The Decision || Frank Castle x Reader

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Summary: Once you met Frank Castle, you both got close. After some time, you received a letter saying your little daughter that disappeared years ago is alive. Will you listen to Frank’s advice to let it go? Or will you risk everything to get your child back?

Warnings: none

Words: 1953

Author: Cass

A/N: this drabble was written for @bloggingfromherbed  and her writing challenge. My prompt was: “Get your ass back here!

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You met Frank long time ago and it was one big coincidence.

You walked trough alleys between buildings, spying on two policemen that accorded to your knowledge, were corrupted and had something to do with your case.

You were walking slowly, making sure they weren’t about to notice you.
Your hand tightened around handle of your baseball bat. It wasn’t just an ordinary bat, it was made out of really heavy metal. Heavy but highly effective.

You simply walked between two man and ended confrontation as soon as it has started. The bat was the best way to quickly shatter both men’s skulls.

“You do realize I can see you there?” You said rather loudly, looking at the roof of one building. “I am not blind like that guy that ran around here.” You said and smiled.

There were few minutes of silence before he came down to you.
Then you could fully see him and he could see you.

“You know I wanted to get rid of these guys? You kinda fucked up my job.” He muttered.

You laughed softly and looked at the white skull that was adorning his chest.
“Yea… Maybe. At last you didn’t have to waste bullets on them.”

He shook his head and smiled, annoyed.


That was basically your common first meeting.
Since then, you started to see him more often. Of course, not  because you had wanted to. Somehow he was always hunting the same people that you were.

It took a long time for both of you to even get closer.
When stuff got on ice, you found time to get closer to him.

You told him about your situation that wasn’t too colorful.

In past, you had loving husband and wonderful young daughter. You worked as a cop and one day you refused to get corrupted just like your coworkers.

After this you suddenly lost your job, your husband had a deadly accident and your daughter disappeared.

That’s why you started to get revenge on your own.

Frank sheared his story with you, it was when you realized that somehow you both were really similar.


It’s almost three years since you started to live with Frank.
This life was hard, most of the time you were staying home, when he was the one that was hunting the bad guys.
Was he trying to somehow give you your life back after your loss from years before?

You were sitting on a couch, holding your guitar tightly. You were deep in your thoughts when suddenly you heard knocking on the door.
It couldn’t be Frank… He never knocked.

You took your gun and slowly walked to door, then you looked though viewfinder.
Corridor was empty.

Just for the safety,you opened door carefully.
All you could see was a small pink envelope on the floor.
You picked it up and returned inside the flat.

Your mind was screaming to you. ‘Open it!’, but something still was stopping you. You decided to open it when Frank will come back home.

You didn’t have to wait too long though.
Frank returned home few hours later. Surprisingly, this time he wasn’t covered in blood.

“I missed you so much.” He muttered, putting his bag on the floor. Frank walked to you and nuzzled to your shoulder.

You smiled softly.
“I missed you too… Frank. Someone was here. This person left an envelope. I didn’t want to open it alone. I don’t know what’s inside.” You said quietly.

He looked at you, worried.
“Want me to open it for you or you want to open it together?”

“Together, please.” You nodded and led him to the couch, taking envelope on your way there.

Frank took it from you as both of you were sitting. He opened it and pulled out a letter. It was more like one of those creepy anonymous messages. Every letter looked like cut out from different newspaper.

“We still remember you. We have the thing you are looking for. Tonight visit place where your man finished his life.”  You read and looked at Frank.

“Do you know what they are talking about, Y/N?” He asked looking back at you.

“I mean… I know the place but… OH FUCK! They have her!” You said, quickly getting up from the couch.
“Do you understand?! My daughter disappeared… But I never got any message if she is dead or alive… What if they still have her? She would be only..”

“Ten years old, I know that.” He cut you off. “But how can you really trust them? You good know what kind of fuckers they are and you good know that they would like to get you into their hands.”

You frowned.
“I am sorry. What exactly are you trying to say?” You asked.

“All I am saying is that you should threw this fucking message away and just leave it. I won’t let you go there.” Frank growled, getting up from couch. He was towering over you.

“I don’t care! I won’t leave her there! Not with them! I am going there if you like it or not.” You growled loudly and started walking toward your bedroom that you both were sharing.

Before you could even get there, Frank grabbed your hand and threw you back on couch.
“YOU THINK I WILL LET YOU GO AND FUCKING DIE THERE!?”

You looked at him with anger visibly growing in your.
“YOU THINK I FUCKING CARE! I AM READY TO DIE! IF IT MEANS THAT I WILL SAVE HER. SHE IS MY LITTLE GIRL!”

“How do you know that she is even still alive?! Maybe this is some fucking fake message to get you?!” Frank yelled, he grabbed your arms and looked at you. “Do you understand that I care for you too much to lose you? To lose someone again?” He explained looking you in the eyes.

You looked at him and your eyes started to fill with tears.
“I understand… I feel the same when it comes to you.”

After this little argument subject of daughter didn’t return.
Till that night.


It was one of those special nights when Frank stayed home.
You looked at him in your bed.
Than you got up and started to dress up, making sure you won’t wake him up. You grabbed your bag and walked to bed.
“I am so sorry, Frank… I can’t leave her like this.” You whispered and kissed his forehead before leaving the bedroom.
You walked to window and opened it.
You jumped out and sighed softly as you started to walk. “I am coming, little one.”


The place brought only bad memories.
You good remembered when your friends from patrol called you to see this place because of… Your husband’s accident.

You shook your head, trying to shake off this terrible feeling.
If not this message, you would never visit this place again.

You could recall everything that happened here. The car wreck, your husband’s body, all those policemen…

You stopped for a while to take a deep breath and continued walking until you saw two men.
They had girl with them, poor thing had bag on her head.

“Y/N! You made it! We were scared you won’t believe us! I mean, whole five years.” One of them said and smiled.

“You good know I didn’t come here to have tea with you and your friend.” You pointed at girl. “I am here for her.”

Man rolled his eyes and pushed girl toward you.
“Here you go. Just don’t think it’s all.” He said.

You quickly crouched on girl’s level and took off bag from her head. You could see her face and you could already tell it was her.
“Y/D/N…” You whispered, gently stroking girl’s cheek.

“Mommy…” She whimpered and hugged to you.

You hugged to her tightly and nuzzled to her little shoulder. “My little girl.” You whispered, ready to cry.
You took deep breath and opened your eyes just to see a gun pointed at your forehead. You could almost feel cold metal touching it.

“Ya know. That’s sweet and all but you need to pay to take her home and she is expensive.” Man said smiling.


Frank had woken up more confused than ever.
Bed was empty and cold. You and your stuff were gone. Before he could even understand what exactly happened with you, he heard his phone.

“Y/N? What the fuck. Where the hell you are?!” He growled.

“…Hello… It’s Y/D/N here… A-Are you my mommy’s friend..? I… She needs help. This bad people hurt her…”

Frank stood there and then he realize WHAT exactly happened. You went there. Just to get her, to see if it was really her.
He took a deep breath and nodded.

“Yes. I am her friend, my name is Frank. Sweetheart, please. Tell me what they did and where are you? I will come to pick you up.” He said softly.

Frank left flat as soon as he knew, where you both are.


There wasn’t much you could remember.
They beat you up… Almost to death.

You remembered that there was more than only punches… knifes and… maybe more… Everything was so blurry.

You growled loudly as soon as sun hit your face.
You wanted to sleep, everything hurt.

You forced yourself to open your eyes. As soon as you did this, you looked at your body in shock.

You were clean, covered in bandages and dressings. You felt horrible but at last you were back in your bedroom.
Was it just a dream? Did you get beat up during night with Frank and your daughter was just a dream?

You decided to slowly move yourself off the bed, it wasn’t easy. Every little part of you screamed in pain, just like you wanted to.

You hobbled to living room and saw something you never expected. You heart honestly melted.

Frank was sitting with Y/D/N on his lap, showing her how to play guitar.

“Ah, you see, little one? You get it, a lot of training and you will be master in playing guitar.” He said and girl giggled.

“Can I go to my room and play with the teddy bear you got me?” She asked.

Frank nodded.
“Yea, sure. You can do what you wanna. You are free and safe now.” He smiled and watched as girl ran to her bedroom.

You sighed quietly and tried return to your own bed.

"Get your ass back here!”You heard him growling. “I’ve seen you there. Come here.” Frank said getting up from couch.

You walked to him slowly and hugged to him.

“I told you to stay. I thought I won’t be able to save you… and what? You would leave her alone? She waited all those years. And what with me?” Frank looked at you.

You looked up at him.
“I am so sorry… I just… If I wouldn’t go, they could kill her.”

Frank sighed deeply.
“Let’s forget about this, Y/N. The most important is that you are back. She is back and both of you are fine now. I won’t let anyone hurt you ever again.” He whispered and kissed you.

You purred quietly into the kiss.

“Does it mean you are my new dad?” You both heard quiet voice. It was your daughter.

Frank laughed softly.
“If you only want me to be one.”

“I want! You take care of me and mom!” Girl said and run to both of you.

“Well then.” Frank picked her you. “I can be your dad.” He said and hugged you and your daughter.

Now you felt happy.
You were with man that loved you and your girl was back.

You couldn’t ask for more.

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I Always End Up Calling You || Frank Castle x reader Smut one shot

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Writing Challenge

Hello! This is my another story written for Letsimagineitall’s Fall Writing Challenge (created by @letsimagineitall​)

I tried my best and I hope you all will like the story. Enjoy!

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Words: 2098

Warnings: smut, swearing, light abuse

SUMMARY: Reader has another sleepless night. She decides to call the only person she can count on. Frank Castle

Author: Cass

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It was one of those nights, where you weren’t blessed by a
calm sleep.

Another whimper and another shiver have pulled you up from
inertness.

“Oh God…” you swiped your forehead from a cold
sweat and instinctively you reached for your phone. You dialed the number
blindly and you put phone to your ear.

When someone on the other side has picked up, you let out a
deep sigh. “How come I always end up calling you, when I can’t fall
asleep?”

“Don’t ask me, angel. What’s wrong, Y/N? Nightmares or
something’s happened?” Man muttered. “Y/N. Sorry, but I am… kinda
busy here.”

Frank muttered, holding his gun right to some man’s head.
Other guy was currently pinned to the ground by Frank’s heavy combat boot.

“Nightmares.”
Your voice has broke down and you started to cry. “I know.. I know, but…
Frank? Can you come? Please. I need you here.”

You good knew it’s fourth time in last two weeks, when
you’re bothering him with your own demons, but there was nothing else for you
to do.

Frank let out a deep sigh.
“Okay, just… you need to wait a bit. Try to calm down.”

When he hung up, other man smiled. “What… Have you
found someone for yourself? We will find her too.”

Frank only laughed shortly and shook his head. “Shut
the fuck up. She is just a friend and you won’t find anyone with bullet in your
head.” With those words he simply shot the man. He did the same with man
on a ground.

After that, he quickly left and went into the direction of
your flat.

“Okay. I will wait..” you whispered quietly, then
you put your phone down on the bedside table.

You knew you won’t be
able to fall asleep anymore, so you got up from bed and went downstairs to the
kitchen. You made yourself a cup of cappuccino and you took a seat at the
table, waiting at Frank.

Frank muttered something to himself, when he was on his way.

He good knew, what nightmares meant. He had those every
night and every time, when he was closing his eyes.

After few minutes, man reached your door.

He banged to them few times.
“Y/N, it’s me, open up.”
Frank said in his deep voice, waiting at door.

As you heard knocking, you jumped off the chair and wrapped
your lacy nightgown around you tightly.

You walked to the door, opening them.
“Frank!” you didn’t wait, you just wrapped arms around man’s neck and
you simply fell into his strong arms.

“Hey…”
He caught you into his arms.
Frank gently stroked your hair, hugging you. “Come on…. let’s get you to
bed. It’s late.” After those words, Frank simply picked you up.

He closed the door behind him and holding you tight in his
arms, man went to your bedroom.

While he was walking with you in his arms, you nuzzled your
head to his neck. “I knew you will come. You are so good to me.”

His strong arms had given you kind of a peace. You felt
secured. Like you’d belong here..

“There you go. Now… you should try to sleep. You are
not alone anymore.” Frank explained and slowly left bedroom.

He walked to your living room and flopped on a couch,
letting out a loud sigh.

But you still weren’t able to sleep so you got up and
rubbing your shoulders, you went downstairs to look for Frank.

Frank was sitting on couch, but suddenly he got up from his
seat and kicked a coffee table, growling loudly. Table, which was made from
glass, smashed against the wall, falling into thousands pieces.

Hearing the loud noise in the living room, you rushed there
immediately.

“Frank! Oh God, what has happened?!” you stopped
into a threshold, covering your mouth with shivering palm.

“Not your fucking business, Y/N!”
He yelled, looking at you with anger in his eyes.
“Get the fuck out of here to your room before you will get hurt and it’s
not a warning… It’s an order.”

“Frank… But…”
You took a little, shy step into the room.
“Let’s take a sit and talk.. What has happened? I am here for you.. Calm
down…”

He walked to you and grabbed your shoulder really tight.
“I said something! Most of the time I am here for you! Go to your room,
now!” He screamed at you, pushing you away.

You’ve lost balance and you simply fell onto floor, hitting
back of your head against a corner of the couch.

You couldn’t help. You started to cry loudly, choking with
tears.

Frank looked at you and took a deep breath.

He did this again… He was taking care of you since few
months now… And you were a witness and victim of his outburst.
Again.
It shouldn’t be like that. You let him
live here, when he was doing such a brutal and bad stuff.

Frank realized, what he had done and man slowly walked to
you. He got onto his knees.
“Y/N… I am sorry.”

At first, you’ve tried to push man away. But shortly after
you trembled and reached your hands to him, wrapping them around his waist.

“It’s okay.. You gotta fight with it..” you
whispered, slowly pulling closer to him. “You know, that I’m always by
your side.”

You slip head under his shoulder and hugged to Frank tight.

He hugged you back really tight.

“I’m so sorry… I… I shouldn’t.”
Frank whispered and nuzzled to your shoulder, moving his hand into your hair.
“Forgive me… please..”

“I had forgiven you long time ago.”

You raised your chin to look into his eyes.

“I know, who are you. I know what are you doing. I am
not condemning you. Not at all. You have always been so important to me.. So
are you also now…”

You leant up and you pressed your soft lips to his rough
ones.

Frank blinked suprised, but he kissed you back.

“You shouldn’t…” He whispered and gently stroked
your hair. “Let me… Let me take you back to bedroom… I… Your head…
I hope I didn’t hurt you..” Frank looked at you.

You slowly rose from the ground and rubbed the back of your
head. “It’s been a long evening. We both need some proper rest.”

He nodded, watching you.

Frank got up from the floor also and grabbed you by your
waist. He picked you up and walked with you back to your bedroom.

In your room, you took off your nightgown and you put it
onto the chair next to your wardrobe. “If you don’t mind.. You.. You can
stay here tonight, Frank.”

He smiled softly and nodded. “Not couch tonight, this
is a nice change. You don’t mind if I will… Right?” Frank asked before
he took off his t-shirt.

You simply shook your head, trying not to stare at his bare,
muscular chest for too long.
You quickly took your place in the bed, putting head on the pillow.

Frank took off his pants and slowly joined you in the bed.
He wrapped his big arm around your waist and nuzzled to your nape

A cold shiver ran down your spine and you knew he felt, how
you’ve reacted at his touch.

You placed your palm at his forearm.
“What have you been doing at the evening, before you came here?”

Frank gently touched your belly.
“You don’t really wanna know.”
He whispered and his rough lips touched your shoulder.
Man pulled you closer to his chest.

You purred quietly,
feeling how sensation was building up in your abdomen.

You turned your head a bit towards him. “I wanna know. C’mon.
I’m a big girl. I’ll take it.”

“You’re stubborn, aren’t you?” Frank sighed and
kissed your neck gently before he raised his head to look at you. “I
killed two motherfuckers.” He said simply. “I shot both in the head
right after your call.”

You were looking him into the eyes without a blink.
“I wouldn’t be able to kill..” you turned at your back, still looking
at him. “You’re so brave. It can be taken as inappropriate, but I do know
you have to do such things..”

You put hand onto his sharp jawline, pulling him into a
kiss.

“I was a soldier… Killing is normal for me.” He
had been explaining before man kissed you back. Frank wrapped both arms around
you and deepened the kiss, growling softly.

It’s been a while, since you had someone in your bed.
Of course, you and Frank were friends with benefits, but you both had sex very
seldom.
But this night you’ve wanted intimacy like never before.

You just pushed him back onto the mattress and you slowly
straddled him.
“You were working too hard lately. How much of associations have you made
in last two weeks, huh?” you put hands on his chest

“Please… Let’s not talk about such a stuff
here.”
He said and put his large hands on you hips, looking straight into your eyes.
It wasn’t easy for him, but he needed this. This closeness and intimacy.

Frank grabbed your nape and pulled you into a rough, strong
kiss.

You leant down and let him kiss you. You were running your
fingertips along his muscular shoulders, gently grinding against his virility.

rank moved his hands to your butt and gently moved his hips,
groaning softly.
Then he pushed you off of him and got on top of you, pinning you down to bed.
“I missed you…” He muttered and attacked your neck.

You opened your neck for him, while your hands traveled to
his back, scratching him. “Me either.”

He growled and bit your neck playfully, bucking his hips
into you.
“I want you…. I need you, so fucking much.”
Frank murmured and started to undress you.

You raised your hips so he could took your panties off.
“Then take what’s yours, soldier” you bite your lower lips, looking
straight at him.
Even through his boxers you could easily feel, how hard he got.

He took off your panties and tossed them on the floor, after
this he took off his boxers, letting out his yet hard cock.

Frank kissed you deeply and without warning pushed hardly
into you.

“Oh, fuck!” you screamed, spreading your legs
wider for him. “Oh God… It feels amazing!” you rolled your head
back.

His thrusts were strong and deep, just like his pace, which
was brutal. Frank was holding you tight, close to his chest.

You scratched his shoulders with your nails.
“Oh, yes, yes, fuck me, Frank! Shit, oh fuck, harder!” you were
screaming and moaning into his arms.

“Shut up.”
He growled and closed your mouth with kiss. Frank started to thrust even
harder, than he wrapped hand around your neck and squeezed it. He only looked
at you.

You rock your hips to meet his thrusts. You wrapped your
legs around his hips, so he could penetrate you deeper.
You licked you lips and then slipped hand between both of you to rub your
clitoris.

“Yea… Yeaaa, oh so good..” you rolled your eyes
back.

Frank squeezed your throat even harder.
“You like it… don’t you, slut?”
He muttered and growled loudly, feeling how he was getting closer to his
climax.

You rubbed your clit faster, nodding slightly.
“I fucking love it, soldier! I love, how nice your cock is stretching my
tight pussy!”
You moaned loudly, feeling, how your walls started to clench around his huge
length.
You reached to your boobs to squeeze them through your shirt.
“Oh shit, don’t stop! Don’t you dare to stop!

His movements became a little bit slower, Frank started to
thrust even deeper.

After few moves, Frank pushed his length as deep as he could
and he cum deep inside you, filling you up completely.

"Fuck, FRANK!”
You yelled his name loudly, biting his neck and leaving a love mark there. Your
nails scratched his back strongly as you cum hardly around his cock.
With legs still wrapped around him, you
were squealing, trying to catch a breath

Frank panted heavily, nuzzling to your neck. “That was
good.”
He said, trying to calm his breath.

He pulled out slowly and laid next to you, then pulled you
into a hug.

Instinctively, you put your head onto his chest, feeling how
you’re going down from your climax.

“Everytime..
Everytime, when I end calling to you, it’s worth it.” You murmured softly.

Frank only laughed and ruffled your hair. “Yep,
it’s always worth it.”