate, sexy,
powerful  (krispyjellyfishzombie)

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fresh, spring, lively (haseki-huricihan) 

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citrusy, youthful,
refreshing  (grossograsso)

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electric, high
spirits, impressive (winter-soldier-bucky)

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luxurious,
jawel-like, up-scale (vroobelek)

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fanciful, romantic,
nostalgic (alison-is-watching)

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spicy, exotic,
pungent  (einexx)

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comforting, creamy,
smooth (atuckyismylife)

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desire, energizing,
flexibility

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oceans, infinity,
coolness (norwegian-dreams)

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constant, reassuring,
heavenly (

nerdywritersfictionzone)

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down to earth,
honest, supportive

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disciplined,
strong-willed, opinionated (thewildgardensstuff)

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individualistic,
lonely, low self-esteem (all-hail-bucky)

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passive,
noncommittal, stressed (konsalnet)

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honorable,
chivalrous, romantic (rillo666)

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idealistic, noble,
successful  (leven-and-ashley)

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Intuitive, spiritual,
insightful

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modest, insightful,
kind-hearted  (radbluebirdeagle)

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What have I done !? || Bucky x reader one shot

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Words: 1133

Warnings: major character’s death,
slight cursing, a lot of sadness & angst

SUMMARY: Bucky’s still in a shock
after a misadventure, as a result of which Captain America has died. Reader’s
trying to comfort him, even when the fault is on Bucky’s side…

Author: Rouge

A/N: story has
been written for the writing challenge made by @letsimagineitall

It was painful to see
him like this. All you could do was embrace him and let the torrent of his
tears to soak through your shirt. You could feel him clench his fists, not
knowing whether to be mad or to give up hope all together. You could hear him
silently screaming, suffocating with each breath he took holding onto his
pride. You ran your fingers through his hair, time and time again, in an attempt
to calm the silent war within his mind.

“Everything’s gonna be alright, Buck.”
You slowly stroked his muscular shoulder trying to comfort him as much as it
was possible.

“Go away,
Y/N!”
Bucky pushed your hand away aa he rose from the couch and went apace to the
huge window with a view on the city below.
He leant his metal forearm against the glass and let out a loud sigh wiping his
tears off.

You hesitated. You weren’t sure how will he react, when you will try to get
close to him again. You good knew he was a ball of anger now.
But you found a courage and slowly rose from the couch. You headed towards him.

“Don’t, Y/N.”
It sounded like an order, so you stopped immediately.

“Bucky.. Darling…”

“Shut your fucking mouth, Y/N!”
Bucky yelled loudly and went out of the room.

Instinctively, you’ve followed him.

He slammed into the bathroom door. Bucky didn’t care if you saw. He just broke
down. The sobs punched through, ripping through his muscles, bones, and guts.
Man pressed his forehead against the grimy stall door and began to let his
heart yank in and out of his chest.
His life crumbled in his fingertips.

You weren’t scared at that point. You knew you have to do everything. To calm
him down.

“Bucky” you mumbled quietly as you approached him. Your hand was
placed on his nape where you stroked him. “Calm. Down. And talk with
me.”

You were kinda surprised, when he didn’t pull away from you.
And when he sank onto his knees, you did same, embracing his shoulders.

He sobbed into your chest unceasingly, hands clutching at your shirt. You held
him in silence, rocking him slowly as his tears soaked your chest. A tiny lapse
let him pull away, blinking lashes heavy with tears, before he collapsed again,
his howls of misery worsening. The pain must have come in waves, minutes of
sobbing broken apart by short pauses for recovering breaths, before hurling him
back into the outstretched arms of his grief.

“Hush, Buck… It wasn’t your fault, darling” you said in the most
mild tone you could ever make.

“I wanna disappear” he whispered quietly as he breathed heavily.
“You should be pretending you don’t know me. You should stay away from me.
I’m dangerous. It would be better if you would just erase me from your life,
Y/N..”

“I can’t just forget you. That’s not how it works” you told him
unhesitatingly.

He closed his eyes, his head has rested on your laps.

As you were stroking his nape, you let your thoughts flow at ease.

Two days before was the saddest day ever.
Bucky has killed Captain America.
It was nothing more but a misadventure.
Both men were on the mission to Serbia. There, they branch has been attacked by
enemies. They were taken by surprise.
Bucky managed to escape from under the firing. Of course, he was trying to come
back for Steve. He found his pal, when Captain was attacked by heavily armed
enemy soldier.
Trying to help his friend, Bucky took the aim and shot. He was aiming to the
foe.
But the other one was much faster. Guy pulled Captain ahead, using him as a
shield.
The bullet went straight through Captain’s chest, piercing his aorta.
The second man disappeared, when the chaos has reigned.
Bucky, being in panic and shock, was about to do something to save his friend.
But it was too late…

“B.. Buck…”

 

“Hush.. Oh God, hush, Steve. You need to stay
conscious. Do you hear me? Focus. Natasha!!
For fuck’s sake! Quickly!”

 

Steve choked
with his own blood.

“Oh God! Steve! STEVE! Motherfucker, don’t ya
dare to close those eyes!”

 

Steve reached
hand placing it in Bucky’s metal arm.

“Don’t…. D… Blame.. Yourself..”

 

“Shut up, pal. You need to stay calm.
Everything’s gonna be alright!”

 

Steve closed
his eyes.

Bucky pressed
the wound on his friend’s chest with his bionic hand.

“No! No! No! Rogers, you old prick, don’t do
this to me!! Natasha!!! You fucking
bitch, move your fucking ass up here! Steve’s dying!”

 

“Buck.. Cold.”

 

Huge tears
rolled over Bucky’s cheeks.

“Steve. I beg you. Stay with me. You have to
stay with me, brother. I won’t make this without you! We’re brothers under the
Sun.. Remember?”

 

“Mmmmhmm… Ah.. ..It’s burning..”

Captain’s
voice was nothing but a quiet whisper, although his lips seemed to not move at
all.

“Hush, Steve, I’m with you, pal.. Oh God, what
I’ve done..”

 

“…mmmmm.. I’ve… Accepted it.. Don’t…. Buck… It…
Feels… Like…….. Mmm.. Home..”

 

“Steve?! Dear God!! Steven!?”

 

Captain’s
chest stopped to move.

“I won’t forget you…” Bucky, trembling all over his body,
reached with his metal fingers to Steve’s eyes and he slowly closed them down. “You’ll never be replaced…
Forgive me..”

Captain America has passed away in Bucky’s arms.

“I’m a monster. How can you even look at me?” his voice has broke
down. “I’m a fucking murderer. It will be better if you will forget me.
Forget us.”

“I won’t.”
This time you hissed angrily.
“You know I love you. No matter what. We are a couple. I’ll be with you
for good and for bad.”

He nuzzled to your knees.
“Look. Imma mess. I’ve let all those people down.. I’ve let myself down.
I’ve killed Captain. I’ve killed my friend.. I’ve murdered him…”

You wanted to slap him in the face. He was pissing you out with blaming
himself. It was an accident. And everyone knew it.

“I will never leave your side. We’re in this together.”

As you touched his yet wet cheek, he shivered under your touch.

“Will.. You won’t leave?” he raised his chin to look you in the eye.

“Never. And I won’t forget you. You’re the best thing in my life.”

He nodded.

You woke up in the middle of the night after a terrifying nightmare.
Instinctively and blindly, you touched the second part of your bed.

You let out a sigh of relief, when your hand rested on his bionic limb.
He was there. He didn’t run away.
It was a sign. That he was trusting you. That was the most important.
You knew a hard time was about to come.
But you were prepared. Not only for yourself.

Mostly for him.

Be my autumnal muse  ||  Steve Rogers x Reader one shot

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Words: 1388

Warnings:

none at all, just pure fluff 🙂

SUMMARY:

Reader and Steve Rogers are on a walk, observing the color palette of
nature. At the end, Steve confesses, that he’s into Reader and asks her to be
his muse.

Author:

Rouge

A/N: This
story has been written for the writing challenge created by @fanlove-fandomlife

You stared at the leaves falling from the trees. It was quite
breathtaking, at the most. Utterly beautiful. First a green leaf, then shortly
afterwards a yellow leaf stained with bits of orange and green. They hit the
ground lightly, making no sound effects. You could stay there all day,
observing the utmost gorgeous pattern of the leaves dying off of the trees.

“Steve!”
you turned around.

Steve was sitting on the bench under huge, old willow, he was drawing in his
sketchbook.

“Yes, Y/N? What’s up?” he asked lazily, not taking his eyes from the
sketch he was making.

You rolled your eyes and walked to him slowly, still looking around with
admiration.

“Instead of drawing, you should take a look around, dear!” you
giggled happily, taking a seat next to him and putting your head onto his
shoulder. “Just look! Down they come like multicoloured rain. Golds, reds
and browns. They are a myriad of shapes and sizes, these leaves that clothed
the trees. Now they are discarded like last seasons fashions and left to become
part of the soil. But before that happens they make the most splendid mosaic
that is unique in all the world. And yet we’re here to witness it in this
moment, it’s so precious!” you were talking about leaves and colors like
it would be the last thing you’ll ever see.

Steve had made some more lines, before he closed his sketchbook.
He gave you a look and ruffled your bangs.

“Y/N, you’re too exaggerated sometimes.”

You frowned softly, pulling away from him.
“Why are you saying so?”

Blonde man pecked your lips.
“You put too much attention in such a fleeting stuff. You should focus on
more important things, Y/N.”

You rolled your eyes theatrically.
“Says the man, who could spend whole day by drawing” you cocked your
brew. “Steve, please. Stop being so stubborn and serious! Just live with a
moment!” you quickly got up from the bench and you grabbed him by his
sleeve. “C’mon! Let’s take a walk! You were drawing for last half an hour!
”

Reluctantly, Steve followed you, getting up and closing his sketchbook. Man
slipped it under his arm.

You grabbed his hand and pulled him down the alley.

Holding his palm, you were walking slowly by his side, looking around and
breathing with fresh, chill air.

“I’ve read the poems from before the war. They tell of trees changing
color, pumpkins and thanksgiving. It must have been nice back then. It sounds
like a cosy life” you broke the silence between you two.

Steve’s face changed within second.
He became so pensive, kind of a little smirk appeared in the corner of his full
lips.

“Yes. It was a cosy life..” he mumbled, but his voice was nothing more
then a whisper.

You gave his hand a firm squeeze.
“So now you should understand, what I find so interesting in observing the
nature. It’s so relaxing to me, letting all bad emotions disappear” you
explained shortly.

Steve only nodded, still overwhelmed by his memories.

You both continued your walk through the park.

Red, orange and yellow, in various different shades. All of them floating
gracefully on the soft breeze. It was as if a friendly hand was gently lowering
them to the ground. Whispers between these leaves filled the air, whispers and
mutters. The air was cool and crisp, like a refreshing drink of cool water
after hours in a desert. The breeze fluttered around, gently caressing
everything it touched with fingers that had been a comfort to so many over
their long, lonely years.
You were absorbing everything. The nature was simply breathtaking in her color
palette.
With a corner of your eye you’ve noticed, that Steve also was delighted by
variegation of the world.

Finally, you and Steve reached a small lake and it was where the alley has
ended.
A deep sense of serenity overcame both of you as you stared in rapture at the
expanse of blue that lay before you. Rays of lights danced delicately across
the water, birthed from the afternoon sun that both limited your sight and made
the view all the more beautiful.

Steve smiled gently, looking at you.
“Would you mind me, if I would ask you for something now?” he
inquired.

You eyed him carefully, not being sure, what has he wanted from you.
“Yes, I suppose…” you answered.

“Can I ask you to pose for me, Y/N?” the smile was still on his lips
and his cheeks blushed a bit.

You felt a heat on your cheeks within a second, so you turned your head to
watch the lake.
“I wouldn’t mind…” you whispered softly, trying to calm yourself
down.

You were sitting at the large rock on the shore of the lake patiently, waiting
for Steve to end his masterpiece. 


“Can you turn your head a bit? Oh yes. Just like that.”

Steve was sitting on the ground, leaning his back against a tree trunk. He was
putting all the effort into his drawing.

“Have I ever told you, how much I adore your facial features, Y/N?”
Steve’s voice was soft like never before.

“Hihi, no, you haven’t” you giggled happily, covering your mouth with
a palm.

“Hey! Don’t move, Y/N! The lightning!” Steve chuckled tenderly, then
once again he focused on the draw.

“Yes, yes, sorry, my bad” you sent him a warm smile.

You were observing with a smile, how few little leaves fell down onto Steve’s
head. You couldn’t help and let out a short laughter.
“You look like a prince in the crown.”

Steve raised his chin a bit and narrowed his brows, then he reached to his hair
and his face has brighten up.
“Haha, very funny, Y/N!”

After some time, Steve rose from the ground and flicked his jeans from sand.

“Done. Wanna see?” he reached his sketchbook towards you.

Gladly, you got up from your place and approached blonde man. You took the
sketchbook into your hands and looked at the drawing he recently has made.

“Oh Gosh..” you mumbled. “It’s.. It’s beautiful, Steve!
But…”

You took a careful look at the drawing again and your heart stopped for a
second.

You were on the foreground, the lake was a background. He has drew you so
smoothly, emphasizing every attribute of your beauty.

In the left lower corner of the page you found a little dedication, which took
your breath away.

For my beloved Y/N. You’ve always been in my mind. With love, Steven

You’ve swallowed slowly, before you look into his eyes.
“Why you didn’t tell me earlier?” you asked quietly.

But Steve only took his sketchbook from your hands amd closed it, then he leant
down to you and he placed a lovingly kiss to your soft lips.

You were too shocked to protest and the truth was you either didn’t want to
protest…

You gave the kiss back, automatically pulling closer to his chest.

“How long?”
“Since the day I’ve met you, Y/N” Steve said sincerely, looking you
straight in the eyes. “As you can see, it took me so long to find a
courage.”

You nuzzled to his chest, feeling incredibly safe there.

“The most important, that you’ve finally found it so you could be honest
with me” you reached his jawline and stroked over his cheek.

“So.. In the light of new circumstances.. Would you go with me for a
date?” his cheeks were blushing hardly.

You nodded slightly.
“With a pleasure.”

You saw a little sparks of happiness into his beautiful blue eyes.

Your hand found his palm and you tangled your fingers with his.
“Let’s go back home, Mr Rogers the Artist” you chuckled.

He smirked on you, nodding, then Steve raised his chin to look at the autumnal
sunset, which was building on the horizon. Man squeezed your palm tightly, and
after that he let your hand free to wrap both his strong arms around you.
You hugged to him as closely as you could. You felt, how he has rested his chin
on the top of your head. He took a deep breath.
“I want this moment to last forever.”

You moved closer so that he felt your presence, yet stayed quiet, allowing him
to stay lost in the moment a while longer.

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When student outdid the master || Doctor Strange x Reader

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Writing Challenge

Hello! This is my story written for Bianca’s Autumn Writing Challenge (created by @fanlove-fandomlife)

I tried my best and I hope you all will like the story. Enjoy!
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Words: 1758

Warnings: none

SUMMARY:

Pumpkin carving with Dr Strange

Author: Cass

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“Well. I’m a doctor and I shouldn’t laugh, but…
Really? Pumpkins? I thought you have something different for me” Strange
shook his head in disbelief, his brow was raised as man was looking at you.

You frowned softly, looking at your mentor and rolled your
eyes annoyed.
“Yes, pumpkins. Come on. It’s October… Almost end of the month to be honest!
Halloween!” You jumped happily. “We have to get ready for it!”

“Y/N..” man sighed deeply, rubbing his temples.
“You always have been so stubborn. As you can see I’m kinda busy”
Stephen pointed at his desk, full of books and papers. “But I suppose I
can have a little break.”

You whimpered happily and hugged him tight.
„You can read and write later. Beside, we both know about your bad habit of
spending whole nights on working.”
You took his hand and pulled him to a kitchen.

You put one big pumpkin on a counter, humming happily.
“Look! This one is just perfect! We can carve this one… And later we can do
smaller one… I got only three, but they’ll look amazing in front of the
Sanctum.“

Stephen took a seat on the one of high chairs. A cunning
smile has crawled onto his lips.
"I see you’re prepared. But still scatty!” Strange let out a pearly
laugh. “Do you have a pumpkin carving tools?”

„Hey! I’m not scatty and yes. I do have tools.” You giggled.
“And! I have a keyhole Saw but… you need to open it… because I don’t have
enough strength.” You offered him saw. “Mentor? Shall you?” You asked with soft
smile.

Strange took a saw in his hands, but as soon as he did, he
put it down onto counter.
“It’s.. How to say it? Oh! Too mainstream for me” he grinned at you
and snapped his fingers.
The saw slowly floated up and became dependent several centimeters above the
counter.

You sat on high chair and giggled.
“Ohh yeees… for sure it is, Doctor.” You said and clapped your
hands, watching him.
“I can’t wait!”

“What pattern you would like to have on the biggest
pumpkin, Y/N?” Strange gave you a glance, smiling gently.

You hummed, thinking.
“A CAT! Like a big, angry cat, with its fur standing up!” You
explained. “I think it will be great, you know… Big, scary kitty
cat.”
You meowed and laughed shortly after.

Strange snapped his fingers once again and the saw started
its work.
Within several seconds the patter was ready.
“Is this what you have wanted?” Stephen stretched his fingers
delicately.

You blinked and looked at him in disbelieve.
“Stephen….”
You got up from your seat and took his hands in yours. “This is not about
magic, Mentor.” You explained and let his palms free.

You picked up the small pumpkin and handled it to him.
“Use your hands. It will be more fun.”

Stephen was hesitating for a moment.
“You good know that my hands aren’t as efficient as they used to be”
his voice was nothing more but a whisper.

“I know, but you still can give it a try… take your
time, do it slowly… Step by step.”
You said softly. “I know, that I’m just a student here and you are a
mentor… but trust me on this one.” You smiled and sat back on your
previous seat, taking other pumpkin into your hands, than you started to
prepare it for carving.

Man rubbed his beard and nodded slightly. “As they say,
if you won’t try, you’ll never know” he had been smirking at you before he
started his precise work.

You nodded, smiling widely.
“Exactly that, Mentor.”

It took you a while to get fully into your task, you were
watching Strange from time to time, but you never stopped your work. “How
it’s going?” You asked, looking at him.

“Like you see” Strange didn’t look at you, he was
focused on his work. Using a scraper, brunette was removing pulp from his
pumpkin.

“I told you that using hands will be better.” You
giggled and returned to working on your pumpkin.

After an hour you were done with your little masterpiece. It
was a simple design: big eyes and wide open mouth with sharp teeth.
“It looks like you, especially when you are angry at me…” You
picked it up and presented the pumpkin to Stephen.
“Y/N! Get back to study!” You growled deeply, trying to imitate your
mentor’s voice.

Strange couldn’t stop himself from laughing.
“Haha! Y/N! Am I that gloomy, huh?!” man poked your shoulder, shaking
his head.

He got up only to lean his upper body part on the counter.
“Don’t look at me like that, Y/N. I’m trying to do something more
advanced” his eyes were glowing mysteriously in the light of a lamp
hanging above your heads.

You laughed louder and nodded. “Not always, Mentor.
Mostly you look quite good!”

You blinked, watching him, than you cleared your throat.
“Umm… I will.. I will take cloak and I will go buy some good candles,
because we need to put them inside.”

“Don’t worry. I’m an old-fashioned man” his voice
was a mix of joy and proud. “Please, check the second cupboard counting
from the window.”

“Oh… Okay, okay.”
You nodded slowly and walked to the cupboard, you took a look into it.

You were looking for a while, but finally you found the
candles. “Got ‘em!” You yelled proudly with happiness

“C’mon. Let’s lit them” Strange waited until you set
candles into the pumpkins, then he snapped his fingers and in the same second
all candles have lit up.

You gasped gaily.
“WOW!!! I love that!” You jumped with excitement and hugged to
Stephen tightly.

Man wrapped his arm around you, he was holding his head up.
“I gotta say, I’m proud of myself.”

Stephen’s pumpkin had huge, rounded eyes and square mouth
with sharp, long teeth. But his pumpkin had also a floral ornaments all around
its oval.

You looked at his work. “WOW! You see?! I told you it
will be worth a try, and your hands weren’t a problem.” You uttered with a
voice full of pride.
“We should take them outside and arrange them in some nice way next to the
main gate.” You looked at him with smile.

“That’s the idea!” Stephen took the smaller pumpkin
into his hands.
The bigger one simply floated up in the air and started to levitate behind man,
following each of his steps.

You blinked and watched your mentor, it was a nice feeling
to see him that happy. You grabbed your pumpkin and followed Stephen outside.

You both walked outside through the main door.
Stephen took a look around, searching for a place to set pumpkins.
“Maybe there?” he pointed at the huge stone laying next to the alley.
“I think it’ll look right. What do you think, Y/N?”

You giggled and nodded your head.
“I think it will be great. Put the big one first, and then we’re gonna put
smaller next to it.” You said pointing at the place, that you thought will
be good.

Strange used his power to set the biggest pumpkin onto the
stone. He made few movements with his hands, causing the fallen leaves have
surrounded the certain point.
“Done.”

You clapped your hands eagerly as you finished setting your
pumpkin near the huge one. “Hooray! So… Mentor, I don’t want to keep you
away from your work anymore. You can go and do what you were doing
before.” You smiled at him.

“Oh! Thank you, ma’am, that in your magnanimity you’ve
let me go back to my work!” Strange placed hands on his hips, making
ironic grimace. Then, man bowed down. “Once again, thank you, ma’am!”

You laughed out loudly. “Thank you, Mentor! For making
my day.” You bowed down. “Thank you for help, for fun and for
wonderful time.” You said with great joy in your voice, being as ironic as
you only could

Sometimes it was like that.
Stephen Strange seemed to be very serious guy, standing hard on the ground. But
the truth was, that deep beneath the mask he was wearing almost for the whole
time, Stephen was a nice man, ready to play fool and prank people around him.

Strange whistled loudly.
Within few moments, his cloak has flew to him.

“Okay. Let’s see. You. Yes! You!” man looked at
his cloak.
Material shivered softly, when its owner was speaking.
“Show me. Which pumpkin is prettier? Huh? Mine? Or maybe the one that
belongs to Y/N?” Stephen chuckled darkly, being so sure of himself.

You shook your head in disbelieve. “Come on, cloak.
Show us who is better in carving pumpkins.” You said and shrugged.

Stephen crossed his arms on his chest.
“C’mon. We don’t have whole day!” he raised his voice a bit.

Cloak trembled. The crimson material flew to the place,
where the pumpkins were set.
After moment of hesitation, cloak pointed at your pumpkin.

You laughed loudly and hugged cloak, showing your tongue to
Stephen. “I knew it! I’m better!”

Strange paled, clenching his teeth.
“Oh!!! What’s that!? Even you’re against me?! I wasn’t expecting that! Bad
cloak!”

“No, no. You are a good cloak. Come on, let’s go
inside. It’s cold out here.” You sighed and shivered softly.

Stephen laughed loudly.
“Don’t worry, pal. I was joking.”
Man approached you and gave you a warm hug.
“This time the student outdid the master” brunette clapped his hands.
“And now.
Maybe a hot chocolate?” man offered you his arm.

You sighed deeply and nuzzled to him.
“Sounds like a great idea, Mentor. Let’s go inside.” You nodded your
head and took his arm.

But when you were heading to the Sanctum, the cloak decided
to take revenge for previous treatment.
Material disappeared somewhere.

You could see with the corner of your eye, how cloak disappears
in nearby bushes. You blinked a bit surprised.

“What’s going on, Y/N?” Strange stopped in a step,
glaring at you. “Wait. Have you seen..”
When man turned around to look for his cloak, the material was floating few
centimeters in front of him with its collar tightly wrapped around smaller
pumpkin.
“For Dormammu’s sake!!” Stephen yelled, automatically taking step
backward.

You only laughed and shook your head.
“You asked for this, Mentor. Let’s go inside… all three of us.” You
muttered, looking at cloak and its owner.

“Sure. It was a really nice experience for me”
Strange giggled a bit. “We definitely have to repeat this next year.”

Don’t Let Go || Part I

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Warnings: none

SUMMARY:

You’re being saved from
death by Captain America himself. Is this a beginning of a serious
relationship?

Author: Ailo

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Cold. Everything is cold, and glow in a weird light.

You feel hands on your back, warmth seeping out from them and right into your shirt.

“Hang on.”

You can’t make out the last words, everything is a blur and your head, your head hurts like that one morning after you drank yourself under the table. Your whole body is shaken by shivers, you can’t seem to be able to stop shivering, even when you try to take deep breaths to settle your shoulders.

So cold…

You’re being lifted up. You know because your vision suddenly swarms, and you feel nauseous.
“Stop that…” you say weekly to the one responsible for your sudden unwelcome state.

You’re resting against something hard, bulky, warm, that beats in rhythm… You realize you’re being carried bride-style, the person’s arms you were in on your back and under your knees.
You snuggle into the warmth, burrowing your face and the cold tip of your nose in the person’s neck. The one carrying you takes a sudden breath, heart-beat accelerating slightly against your side for a moment before returning back to its normal, steady beating.
You don’t speak. Neither does the other, who just walks. Walks where exactly ? You can’t recall a destination being set, just being picked up and carried away.. and not in Disney princess style, as you can’t seem to be able to muster enough strength to open your tired eyes.

Somewhere along the way, the other’s body heat having warmed you up during the walk, you fall asleep, gripping the person’s shirt tightly into your hands, like a man at sea would a life line.
And you fall, fall slowly into slumber, the steady beating of the heart acting like a lullaby, the steady and regular pace of the other rocking you to sleep.

And then everything turns to hell.
You’re being put down to rest against a tree, the sound of gunshots ringing in your head.
“Don’t worry” says a voice. You open your eyes, trying to get a glance of the person who you know has been taking care of you.
“Everything is going to be all right… I’ll come find you after I get them off of our backs…”
You can’t even nod, can’t even voice your acknowledgment to the person. You try harder to get your sight to focus and put a face on the voice.
A man. That you can make out of the blur. The voice is that of a man. Yellow… a blond, then. His hair are disheveled… And then, out of nowhere, two blue orbs pop out. A blond with blue eyes then. A pretty shade of blue, at that, the color not cold but warm and making you want to trust those eyes… A smile, trying to hide the worry and the marks of fatigue on the man’s face.

“I promise I’ll be back soon.”

And then, nothing. He disappears from your vision. You can see the grey sky, heavy clouds announcing rain… It’s pretty, standing against the luscious green of the trees around you… Gunshots again. Yells. The sound of hand to hand combat. Bullets resonating against something metallic…

You hope your blue eyed savior is alright.

The gunshots stop.

You start counting… 1 Mississippi, 2 Mississippi, 3 Mississippi… You lose count after 13, when the first drops of rain fall down onto your face.

Suddenly he is here again. Takes you back into his arms.
“Miss me ?” he asks jokingly. “We’ll be safe soon.”

You don’t care. Now you know you’ll be alright. You close your eyes, let out a content sigh and bury your nose in the man’s neck once more, drifting back to sleep, only this time completely letting go…

You hear a door opening and closing seconds later. You feel good… you’re on something soft… a mattress… You’re warm again, your head doesn’t hurt as much as before…

There is a weight on your right hand.

You open your eyes slowly, letting them adjust to the sunlight peaking through the curtains…
You are faced by a wall. A white one.

A hospital then.

You turn your gaze to the right.
The blond man is here, hands over your smaller one, head resting upon his arms.

Has he been here since you were brought in?

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He looks cute, with his hair still a mess. You move your left hand you put it in his hair. He wakes up, startled by the contact. Now that you can see his face, all disoriented from waking up, you decide he is even cuter. No… handsome is more the appropriate word. He his handsome.

“Hi.”

“Hello.”

You smile.
He takes both your hands in his larger ones, gripping them tightly.

“How are you?” he asks, looking you straight into the eyes.
“Better than before. Thank you for saving me..”

God, how cheesy you must sound.

Even to you it sounds like a line from the romantic comedies you used to watch with your friends in high-school.
You’re cut in your train of thought, when you notice him blushing.

“What about you? How are you?”
“Fine.” he says, shrugging.
“Did you eat?”
“Yes, I had the nurse bring me a tray earlier…”
“Why didn’t you leave?” you frown a bit.
“Sorry?” he looks taken-aback.
“Why are you still here?” you ask again.

You mentally hit yourself for your choice of words as soon as you see his expression change, he now looks lost, like a puppy who had just been kicked by its owner.

“I can leave if…” he tries to rise from his seat, hesitating.
“I didn’t mean it like that, I just… I don’t understand why you’d choose to stay here while we don’t know each other.”

Fuck, you cursed in your thoughts. You are kinda pitiless to him now. And that man has saved your life..

He stiffens.
“I… I don’t know… you just… I wanted to make sure…”
“It’s alright.” You say softly, getting one your hands out from his grasp. You slowly put it on his cheek.
“Thank you.”

It’s his turn to smile now. And that smile is the cutest thing you’ve ever seen.

From the moment, I first saw you, knew my heart could not be free, man’s heart skips a beat, when those thoughts forms deep in his mind as he observes you carefully with his blue eyes. I couldn’t left you there to die.

He remains silent however for a second.

“I’ve never asked you for your name..” blonde man esquires.

“Y/N” you say simply. “And does my savior has a name though?” you ask quietly, breaking the silence.

“Of course” he scoffs, blue eyes lighting up his face. “Steve. Steve Rogers.”

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