Bucky and Steve and their first time with smartphone
Request by: Anonymous
Author: Cass and Beast.
It was a day like many else before. Bucky,
sitting on the couch at the Avengers’ Tower, was playing with a little object
in his hands.
Steve walked to him and looked at lil
object. “Is it Stark’s phone, Bucky? I think he told you to not touch his
stuff.” Steve muttered and sat next to his friend.
“Yeaaah, I’ve heard all this before,
pal” Bucky shrugged slightly, moving one of his metal fingers over the
screen. “I like to make him mad. Besides. It’s only a piece of metal and
glass.”
“A piece of metal and glass that is
really important for him, just like for everyone in these days.” Steve
only shrugged. “I have no idea what interesting is in those smartphone or
whatever… In our times we didn’t have stuff like this.” He muttered.
“Heh” Bucky rolled his eyes.
“That dude can’t spend even 5 minutes without this device. I’m curious
what he would do if I would hide it somewhere…” Bucky giggled under his
breath. “Our century was much different, Steve. Maybe harder, but
better.”
“One day he will kick you out of here.
You are cruel for him. Father’s day and Stark gets a cup from you.. With words
"I love my dad” and you HAD to add “Sorry Tony” using
permanent marker.“ Steve rolled his eyes and looked at his friend.
"What are you doing there?” He said and slowly looked at phone.
“Oh, c’mon Stevie!” Bucky poked
Steve’s leg. “I just wanna see his reaction” brunette got up and
looked around. “Maybe here…” he approached the bookshelf and when
he tried to put phone behind books, he accidentally unlocked the screen.
“Fuck!”
“Hey, hey!” with flash hand he
carefully moved his finger along the screen. “The fuck is that, Steve?
I’ve never seen something like that before..”
“It’s just a phone Bucky. I saw how
Tony uses it, he just moves his fingers and touches it and the phone do
whatever he wants.”
“Lemma try this” Bucky, without a
blink, started to click each of the icons on the screen. “Oh.. How many
numbers… Mom.. Mostly to women. Precious informations” Bucky chuckled
darkly.
Steve gently smacked Bucky in the back of
his head. “Remember that those numbers can be also important for
him.” He said. “Maybe try to touch the other… lil picture on this
phone.” Steve said, he couldn’t help said he became a bit curious.
Bucky looked at his pal. “Really,
man?” he rolled his eyes annoyed. But he followed Steve’s advice and he
touched another icon. “Shit, man, I’ve just started recording…
Wait!” Bucky raised his hand with the phone in it. “Hi, Tony! Don’t
worry, your phone is a good hands!” Bucky waved to the camera.
“Just don’t kick him out Tony, please.
Turn it off back. Now” Steve muttered. “Gimme that.” Steve took
the phone and returned to the couch. “What else can be here..?” Man
said and looked at his friend.
Bucky eagerly followed his friend and
jumped on the couch. “Hey, I wanna see too!”
“Stark is gonna kill us pal.”
Steve smiled softly and opened phone’s gallery. “Oh… look at that,
photos… and there is our video… shell we look at all photos?”
“Are ya kidding me, Steve?!”
Bucky blinked. “Sure! We have to!” Bucky wrapped his metal arm around
Steve’s shoulders to see phone better.
Steve laughed shortly. “Sooo…”
He started look trough photos. “So… there is Pepper… Rhodey in
hospital… This new kid, Parker, and of course… photos with many different
women… Now you Buck.” Steve said and gave phone back to his friend.
“Pepper would be soooo mad” Bucky
pretended to be sad. “Well.. Wait.. I recognize that funny thing looking
like a bird.” Bucky clicked the icon and entered Stark’s twitter.
“You aren’t good in pretending.”
Steve shook his head and moved closer to Bucky. “What is it, pal?”
“Once I saw how Stark was.. How he
said.. Was updating his status on.. Twitter thing… Or something like
that..”
Steve only shook his head. “I think
I’m too old for this, Buck.”
“Me too… But..” Bucky managed
to use the keyboard.
STEVE & BUCKY WERE THERE. XOXO
After writing he presses on the “post
it” button. “Done.”
Steve laughed. “Soo! What now? Maybe
he has some music here? I’m wonder what is he listening to.”
Bucky tried to click another icon, but
somehow he clasped the device in his metal hand and he crushed it. “Fuck
me.”
Steve blinked. “Yea! I told you.”
He frowned. “What now?”
“PAAAARKEEEEERRR!” Bucky yelled
loudly.
“Really, Buck. What he’s gonna do? He
is just a kid.” Steve muttered looking at his friend.
“PARKER, move your lazy ass
here!!!” Bucky yelled again.
“What WHAT! What?! Aliens? Thanos? or
something else what is very evil?!” Peter jumped into room really
surprised and confused.
“Catch it, kid!!” Bucky threw
crushed phone at Parker’s direction.
“Woohoo! Wait! This is Mr. Stark’s phone…
What have you done?“ He asked. Steve shrugged. "His fault.” He
pointed at Bucky.
“Traitor” Bucky poked Steve’s
shoulder. “I accidentally broked this. But.. Now you are holding this..
So.. None of my fault” he giggled.
“Um…” Peter looked at Bucky
even more confused.
Steve sighed deeply. “Bucky, he is
just a kid. You can’t treat him like this.”
Man slowly got up and walked to Peter, he took the phone from him. “Go to
your room. I will take care of this.”
Peter slowly nodded and quickly left the
room.
~Few hours later~
"My phone… Where did I left it?” Tony muttered to himself, looking into
every place where he could possibly left his phone.
Kitchen -no.
Bathroom – no.
living room – no.
Bedroom – no.
"F.R.I.D.A.Y, do you know where my phone is?! If not, can you locate it
for me?” He muttered deeply annoyed.
“I can’t do that Mr. Stark, but I want to inform you that Steve Rogers
left something in your office.”
Tony rolled his eyes and quickly went to his office.
He saw something on his desk, he also saw small note.
Tony walked closer and saw that this ‘something’ was his phone. Crushed.
He looked at the note.
"Hey, Tony… Your phone had small accident… Bucky is sorry. –
Steve”
Tony could felt how anger was growing inside him.
“BARNES! I TOLD YOU SOMETHING ABOUT
TOUCHING MY STUFF!”
It was only
two days after whole Andrea’s accident. She stayed in S.H.I.E.L.D.
Andrea was
looking at white wall still lying in her bed.
Suddenly she heard a voice .
“Hey… How do you feel?” It was grant. He solely sat on Andrea’s bed when she
sat up.
“Good… but
I still feel bad… because of this what happened two days ago.” She said sadly.
Grant
smiled softly and stroked her hair. “It’s okay, nothing too bad happened.
Everything is fine now.”
Andrea
sighed heavily and quickly broked down. She started cry. “No! It’s not! I’m a
monster! Machine… next Hydra’s experiment!”
Grant
looked at her. “Hey hey hey… Shhh…” He wrapped his arms around her and pulled
her into a hug. “It’s okay now. Andrea… please calm down.” Grant said and
pulled her onto his laps.
“But… l..
look… What I did… I hurt my dad… I wanted hurt you… Why… Why you tried to stop
me… I could kill you..”
Grant
stroked her cheek and sighed. “Because you are important to me. I wasn’t
scared… I will always try to protect you… I could die for you.” He told her.
Andrea
looked at him in shock.
“G-Grant… what are you saying..”
“All I’m
saying is…” He said slowly and kissed her. Andrea blinked but didn’t pull away,
she kissed him back.
“I just
love you.” He finished after braking the kiss “I will never let anything bad
happen to you.” He said and Andrea only nodded. Grant laughed softly and kissed
her again.
After few
minutes they both jumped surprised when they heard angry voice.
“Am I interrupting in something?!”
It was Steve and this time he was really pissed.
Grant
looked at Steve. Andrea also looked at him, he was really scared.
“Dad…. I just… I mean we…” Grant looked
at Andrea.
“I can see
what you two are doing! I told you, she is Hydra’s experiment. She showed what
she is capable to. She is a dangerous creature!” Steve growled in a low voice
of his.
Grant let
Andre sit on bed and he got up. “No! She is not! I love her! And I don’t care
anymore what you think about her. Because I LOVE HER!”
“And you
are my son, MY son! And as long as I’m alive you will do what I say.” Steve
grabbed Grant’s arm and pulled him out of the room.
“I don’t care what you think about her. She is walking monster!” Steve growled
at Grant.
He suddenly
saw Bucky. “And you! Keep this thing away from my son!” Steve yelled at Bucky
and left hospital with Grant.
Bucky
blinked confused and watched as blond man left the building.
“Um… it’s nice… to see you two too..” He said slowly and went to Andrea’s room.
Girl was
hiding under her blanket, Bucky looked at this really worried. He sat on bed
and rubbed her back.
“Go away
Grant… your dad hate me…” She whimpered.
Bucky
smiled “I’m not sure if my name is Grant.”
Andrea sat
up and looked at Bucky from under blanket, “DAD!” She whimpered happily and
hugged to him tight.
“Calm down,
or you will break more of my ribs.” He giggled and hugged her back tight, “I
missed you, little one.”
“How do you
feel… w-what I did to you..” Andrea asked and looked at him.
Bucky only
smiled at her “For me more important is how you feel but… I only have few ribs
broken. I don’t know how many… I didn’t listen. I was more worried about my
daughter.”
Andrea
sighed and looked at him with tears in her eyes. “I… I didn’t mean to dad… I
don’t know… I was so angry, scared. This rage, it ripped me from the inside. I
wasn’t controlling myself. I’m sorry.”
Bucky
looked at her and put his hand on her cheek. “Sweetheart… please, shhh. It’s
okay, I understand, I good know this feeling.” He told her.
Andrea
nodded and hugged to him tight. Bucky spend few hours with her before he had to
go back.
Martha
knocked to Andreas door.
“Knock knock. How’s my favorite patient?” She asked and slowly sat on Andrea’s
bed .“I hope you feel better, Andrea. Just I wanna you to know that Bucky will
be able to take you home soon, I hope you are happy.” She smiled.
Girl only
smiled sadly and nodded “Yes… I wanna go home, to dad.” She said quietly.
“Andrea…
something’s wrong? I can see that you are quiet… and I’m sure that this time
it’s not because the thing that happened two days ago.” Martha sighed and got
up from bed. She walked to girl. “Come on tell me..”
Andrea
looked at her.
Andrea felt bad because of everything. Because of thing that happened, because
of Bucky and Steve and because of Grant. She told everything to Martha.
Martha
giggled. “Finally my son had shown some balls…” She muttered to herself and
sighed. “You know what… I think you shouldn’t think about this. Everything will
be fine. Things like this won’t happen again, Bucky is quickly returning to
health and Steve… He is himself, but don’t worry. I won’t let him separate you
with Grant. Now… It’s getting late, you should try to sleep a bit, okay?”
Andrea
smiled and nodded, now she felt much better “Thank you..” She said.
Martha
nodded. “No problem Kid… I will be back at morning to check upon you. Good
night and see you tomorrow.”
Andrea
spent few days in hospital, after this time Bucky took her back home.
Girl
happily flopped on her own bed in her own home, Andrea sat slowly on bed and
looked at Bucky. “Dad… I… can we talk about me? I mean… about what I am?” She
looked at Bucky with her big puppy’s eyes.
Bucky
smiled sadly and nodded, he sat next to her. “Just… remember, no matter what I
always love you.”
Andrea nodded “Sure… I love you too, dad.”
Bucky smiled sadly. “So… it was fourteen years ago..” He began.
~~~~~~
fourteen years ago~~~~~~
“Everyone’s
down?” Steve sighed heavily picking up his shield from floor.
“Well, no
one shoots to us anymore, so I think yes, Cap.” Bucky looked around and smiled
at his friend.
Steve
nodded and put shield on his back. “So… Agents will go there and we will go to
main lab.” Steve ordered and few agents
that were with them left them alone on the corridor “You okay, Buck?”
“I just…”
He looked around again, Bucky felt really uncomfortable. “Just… bad memories..
but let’s go. We should check what those sick bustards were doing here.” Man
muttered and started walking toward main lab.
Steve
followed his friend.
Main lab
was a huge room, filled with all kinds of weird things. Many books, boxes with
documents. Photos of some creepy stuff.
Bucky
looked at documents. “That makes sense…”
Bucky muttered.
“What is
it, Buck? What do you mean?” Steve asked.
“Look at
those photos, Steve… they were experimenting on people, kids… even unborn one…”
Bucky put few pages of documents on table.
Steve
looked at them. “Yes… Look… This woman… She got missing few weeks ago.” He
picked up documents and started looking trough them. “13 years old girl…
pregnant woman… Man from store… Mother and her newborn son… Everyone that ever
reported missing from city below. Just
reading their treatment makes me sick…” Steve shook his head and shivered.
“I never
really met with such a cruelty from Hydra… I mean I knew they can be cruel…”
Bucky muttered, walking around in room, checking under tables and other place
where they could find something.
“I think
it’s more like new… branch of Hydra. All those adults that think they can make
Hydra great again… Like we can see they left really quickly… or those few that
we met were last one in here. I have no idea.” Steve shrugged “I will have to
move all those stuff to S.H.I.E.L.D, and I will have to send letters to
families… You know… When we were at war. I thought it is hard, but it’s harder
than I ever thought.” Steve said and looked at Bucky.
But Bucky
wasn’t really listening to his friend, he found small room. It had working
light and it was warm. There was small bed inside, some toys, small clothes
were laying on floor and on a small chair. “What the hell…” Bucky muttered and
walked inside.
“Bucky…” Steve blinked and followed his friend slowly.
Bucky
looked around, room was really small, but only now Bucky could see pink walls
covered in childish drawing, whole place looked better than whole place. Bucky
also saw table with long tablecloth. He
could hear some quiet sounds from there. He slowly walked to table, man got
onto his knees and slowly moved tablecloth up.
There was
sitting a small girl. With short dark brown hair, she had big green eyes, small
pink lips and she was really skinny.
Girl looked at Bucky scared and moved herself away from man.
“Hey hey…
shhh… look, I’m not one of those man. They were coming to you? They were bad?
You are scared of those man?” Bucky
asked quietly.
Girl
whimpered and nodded three times.
Bucky
smiled at her. “Hey, we are here to help you, little one. We will take you
home, to your mommy and daddy. Come on now… look I have this special hand… It
will protect you.” He said and pulled out his metal arm toward girl.
She looked
at him but after a minute she moved closer to him.
“That’s it.
You are a good and smart girl.” Bucky said softly and wrapped arm around girl.
Bucky hugged girl and got up from floor. “You are safe now, no one gonna hurt
you.”
Steve
looked at him. “What the hell are you doing with this child?!” Steve frowned.
“Calm down
Steve… She is just a child, she’s not gonna hurt us.” Bucky smiled.
“Look at
her! We know nothing about her. She is Hydra’s experiment. We don’t know what
sit in her.” He growled and took his shield in his hand “We can’t let her
live.”
Bucky
frowned. “Are you kidding me? She is just a child.” Bucky said hugging again
scared girl to him. “I don’t let you kill her, she is so small.”
“She is
Hydra experiment. You think why they keep her alive?” Steve said.
“Then why
you never killed me, Steve? I was an experiment too. Good man changed into
killing machine by HYDRA.” Bucky said and looked at girl. “Let me take care of
her… I promise… I will do everything.”
Steve
frowned. “Fine…” He put shield on his back. “But if anything ever happen
because of this thing… it will be only your responsibility.”
Bucky
nodded and looked at girl. “You see… I told you.” He smiled when girl looked at
him and smiled back. Her smile was still caused by her fear but Bucky could
feel that she was really happy because she was safe now.
Whole paper
work in S.H.I.E.L.D took a lot of time. Bucky saw girl’s documents but he
didn’t like what Steve wrote there. He agreed at those words only because Steve
promised she won’t ever see those documents.
Girl was
sitting at big metal table in lab. Bucky stayed close, while Martha was
examining her.
“She looks
healthy, I mean. She isn’t sick… but there is one thing.. that made me worry.”
She said and looked at Bucky.
“What is
it?” He blinked, he started feel something weird inside. Since they found her,
he got really attached to her. It was weird but nice feeling for him. It was
something new, something that made him feel warm inside. He wanted this girl to
be safe whole time. Was it because they shared similar life. Hydra’s
experiment, good person destroyed by sick people, loners found by good person.
He had no idea… but he really liked this feeling.
“I mad
X-rey. She has a metal hand…” Martha said.
Bucky
looked at her and at girl. “Um… Sorry Martha.. but I don’t see it.” He said
really confused.
“I also
thought it but look..” She walked to girl. “Will you let me show Uncle Bucky
the magic trick with your skin?” Martha asked, looking at girl.
Girl smiled
at woman and at Bucky, she nodded and giggled quietly.
Bucky felt
even more warm inside when he heard this quiet sound, he felt… good, he felt
happy.
Martha
nodded and slowly pulled off skin from girl’s hand “It’s some kind of… bionic
skin, I think I will send it to Stark. He will know what to do with it.”
Bucky
looked at hand “They… hide it… but why?” He walked to girl and took her small
had into his hands.
Martha
shrugged. “Maybe she had to be some secret weapon. We will never find out I
think. But as far as I see she is fine. We didn’t find anything bad in her. She
is just too skinny, but it will quickly go back to normal. You talked with
Steve?”
Bucky
nodded and sat on table, girl climbed on his laps by herself and put her hand
on his arms. Then smiled at him. Bucky smiled softly “Yes I talked with
him, I want adopt her. Take her with me
to home.” He said.
Martha
blinked. “Are you sure? I mean we don’t know if she is 100% okay.”
Bucky
nodded. “I was in similar situation too… Steve helped me. It’s time for me to
help someone, we both are from Hydra’s hands… Who else will be able to help her
better than me.”
Martha
smiled softly. “If you say so Bucky.” She nodded. “She is three years old but
she doesn’t have a name.” She said and looked at Bucky.
“I thought
about one… Andrea, I like this name. I think it will be perfect for her.” Man
said and girl smiled at him.
Martha
smiled. “Okay, fine. Better go home now. She needs rest, food, water and love.”
First few
months with Andrea were hard.
It took Bucky long time to figure out what girl like to eat and what she
doesn’t like. What she likes to wear and what not.
Bucky was
giving Andrea almost whole his time. When she was asleep he was preparing room
for her. She was getting sick many times what meant that Bucky spent many
nights with girl in his bed, making sure she is okay. It was hard, Bucky was
making so many stuff at once that he slept when he could, while waiting at
microwave to stop, when Andrea was with Martha at her research, during girl’s
nap time.
But it all
was worth it. After few months Andrea started talk, she started eat properly,
she started smile more often, many night were peaceful for Bucky and for
Andrea. Bucky lived moments that he thought will never come to him. Visits at
playground, trips to cinema to see new move for children, walks to zoo. Bucky
couldn’t be more happy than He was with his adopted daughter.
He was
often leaving Andrea with Steve’s son and their babysitter. Steve wasn’t really
happy because of this fact, but Martha was really good in calming down her
stubborn husband.
When Andrea
met Grant she was even more happy. Bucky had to learn her good manners, how to
act around other people and explain girl that she isn’t weird but special.
Andrea
looked at him. “Dad… m… maybe you aren’t my real dad, but I never knew my real
parents… I love you… and… thank you for everything. All those sleepless night
that you spend with me, all this time that you gave me trough my whole life.”
Bucky
smiled and hugged her. “It was all worth it… Because now I have wonderful young
lady… and she is my lovely daughter.”
“Dad… Can
you do something for me?”
“What is
it, sweetheart?” Bucky sighed softly.
“Can… can
you do something so Grant will come here. Steve really made sure he won’t visit
me… and… I miss him.” She said sadly.
Bucky smiled
and ruffled her hair. “I will try my best. Now try to relax you are finally
home.
Next Andrea
got up really late. When she walked to kitchen she saw Bucky, Martha and Grant.
Grant saw
her and quickly walked to her. “I missed you!” He said and hugged her really
tight.
Andrea
giggled and nuzzled to him. “I missed you too… soo much!” She whimpered
happily.
Grant smiled and kissed her, after a long kiss he looked at her. “I missed you
harder…” He muttered happily.
Andrea
giggled happily and suddenly realized that Martha and Bucky were watching them
whole time. Grant saw how her face became red and looked at Bucky and his
mother.
Martha was
watching them, smiling gently. Bucky was looking at them with big smiled on his
face. “I am puking rainbows!” He yelled and laughed “So cute. Go upstairs… She
missed you. Just you two have to be quiet there.”
“Daad!!”
Andrea whimpered and her face became even more red.
Bucky only giggled and shook his head. “Go go, I will talk with Martha and
think what to do with our cap.”
Andrea
nodded and took Grant up stairs.
Martha
smirked. “They look cute together… I don’t understand why Steve hate her so
much.”
Bucky
nodded “I don’t understand since We found her…” He said softly.
The words reached him gradually, spoken
softly and warmly as his tentative grip on reality tightened. He felt awful,
head swimming and senses dulled. He wanted nothing more than to give in to the
lull of sleep, to let go of consciousness and fall back into the waiting
darkness, but he knew that would leave him vulnerable. The awareness of his own
body was painfully slow to return. He was lying on something soft, his shoulder
ached with a pain like broken glass in his head, his mouth was far too dry and
something was touching him.
For some odd reason, he wasn’t as panicked
as he thought he’d be. Concerned was a more accurate word; concerned about what
was near him and who was speaking, but the voice was comforting and gentle, and
his guard wasn’t so quick to build up. It was familiar in some odd way that he
couldn’t quite put his finger on; it was nothing like the barking orders and
fearful murmurs of the white-coated men who pulled him from the icy depths of
cryostasis. He couldn’t have been in cryo for that matter, he felt too warm for
that, and waking from that death-sleep never happened on something soft; he
always awoke strapped down on a metal table, alone.
Movement in front of him; someone was
standing, walking away. He heard wooden floorboards creak softly underfoot. Not
in the facility. That was assuring, but also alarming. Where the
hell was he, if he wasn’t back there? Memories came back in a fuzzy tangle of
pain and confusion, not at all clear and providing no answers. All he could
definitively pick out was running, running, running, and
suffocating pain. It was too much of a jumbled mess to make sense of.
Testing his body was difficult. The pain
was sharp enough to register through the programming, indicating that something
was damaged severely. His thoughts were too sluggish for him to adequately
catalog his own wounds in his mental checklist to relay to his handlers. Wait—the
handlers are dead. That realization forced his eyes open, mind in
desperate need of affirmation for that line of thought. The light, however dim
it might have been, was oppressive and overpowering. He blinked several times
before he could make out any semblance of detail. The walls were painted a
warm, light color, with pictures and furniture scattered around the room. It
was nothing like the sterile space he typically woke in. Everything about it
was different, but not in an uncomfortable sort of way. He could see a pile of
bloody clothes—mine?—off
near the door, and was suddenly quite aware of how defenseless he felt.
“… Bucky?” the voice was so
sudden it caused him to twitch, body suddenly tense and ready to spring when he
caught sight of someone peeking in from a doorway across the room. His vision
was still blurry but he thought he recognized him. When the person stepped
closer he was sitting up in an instant—and instantly regretted it. The sharp
movement caused a burst of warmth on his shoulder, choking down a yelp at the
intense pain. He chanced looking away from the man, metal hand cautiously
touching the back of his shoulder. The limb lacked tactile sensation, but he
did determine there was something spongy and yielding there, and when he
removed the hand, the fingers were covered in fresh blood. My
shirt was removed and wounds tended to. Did the man do this?
The couch, he’d realized he was lying on
one a few seconds prior, dipped slightly as the man sat down next to him,
keeping enough space between them so he wasn’t crowded. The fact that he had
approached without him noticing was enough to alarm the asset into immediate
guard. He pressed himself against the arm of the couch, back against it and
wound as far away from the other as he could get it. He studied him intently,
looking for any weapon or any item that was a danger. He was ready to defend
himself at the slightest provocation.
“I brought you some juice, if you
want something to drink.” The man with the bright eyes spoke softly,
offering him a clear plastic cup filled about halfway with the liquid, smiling
at him with familiarity. It was brightly colored and somewhat unusual looking,
but it smelled rather pleasant and his dry throat was suddenly at the forefront
of his awareness. The confusion surrounding how he got here was still taking
precedence in his mind, but the man, he remembered something about him. His
voice was the one that had said he was safe. His hands were faintly stained
with blood and his shirt was marred with it as well. He
must be the one who treated me. He wasn’t entirely sure why that
thought was comforting, but it was.
Moments passed with no movement between
the two, the assassin distrustful and rightfully wary. Kindness and compassion
were both incredibly foreign concepts, locked out of him by layers and layers
of ridged programming and conditioning. There had to be some reason this man
was doing this. Was he being prepped for something?
He swallowed thickly, the dryness of his
throat too much to ignore, and cautiously extended his metal hand out to take
the offered cup. Eye contact was never broken, not giving the other the chance
to do anything that could threaten him. The cup was fragile, thin plastic, and
it took a little testing to make sure he wouldn’t break it before he took it
from him.
“Its orange juice,” the man
started, “I have milk or water if you’d rather have that?” was he
asking for his preference? That was… he didn’t really remember any time when
anyone had asked what he’d wanted. He didn’t respond and regarded the juice
warily, but he eventually deemed it safe. It wasn’t logical to go through all
the effort of tending to his wounds just to poison him. Even with that thought
in mind, his first sip was hesitant. It tasted overwhelmingly sweet, enough so
that it almost made him gag, but he was so thirsty he probably would have taken
just about anything.
Emily was standing on the corridor,
listening to the conversation of two men. She sighed sadly, knowing that
something was about to happen..
“Will you let me look at your
shoulder?” the question was entirely unexpected, causing icy eyes to cut
over to the other man, “It’s bleeding again, and I’d like to get an actual
bandage on it, if that’s alright with you.” He was asking his permission.
The concept was almost intangible to his methodical mind. He had rarely been
told what was happening to him, let alone given anything resembling a choice;
when things needed to be done, things were done, and he had no say in them. He
was interested in his wellbeing, so perhaps he was a new handler, to replace
the ones that were dead.
“One round, sniper rifle, distance of
several blocks.” He repeated all the information he knew about the injury,
“Bullet didn’t exit, needs extraction.” His voice was monotonous, not
looking away from the man at his right. Several moments of silence passed
before he watched the other man retrieve several items from the floor before
sitting back down next to him, much closer this time. In response the soldier
moved, sitting so that his back was to him so he could reach the wound easily.
He was operating on programming and instinct, otherwise he never would have
turned away from him.
“I’m going to take off the bandage
now, let me know if it hurts and I’ll stop.” His voice was still that
gentle tone that held a familiarity that he couldn’t place. He didn’t respond,
just sipping the juice he had been given as he felt the other peel the
blood-soaked fabric from the wound. To distract himself he tried to focus on
the events that ended with him waking up in this place. He remembered something
about the Strike team, about HYDRA,
about desperately seeking out someone, about Robrax.
The asset tensed absentmindedly when he
felt the other man dab at the wound with a cloth, wiping away the blood. He
heard a hastily mumbled “sorry” from behind him before the work was
continued, gentler than before. Minutes passed in silence, with the weapon
sitting stilly and obediently as the taller man cleaned and dressed the wound.
The disinfectant stung but he didn’t show any discomfort, allowing him to clean
the wound thoroughly as he let himself be lost in his own thoughts.
A hazy memory trickled into his mind of a
cold and dimly-lit apartment, with himself and someone else sitting on a ratty
old couch covered in moth-eaten blankets. The other person was scratching the
stub of a charcoal pencil into a small sketchbook, bundled up in as many of
those pathetic-looking blankets as he could and sitting as close to—me?—as was physically
possible. He remembered feeling Steve, his name was Steve, shivering horribly
even through all those blankets. It was winter, he’d just gotten over
pneumonia, and he remembered how scared he’d been thinking he was going to lose
him. But… why did he remember this? Were those memories actually his?
“… you still draw, don’t you,
Steve?” the soldier suddenly questioned, the degrading programming
loosening its grip on his awareness now that he was fully awake. The other man,
he remembered his name now. He was Steve Rogers. Captain Steve Rogers. He was
the only face he could recall with any clarity, therefore he had to have held
some significant importance to him at some time.
“I—” Steve faltered, finishing
up wrapping gauze tape around his shoulder to hold the sterile packing in
place, “Y-yeah I do, Buck. You… always liked watching me draw.” His
voice was tentative and hopeful, something the asset made immediate mental note
of. He heard Steve putting away things behind him, and he took it as a sign
that he was finished.
“… do you still keep a
sketchbook?” the assassin wasn’t sure why he was so interested, but the
memory had been rather clear and he took it as an opportunity to possibly learn
if it was real. He tilted his head to glance back over his shoulder, and saw
Steve nod slightly. “Can I see it?” he wasn’t used to asking
questions, to voicing his own thoughts, and he felt a need to try it. Seeing
the smile that broke across the other’s face was oddly rewarding.
“Of course you can.” Steve
nearly fumbled over his own words, eyes alight with some emotion he couldn’t
place, “Here, Bucky.” A shirt was held out to him when he turned to
face him fully, “Your shirt was ruined, so you can use one of mine.”
Blue eyes regarded it somewhat warily, but he took it from him regardless. It
was little more than a plain grey shirt, but it was appreciated. “I’ll go
and get you some more juice and my sketchbook. I’ll be back in a moment.”
The empty cup was retrieved from his hand, the assassin not startling at the
sudden movement, before the man left the room. Bucky.
There was that name again. His name. He dimly recalled it—yes, it was his name.
The shirt was a little difficult to put on
with his arm and shoulder injured, but it was managed. The horrific grinding
and popping of his joint when he pulled it over his head confirmed that the
injury had to be set. He added it into his mental list of injuries. The garment
was a little big on his thinned frame, but it was clean and comfortable. It had
a somewhat familiar scent to it as well that he couldn’t quite recall. Even in
as much pain as he was, he felt better than he had in a very long time. Not
physically better; he felt absolutely awful physically, but maybe a little
better mentally.
He had confirmation that his name was the
same as the Sergeant memorialized in the museum, and that this other man was
the same Steve that he could dimly remember. There was still an odd disconnect
between himself and his past, between himself and the man known as Bucky, but
this was a fragile thread that tied him back to it. There were a lot of blank,
empty spaces where memories should be in his mind, and he doubted he’d ever get
everything back, but this felt… right? Being here with Steve felt right. Yes,
he was fairly certain this was the right thing to do.
Tired eyes caught sight of a few folded
blankets on the floor near his feet. He might have just regained consciousness
but he still felt absolutely exhausted and drained. One of the blankets was
picked up, wrapped around him tightly to try and block the cold. It was one of
those odd constants that never left; cold seemed to follow him like his own
shadow, sinking teeth of ice into his flesh every waking moment. No matter what
he tried he never could seem to warm himself up. He curled up tightly under the
fabric, feeling a tentative safety for the first time in a long while. All the
running and fear and paranoia was starting to melt, bit by bit, as he allowed
his eyes to close willingly. By the time Steve returned, he had already dozed
off, huddled against the arm of the couch with his back to the door; a small,
fragile sign of trust. It was the first deep, peaceful sleep he could remember
since he woke from stasis.
When he opened his eyes this time there
was no light, the space dark and silent, the reason for just why he was awake
unclear. Several moments passed before he realized he was staring into fabric;
the back of a couch, he determined. Unease breathed at the back of his neck,
but nothing seemed outwardly wrong around him. However, something still felt off.
His memories were slow to catch up with his awareness, but he pieced together
where he was soon enough. This time his return to consciousness didn’t come
with any overwhelming paranoia, just a faint acknowledgment of his surroundings;
it was a first for the soldier.
He hadn’t moved at all since falling
asleep, the skill of remaining completely motionless honed into a fine art. It
was an ability he’d possessed even before HYDRA’s conditioning; he half
recalled something about sniping. The downside was that he was now rather sore,
and he was sure the injuries he’d sustained earlier in the night had only been
compounded by his lack of movement. He’d slept on his right arm, which hadn’t
done his dislocated joint any favors. He would be sure to alert his new handler
to the injury come morning.
There was a momentary lapse before he
corrected his thought. Not handler, Steve.
The man was an odd sort of mystery in his head. He wasn’t a handler, wasn’t a
white-coated tech, wasn’t anything he was familiar with. Steve was Steve.
He was a strange exception in a world of ridged rules and protocols. Normally
such an obvious outlier would make him nervous, but Steve’s presence was
comforting and nonthreatening and achingly familiar.
Movement was difficult; now that the
adrenaline and shock had worn off he felt the full force of the pain. Every
muscle seemed to ache, a deep-seeded burn that spread from his skin to the
deepest parts of him. His prosthetic creaked and the servos whined pitifully,
the weeks of abuse and ill-care wearing at it. Getting into a sitting position
took much more effort than he expected, but now that he had a clear view of the
entire room he felt a little safer. The tentative feeling of security let him
will himself to take stock of his situation.
The room hadn’t changed except for the
light having been flipped off, but the darkness was of no hindrance. He could
see rather well at night, but whether or not that was inherent or due to HYDRA
tampering he wasn’t sure. Despite the fact that this place exuded a sense of
safety that he’d never experienced before, checking the perimeter and his
surroundings was so ingrained in him that he felt a compulsion to do it.
As he moved to get up, he noticed there
was a second blanket covering him. Or had been, before he sat up and caused it
to tumble off of him in a heap. Absentmindedly he reached out to pick it up,
wincing a bit at the metallic whine of his artificial joints and tendons.
Several of the plates were jarred out of place, clanking together unnaturally
and restricting his range of motion. Dried blood mired the reflective surface,
coming not from himself but from nameless HYDRA agents. As soon as he had
recovered enough to be effective, he had gone and destroyed every safe house he
knew of, killing every HYDRA agent he came across. He was going to destroy
HYDRA all on his own if it came to that; they were going to regret ever having
created him. He’d see to it.
“Mm, Buck?” the sleepy hum of
the Captain broke the silence, the soldier’s eyes cutting over in that
direction. He hadn’t even noticed the other man had placed himself in a nearby
chair, now-open eyes regarding him tiredly. Keeping an eye on me? Making
sure I don’t escape?The second thought made his brow furrow a
bit. No, that’s not right. He somehow
just knew that wasn’t why he had opted to rest out here instead of returning to
the bedroom.
The asset didn’t respond verbally, but
gave him a brief nod before he carried through with picking up the blanket. The
nervousness was once again settling into the pit of his stomach, the sort of
feeling he expected prey felt before a predator sprung from the shadows. It was
such an unfamiliar feeling, as he was usually the lurking predator in question.
He could hear Steve stretching and moving to get up, so he decided to remain
seated; he had a feeling the Captain would fuss if he tried to get up and walk
with his wounds.
“Feeling any better?” the
other’s voice was far too bright for it being so early in the morning. The
assassin just watched as he tapped at a phone, glancing to him after the screen
lit up. He took a moment to check himself mentally before he responded. His
metal fingers hesitantly relinquished their grip on the blanket, instead
wrapping gingerly around his shoulder joint, where the Captain had dislocated
it in their struggle.
“… arm hurts.” He mumbled
quietly, lacking the robotic, monotonous quality that had previously dominated
his voice. He knew that the Captain had seen the deep bruising and
discoloration around the joint, as the bullet wound was plastered in the middle
of it, but he was well aware that there was likely little he could do for it.
Even he wasn’t sure if it was just a dislocation, or if there was a fracture as
well. The frown that appeared on the other man’s face at his words was enough
to make the nervousness he was experiencing leap to the front of his mind.
“We’ll get it looked at, don’t
worry.” His voice was always so soothing, “But…” discomfort,
possibly even fear crept into the other’s tone suddenly, serving to heighten
the soldier’s apprehension. His gaze was at his phone again, tapping his finger
against it nervously. “… we can’t stay here, we need to get somewhere
safe.” The sense of urgency was contagious, it seemed. The hairs on the
back of his neck were on-end again, and the assassin was on his feet in a few
seconds.
“Buck, are you sure you’re alright to
be up and..” the glare he directed at the Captain was much more
threatening than he meant it to be, but he got his point across as the rest of
the man’s sentence withered in his throat. He wasn’t fragile, he wasn’t to be
coddled; he was a weapon that was damaged and malfunctioning, not broken and
useless. Weakness wasn’t tolerated, his handlers had made sure to drive that
into his programming.
“Give me a minute to get ready and
get you a jacket, then we’ve gotta move out.” Those were words the soldier
remembered and associated with. Location compromised, moving to
safety. It must be why he woke up; HYDRA must be closing in. It was
enough to make his muscles stiffen with readiness, not wanting to be taken by
surprise like last time. They wouldn’t have that luxury. Not again.
Emily also had packed some necessary stuff
earlier. She was standing in the middle of the room, with a backpack hanging
over her shoulder.
“Guys…” she whispered. “We don’t have much
time.”
Waiting was not in the Winter Soldier’s
repertoire, and instead of remaining still he was up and moving. The pistol he
had dropped earlier was retrieved, inspected and placed into his pocket. There
wasn’t a lot of ammunition left in it, but enough to be useful. He’d done more
damage with much, much less. Now that he was up he decided to do that perimeter
check he’d been planning on. Steve was doing something in his room, so he
avoided that room and checked every other one. His pass through the kitchen
produced the knife he’d left that first night, still sullied with the Captain’s
blood, and a worn sketchbook. There was a twinge of guilt in his stomach that
passed quickly as he placed the blade back into the sheath at his ankle. The
small book, likely the one Steve had been bringing to show him, was tucked into
his pocket.
The dull, aching burn in his muscles was
pushed out of his awareness; now that there was a clear threat to him all pain
was ignored. It was how he had been conditioned, trained and taught; pain was a
weakness and only useful for determining damage after a successful mission. He
hated to admit that he was nervous, but he was. He had the beginnings of
fragile trust in Steve, but this had the makings of a trap. Suddenly relocating
after arriving? Departing hours before the sun rose, when no one would ever
notice their passing? It was enough to set off warning bells in the soldier’s
mind.
“Buck,” the Captain’s hesitant
voice broke his thoughts, eyes cutting over to where the other man was peeking
in from the door, “Are you ready?” again with questions, again with
asking him things. It was still a strange and unusual concept to the asset,
used only to demands and orders. He responded only with a curt nod, taking a
jacket that the other offered to him. It was somewhat big on him, but worn and
soft and comfortable nonetheless. Nothing like the rigid combat gear HYDRA had
outfitted him with. In a way he felt vulnerable, missing the reassuring weight and
constriction of his body armor.
Steve had a small pack slung over his
shoulder, the contents of which the soldier didn’t know, and shield strapped to
his arm. It was clear, however, that they were likely not coming back, not for
a long time at least. There was no sentimental attachment to this place for
him, he didn’t have any sentimental attachments honestly, but he did know this
place and knew it was safe in his mind, so leaving it didn’t sit right in his
mind. He did know, however, that staying would end in certain HYDRA custody or
death.
Ushered out into the hall, the soldier
only moved when prompted by his new handler. No, Steve. His
senses were on alert, although still dulled and sluggish from the blood loss
earlier. The sleep and bandaging had improved his awareness a bit, although
even with his serum it would take a few more hours before he would be in a
condition he was comfortable with. He just watched as Steve tapped at his
phone, door pulled shut behind him. It was only after he read some text message
for the fifth time that he suddenly froze.
“Shit.” Now that got a reaction
out of the soldier. He tensed up and stood perfectly still, the tone of Steve’s
voice setting off warnings and alarm bells that something was catastrophically
wrong. His tone had been nothing but softness and warmth up until now; the
swear sparked just the ghost of a sensation in his head, of cold wind and the
smell of gunsmoke as he peered over a trench in some long forgotten
battlefield.
“We need to move. Now.”
the words spilled out of the blond man suddenly, a hand grabbing his right arm
without warning and tugging him down towards the stairs. Normally such an
unexpected action would have warranted a swift punch to the jaw, but the
startled tone in the other’s voice alerted him that something was very, very wrong. He didn’t resist, letting Steve
lead him swiftly down the stairs and towards a back door, the other man
mumbling the entire way about something about the text having been wrong.
Muffled voices—HYDRA,
Strike team—filtered through the walls from outside, formless
shadows visible through the frosted glass of the front doors.
Subtly was thrown out the window as Steve
kicked the back door open and bolted outside, the asset stumbling and fighting
to keep up with the jolting motion. The man had yet to let go of his arm,
guiding him through narrow alleyways and side streets in a path that seemed
predetermined. He didn’t know the plan, which was a source of anxiety in and of
itself, but Steve clearly had something in mind, so for the first time he—trust
was too strong a word—relied on the other’s decisions to get them
out of harm’s way.
HYDRA agents were all over, dressed in
varying uniforms of Strike and police and others he did not recognize. They
shouted as they tried to corner them, seemingly appearing from nowhere from
alleyways and cars and from behind objects. Steve did not engage them, instead
pulling him along as he ducked and weaved dizzyingly between buildings and
sleepy streets. He had a set destination in mind, the asset could tell, and
even though the sight of HYDRA angered him into considering pulling away to
fight, he knew it was too risky to separate himself from the Captain.
Unfortunately, HYDRA did that for him.
There was a sudden, jarring shout from one of the alleys they were about to
blow past, and before either could react the darkened space filled with
blinding light and a concussive sound. Flashbang. Steve
yelled something but the asset didn’t hear, the grip on his arm lost as the
other covered his ears. Even before the white left his vision, formless shapes
surrounded them as agents appeared to spring from the very walls to box them
in. Wordlessly, the assassin and the Avenger stood back to back, fitting into
formation as easily as if it was something they did every day. The pistol was
pulled from his pocket, knowing that even with little ammo it would be more
effective at the moment than a knife. There was a brief flash of familiarity in
his mind, but the situation around him drowned it out almost instantly.
“Drop your weapon and surrender the
asset, Captain Rogers!” a husky voice barked out, a dozen barrels of a
dozen guns aimed at them. He could feel Steve tense against his back, but so
vastly outnumbered and outgunned any outburst now would likely end in one or
both of them dead.
“… Steve.” He wasn’t sure just
why he spoke, or why his voice was softened and hinted with an accent he only
vaguely recalled, but he did. It was a sort of rash, sudden need to ground
himself in the present, to remind himself that the man behind him was indeed
the Steve he could so faintly remember. His statement, however, had an
unintended consequence.
“The asset’s compromised,” that
growling voice spoke again, “he’ll need to be wiped and reconditioned if
we’re going to salvage this.” That statement triggered an intense,
shattering terror in the assassin the likes of which he could not recall.
Broken memories of deafening electricity crackling madly, of being tied down
and unresisting and passive, suddenly swam in his mind and broke through his
calculating combat mindset. Without thought he pressed himself further against
Steve’s back, as if somehow he could hide from his own horrifying memories in
the other’s presence.
“Buck, it’s alright,” voice
hushed and gentle, the Captain spoke only loud enough for him to hear,
“You’ve got to work with me, we’re going to work together to get out of
this, just follow my lead.” It wasn’t worded as an order or command, and
as such disoriented the soldier for a moment, but that fragile ideal of trust
settled in to fill in the gaps and his only response was a slight nod that went
unseen. They could do this. “Emily. I’m gonna take their attention, you need to
run. If they will take us three, nothing will left.”
She nodded slightly and before the fight,
she ran toward the nearest window. She stopped in front of it, taking a look
back at her men. Steve was looking at her above his shoulder, he gave her a
nod, so she followed his order and jumped out of the window, disappearing in
the darkness of the night.
There was no warning for the HYDRA agents,
shield thrown and colliding with several and incapacitating them while three
expertly placed and near-simultaneous bullets downed three permanently. They
moved in sync, still keeping each at their back even after separating and
lunging at the ring of agents that surrounded them. The now-useless pistol had
been abandoned in favor for a blade, which was used to swiftly and efficiently
disable and kill two more agents before they could even fire off a round.
The resonant clang of the shield behind him let him
subconsciously track the Captain’s movements, even as he threw himself into the
tangle of agents in front of him. He used the knowledge that he was wanted
alive to his advantage, as he knew they wouldn’t dare try to shoot him at such
close range as it would likely irreparably damage him and they would lose their
prized asset. It couldn’t have worked better for him, as he was just as
comfortable and deadly dispatching a target at close range as he was sniping.
An agent was slammed against the nearby
wall, razored blade deftly sliding between neck vertebras to kill his target
instantly. Without a moment’s hesitation he was upon another, moving with all
the predatory grace of a hunting cat, throat slit and body casually dropped as
if it were little more than a discarded jacket. The remaining two agents in his
field of view turned and bolted, and had he been on his prior missions of
annihilating HYDRA installations around the city he would have pursued them
relentlessly, but now he barely acknowledged their escape. Instead, he spun on
his heel to where Steve was fighting, wasting no time engaging the remaining
agents that swarmed him.
His blood-sullied blade dipped into the
throat of a Strike member readying to shoot Steve’s back, a gurgled wheeze of
horrified shock the only noise that escaped before he was roughly shoved aside.
Sticky crimson soaked deep into his jacket and clothes beneath but little
regard was given to it; the horrors of his actions seemed as commonplace as any
daily act to him after decades of repetition. Another HYDRA infantrymen lunged
at Rogers with
a stun baton, but the soldier intercepted him, slashing with a precise stroke
that opened the man’s torso as easily as a zipper. He fell noiselessly into a
jumbled heap of blood and viscera at the Captain’s feet, a non-threat.
Soon only a few hostiles remained, mostly
stepping far back and firing as many rounds as they could at Captain Rogers.
The asset refused to leave the man’s side again, tucked up close near him in an
effort to deter any more firing, and to his dim surprise it seemed to work. The
agents backed away even farther, guns raised but triggers untouched, eyes
locked on them. He took the brief lull in fire to glance at Steve for a moment,
to assess his condition. He was on his feet, but blood had soaked his right leg
from a bullet wound to the calf. A slash from a knife tore through his jacket
and into his side, while red dribbled from his saturated sleeve from another
entry wound. He was standing, for the moment, but the soldier knew that even
with the serum the blood loss would catch him quickly.
Steve asked something, something about how
he was holding up or the like, but the assassin didn’t catch it. Instead his
attention was elsewhere when his eyes caught a brief flash of light from the
roof of a building two streets over. His heart fell into his stomach and his
shout of warning was lost to the rifle crack when the realization hit. Of
course, the bullet hit first, just not in the place HYDRA had wanted it.
The soldier had reacted instinctively,
kicking the back of Steve’s injured leg hard enough that he buckled. His sudden
movement meant the bullet, aimed for a kill shot on the Avenger’s heart,
instead struck and slid off the slant of his shield and hit his collarbone. A
second bullet, fired milliseconds after the first from a likely second sniper,
caught him across his already-slashed ribs, blossoming open as if it were a
grotesque flower. The strangled cry of shock and pain that left the man as he
crumpled to the ground snapped something buried deep beneath HYDRA programming,
and within a half-second he had grabbed Steve by his arm and pulled him into a
small alcove between two buildings. He heard two more bullets strike the
asphalt where they had been moments before, and knew that HYDRA was likely not
going to take Steve alive.
All thoughts of the remaining HYDRA agents
were abandoned at the sound of Steve’s raspy breathing, the assassin leaning
him against the building wall as to hopefully ease it some as he leaned down to
his level. Even though the shield had absorbed most of the energy of the round,
the wound was devastating. The bullet had shattered his collarbone, flesh torn
and ripped and blood dripping freely. A dribble of the crimson stained the
Captain’s chin, breath labored and choking and heaved in and out. His
lung’s been punctured, probably collapsing. The second bullet had
no doubt shattered his ribs, and the awful torn wound was jagged and blown
apart by the unimpeded bullet’s passing. It was a grim prognosis.
The sounds of the agents trying to regroup
from the attack were hardly registered, hands pressed to the man’s injury in a
desperate attempt to stem the flow of blood. A pained cough escaped him,
reddened mouth slackened open as he tried again and again to fill his lungs
full to no avail. “B… B-Buck…” he slurred wetly through the blood,
half-lidded eyes beginning to glaze over as unconsciousness loomed, “… got
t-to… get… a-away…” shock was setting in, body trembling under the
assassin’s hands, but he mustered the energy to nudge him with the shield in a
halfhearted attempt to push him into running. He wanted him to leave him
behind, to save himself from falling back into HYDRA’s control. The very
thought of it twisted the soldier’s stomach in a knot and caused his breath to
catch in his throat.
“S-Steve,” his
normally-controlled voice was shaky and small, fear filling every inch of him
as trembling, blood-stained metallic fingers brushed golden hair away and
cupped the Captain’s cheek to hold his gaze on him, “You’ve gotta hold
on,” his eyes began to sting as an unfamiliar heat and blurriness began to
build, “I-I’m not leaving you behind.” Something had woken up deep in
his mind, faint ghosts of memories of battles long past. Of fights in alleys
where both refused to run away, never leaving the other’s side. It was such a
strong emotion that consumed him that he couldn’t ever hope to fight it, and
strangely enough, he possessed no will to resist it.
Footsteps and barked orders behind him
drew him from his withdrawn, focused state. It was like a switch flicking in
his head, the sharp focus of combat and programming setting in, and within the
space of a breath he had taken the shield from Steve’s faltering grasp and spun
around, keeping himself between the agents and his injured partner. His vision
was blurred and his eyes stung fiercely, an unfamiliar wetness trailing down a
cheek, but he didn’t move from his defensive stance, rooted to the spot with
shield held solid in his metal prosthetic. The plates whirled and slid together
with a groan of protest, ready to lash out with the vibranium disk at the
slightest movement.
“Get away!” he snarled in a
voice so loud it startled the men, “Get away from him!” he swung the
shield at an agent that dared to approach, knocking him clean off his feet and
sending him tumbling. The sharp, ripping pain as his own shoulder wound tore
caused him to wince, but it was immediately stuffed down as he had much more
important things to focus on. Seeing their own knocked away so easily, even
while he was in such a state, caused the others to take heed and back away a
few feet. Even though his joint protested, he retrieved and hid a blade in the
palm of his injured arm, keeping it disguised behind the shield. If they got
close again they would be in for a nasty surprise.
“This is… unexpected.” The same
agent who spoke earlier piped up, rifle trained on the pair with deadly intent,
“Looks like the programming has decayed more than anticipated. General
Lukin isn’t going to be pleased.” That name was familiar, and struck a
fear like a dagger of ice into the soldier’s heart. He pressed himself back,
shield held higher in a desperate attempt to keep the agents at bay. Steve
moved behind him, whimpering in pain, and a moment later the former Soviet felt
his hand press reassuringly to his back in a wordless gesture of trust. It was
enough to steel his nerves, to dispel his own fear just enough to focus on the
agents who had chanced to venture further.
With an almost animalistic roar, he leapt
at the nearest agent, jamming the sharp edge of the shield into his ribcage,
crushing it like a flimsy can. He dropped into a tangle of limbs, and he used
the moment of confusion to swing at another, feeling the agent’s skull cave
under the impact. The shield was brought down on the neck of another agent,
while the knife in his right hand pierced the torso of one rushing at him. As
he swiveled to lunge at the seeming-commander he froze mid-strike, eyes wide
with terror, when he saw that another agent had a gun trained to the downed
Captain’s head.
“No!” the word clawed its way
out of him, shield and blade falling from his hand in a show of submission,
eyes wide with feral panic. “D-don’t do it.” He’d never demanded
anything from anyone, not in all his active years, but he was now. He was
scared, desperate and out of options, pleading like one of his victims to spare
the other man’s life. The commander’s gravelly voice broke into a laugh behind
him, but before he could round on him he felt a pinprick on the back of his
neck, followed immediately by a burst of warmth that spider-webbed through his
body. His knees buckled and vision swam, awareness growing fuzzy as he
collapsed to the ground. He gasped out Steve’s name, tried to push himself back
up, but he couldn’t even prevent his eyes from sliding shut a heartbeat later.
His hearing muffled, but the last thing he was aware of was that growl of a
voice ordering the surviving agents to take the both of them before everything
drained away into nothingness.
Bucky was
washing plates after dinner when He heard doorbell.
He wiped his hands and walked to door.
In open door Bucky saw young boy. It was Grant.
He
literally was a mini version of Steve.
He was Just
a short blue eyed boy with short blond hair, He was really skinny, just like Steve
before serum. He was holding his strap from bag tight in his hands
Bucky liked this boy, He wasn’t so bad but He really wasn’t happy to see him.
“Morning Mr. Barnes… Is Andrea home? I want her to go on a walk with me.” Grant
asked softly, trying to look over Bucky’s shoulder, looking for Andrea
Bucky
raised an eyebrow Now He really didn’t liked it.
“Yeah… Sure… She is in her room… I will call her. Come in and wait in living
room.”
Boy nodded and slowly went to living room. Grant knew Bucky very well, He was
his father’s best friend but Bucky still was scary. Big guy with metal arm.
Bucky walked to stairs “Andrea! Someone’s here to met with you.” He yelled and
returned to kitchen.
Andrea
slowly walked downstairs and blinked looking at Grant
“Grant!” She yelled happily and ran to him quickly.
Grant smiled and hugged her tight
“Hey, I heard you are sick… what happen? Are you okay… I’m worried now.”
Andrea
smiled “Don’t everything is fine… I mean… Nightmares… they are back…. And… I’m
scared.” She said sadly and nuzzled to him.
Grant
sighed and hugged her really tight and stroked her back “Everything will be
fine… Maybe we should go on a walk? It will be good for you.” He said and
looked at her.
Andrea
nodded softly and looked at him “Daddy?! Can I go on a walk?
Bucky
looked out from kitchen and nodded looking at Andrea “Sure sweetheart.” He said
and looked at Grant frowning.
Andrea walked to Bucky and kissed his cheek “Thanks dad.” She said and then
grabbed Grant’s hand and pulled him behind herself.
In park,
Andrea sat on grass and sighed softly looking at the sky “You know… sometime… I
wish I could be normal…” She said quietly and looked at Grant. He sat next to
her
“Andrea… you are normal.”
Andrea smile and looked at her metal hand “Look at it… metal hand, who normal
have hand like this? I’m a freak… I feel like… the worst one..”
Grant blinked “Hey… and how I should feel? Look at me.” He smiled at her “I’m Sickly,
skinny, weak and My father is Captain America! The guy that is as big as your
dad, I look like my dad on his old photos… For me you are just unique, you
aren’t weird, scary or anything… just unique.” He said and took her metal hand
in his.
Andrea
smiled and hugged to him “Thank you.”
“You are welcome, now let’s go home, it’s getting late.” Grant said and got up,
Andrea followed him slowly.
During their way home They me group of girls that were always bullying Andrea.
“Hey There weirdo! Oooh! Look girls! one freak
found another one. Is he your boyfriend Freak?!” Leader of group asked looking
at Grant.
Andrea quickly hide her hand and looked down scared
“I asked you something freak!” Girl yelled at Andrea
“Hey! Leve her alone!” Grant growled.
Girl smiled “Oooohh… look He is a hero now.
Come on girls, let’s show him how it ends when you protect a freak with metal
hand.” Girl said and She and her friends attacked. Andrea tried help him but
girls without problem pushed her away.
After few minutes girls laughed “Let’s go girls…
they got their lesson. Better don’t try tell anyone.” Leader of group said to
Andrea and they all left.
Andrea quickly ran to Grant “Oh my god Grant…” She said quietly and took
his face in her hands “Oh my god… you look terrible… let’s go… We will help you
in home.” Andrea helped Grant got up and took him home.
Bucky looked at them “What the Fu…. Heck happened
to him?” He asked when Andrea helped Grant sat on couch
“Just… just help him dad… please…” Andrea said and quickly went to find first
aid kit. She brought it to her father.
Bucky sighed and started take care of every
scratch. Bucky sighed sadly, it was like past. Well, it wasn’t Steve… but Grant
looked just like his father especially now.
After few Bucky looked at Grant “Okay…. I did as much as I could.” Bucky got up
from couch and walked to Andrea.
“Thank you, Mr Barnes… but you really didn’t
had to.” Grant said and slowly got up.
Bucky smiled and ruffled Andrea’s hair “Let’s
take your hero home, I’m sure his dad and mom are worried.”
Grant sighed sadly and nodded slowly “You are
right Sir.”
Bucky took both kids to car and took them to
Steve home.
It was small white house, Steve was sitting on
porch, waiting at his son to return home because it was getting late.
Woman walked to him and rubbed his shoulder. It
was his wife. Beautiful, blue eyed young woman with short blond hair “He is
with Andrea… I’m sure Bucky will bring him home.” She said softly to Steve
“Martha… I don’t care. You good know what I
think about her… Maybe Bucky isn’t Winter soldier anymore… but She can be. We
don’t know what they…” Steve stopped talk when he heard Bucky’s car.
He quickly got up form chair and went to. He
froze when he saw Grant “What the hell Barnes! What you little monster did to
him?!” He yelled.
Bucky frowned and looked at Steve, hiding Andrea behind himself.
“Dad… Don’t. She did nothing.” Grant said.
“I don’t care… I good know you gonna protect
your ‘Friend’. Go home now, Martha… take care of him.” He growled and looked at
his wife.
Grant quickly went to his mother “Mom… it’s not
her fault… The girls… I was protecting her.” Grant said. Woman nodded “I’m sure
you were… let’s go home…” She said and took boy inside.
“I hope you are proud of your girl Barnes.”
Steve said frowning
“She did nothing…” Bucky muttered looking at
Steve.
“Oh really… look at Grand… You saw what
happened? Maybe she is lying to you and Grant protect… this… little child of
Hydra.” Steve said pointing toward girl.
Bucky frowned and grabbed Steve’s hand “Don’t
you dare…. Call her that.” Bucky growled.
“Or what…. She gonna hurt me with this little
metal hand?” Then Steve could feel how cold metal hit him right into stomach.
Steve fell onto his knees holding his stomach tight.
“Not her metal hand… but my, Rogers.” Bucky
said “You think you are better? You changed a lot… and not in good meaning.”
Man picked up girl and sighed “I know that She didn’t did anything bad… She is
my girls.” Bucky smiled and looked at Steve over his shoulder “If for you she
is still a child of Hydra… than I’m still The Winter Soldier for you. Till the
end of the line…” Bucky laughed “I think our line ends here, pal.”
Bucky sat girl on her seat in car and then took
driver seat and drove away.
Steve growled when he got up “Fucker…” He
muttered and went back inside.
After few minutes Andrea looked at Bucky form
the back seat
“Dad…” She asked quietly.
“Yes, sweetheart?” Bucky asked and looked at
his daughter in the mirror.
My collaboration with @whatthefoucault for the Captain America Reverse Big Bang 2017 @capreversebb. !!! The fic can be found on Ao3 !
It’s my first time participating in a reverse big bang and it has been lovely !! Thank you so much @whatthefoucault for your enthusiasm and for this adorable domestic fic.
Also I’ve had the pleasure to work with two authors for this event so stay tuned for another fic with nearly the same but not completely identical pic !
Warnings: smut, unprotected sex,
strong language, blood and injuries
Author: Beast
A/N: I’m incredibly sorry fellas for
a such long delay! I got a lot of stuff to take care of and tbh I wasn’t really
into writing Chronicles for some time. But now, with a huge thanks to my lovely lady and my friends, I decided to make this chapter. I hope you’ll enjoy it
as much as I when I was writing it. And here’s what I wanna announce: only two
chapters left. Chronicles will have 12 chapters in all. I hope you won’t mind
them to be a bit longer then ever before.
And for a smut scene, if some of you, my dear readers, would be interested, I
was listening to song made by talented polish vocalist, Kasia Moś. I leave here a link to this song, just in case ♥ Enjoy! 🙂
Steve
had been asleep when he heard the heavy footsteps followed by the door opening;
at first he thought it might have been Emily, but then he realized there was no
way she would ever make that much noise. He had slipped out of bed silently,
shield retrieved from the bedside and brought into a defensive position. A
million scenarios ran through his head, none of them pleasant, especially once
the sharp scent of blood reached him.
To
say he’d been surprised when he saw Bucky in the doorway was an understatement.
He caught sight of the pistol the soldier held once he pushed the door shut
behind him. He’s
going to shoot me, had
been his first line of thought, and not a moment later he felt extremely guilty
for immediately jumping to that conclusion. His body had eased a bit the moment
the pistol was dropped, his own shield lowering and eventually dropped as well.
There was only a moment’s hesitation before he edged forward, closing the gap
between them. He stopped a few yards away, not wanting to make him feel
cornered.
“Bucky?” he spoke softly, tone gentle and
light. His heart skipped a beat when the soldier’s head lifted and looked to
him, but his hope died when he saw his face. His eyes were greyed, dull and
empty and so very tired. The second he saw his legs buckle Steve was right
there, catching him before he hit the ground. He’d expected him to struggle, to
lash out and fight, not to just lie there limp in his grasp. It’d scared him
more than when he’d found his throat clasped in that metal hand. The amount of
blood covering his friend was terrifying; who knew how much he could spare to
lose in his state.
It’d
taken him all of two seconds to get the blood-matted hoody off of the assassin,
exposing a torn shirt and a devastating wound on his shoulder. He dimly
recalled seeing a similar wound on a soldier Bucky had picked off of his back in
the war. A sniper in the city was alarming, but not as surprising as he would
have liked.
“D-don’t do this to me, Buck” Steve was
practically begging, fingers numbed with shock pressed against the wound to the
soldier’s back in a desperate attempt to stem the bleeding. His other arm
gently held him up, cradling him against his body as he tried not to dissolve
into fearful panic. Is
Hydra after him, or is it Robrax?, Steve thought to himself, trying to
calm down.
Steve put as much pressure as he dared on the wound,
suddenly very conscious of his strength. Bucky looked so delicate like this,
and he wasn’t sure if the bullet had caused a fracture.
“Emily!” Steve yelled. “Em! I need your help!”
Redhead woman stepped into the room and was about to
say something, but she only covered her mouth with hands.
“Buck…” silent whisper left her mouth as she quickly got to her knees besides
him. “Oh God, Steve, what’s with him!?”
“He was shot” Captain said simply, looking around. “I need something, like
material.. We need to stop the bleeding” he ordered coldly.
Girl nodded slightly getting up. She ran to the bathroom and took two towels
from the hangers.
Minutes seemed like hours, but eventually the bleeding slowed. Steve scarcely
cared that his clothes were now stained with it, just relieved that the mortal
danger was now diminished. All towels were completely soaked with Bucky’s
blood.
Captain didn’t waste any time trying to bandage the wound. Getting up and
leaving him was not an option, not even for a moment, so he cannibalized his
own shirt into a makeshift wrapping. He removed the soldier’s shirt first and
then folded up some of the fabric and pressed it to the injury. The bullet’s
possible presence in the wound was dimly acknowledged, but he didn’t have the
skill or tools to safely extract it. He would treat it proper later, but for
now his main focus was to keep the bleeding at a minimum. He broke down his
shirt into strips of fabric, knotting it together and using it to secure the
fabric pad to the wound.
“Steve…” Emily was whispering on and on, her soft hand placed on his shoulder.
“Oh my God… We can’t lose him.. I can’t..”
“Hush” Steve threw her a brief glance, to take care of Bucky’s wound shortly
after.
Throughout the rough medical treatment Bucky hadn’t so
much as twitched. Steve could feel him breathing, and a quick check told him
his pulse was stable, but slower than he would have liked. The serum they had
injected him with might not as been as effective as his, but it was doing a
fine enough job keeping him alive.
“You’re doing great, Bucky” Captain was
fully aware that he likely couldn’t hear him, but it made him feel a little
better to encourage him. He was sure he hadn’t heard a kind word directed
towards him in decades, and the thought made his heart ache. “You’re gonna
be fine, Buck, I promise. Me and Em will take care of you..” his voice
hitched slightly, hands trembling as he gathered the assassin up into his arms.
He considered moving him to the bedroom but decided
against it. Instead he placed him carefully on the sofa, onto his left side so
that his breathing wouldn’t be obstructed and his wound easily reached.
“Emily, can you gather up some medical supplies, some
blankets and a clean shirt, you can find it in my bag” blonde man looked at
redhead woman.
She obeyed. After some moments she came to the little living room and handled
stuff to Steve.
Then Steve hit the light switch. A small lamp flickered on, and the scene it
revealed drew the blood from his face.
The floor was smeared with so much crimson that he doubted the stains would
ever lift. His spare key was abandoned on the floor, near the pistol that Bucky
had dropped earlier. The ruined clothes he’d removed still lay on the floor
next to the towels; he’d be sure to dispose of them carefully. If Hydra really
was who had hurt him, then they would no doubt be looking for any sign of him.
The light cast a horrible realization of just how awful Bucky looked as well.
Now without his shirt, Steve could see every little bruise, every wound that
covered the assassin. His stomach turned in disgusted horror at the painful
past each scar, each little mark told. Old injuries from knives, bullets and
who knew what else were etched into his skin, telling a history devoid of peace
and filled with violence.
A washcloth was produced along with a bottle of
disinfectant, wetting the fabric with it before he went to work on some of the
smaller wounds. He was silently thankful for his unconsciousness, as he was
sure there would be no way to do this had he been fully awake.
The soldier twitched slightly under his fingers as he
worked on an old, infected wound on his side, curling into himself before
letting out a pained whine. The former SHIELD agent hesitated at that, unsure
if he should continue. If he was feeling the disinfectant that meant he had to
be regaining consciousness. If he woke up with him hovering over him, covered
in his blood and with no memory of how he got there, well, Steve wouldn’t blame
him in the slightest if he lashed out. He bit his lip, thinking for another
moment, before he continued to clean the wound, taking care to be a bit
gentler.
“It’s okay, Buck, I promise…” he tried to
soothe, even if he couldn’t hear him yet. “You’re safe, you’re safe,
you’re safe…” he repeated it like a mantra as he finished with the wound,
placing a pad of gauze over it and securing it with a little medical tape.
He didn’t dare touch the bullet wound now that he was capable of feeling pain,
and he was also rather sure he’d need specialized help with it.
Blood
has been cleaned away, Steve dried his hands.
Emily was sitting next to Bucky, holding his hand and stroking it gently.
“It’s them, right?” she asked simply, not paying an attention to look at Steve.
“Hydra?”
He cleared his throat, living the room.
“Probably.”
Steve
went to the little cluttered kitchen and he opened a fridge, pulling out a
bottle of water. He reentered the room and unscrewed the bottle.
“We
need to keep him hydrated” he mumbled, getting on his knees next to the sofa.
Emily
took the bottle and slowly lifted Bucky’s head up. Then she carefully helped
him to take a simple sip, then another and another.
“What’re
we going to do now, Cap?” she asked, her long red hair has fallen on her face.
“I
don’t know… I don’t know…” he sighed sadly, rubbing over his temples. “But it
seems we are not safe also. If they had attacked their OWN SOLDIER, it means
they won’t have any problems to try to kill us either” he shrugged slightly.
Emily
nodded in silence, still stroking Bucky’s palm.
“I
knew.. From the very beginning.. That it will end like this. I hadn’t any other
choice, Steve” she whispered and her voice turned into little weeping. “I had
to join them… I HAD TO..”
Steve
got up from the floor, putting hands at her shoulders.
“No
one of us had” man muttered.
Two
days had passed very quickly.
It
was a really rough time for Steve and Emily, because they had to look after
Bucky and look for a safe hiding place at the same time.
Emily
was spending her time with former assassin while Steve was looking for a good
place and transport.
And
he managed to found something.
From the outside this house looked old, but wonderful.
It has been built with cypress wood and has walnut wood decorations. Small,
squared windows have been added to the house in a mostly asymmetric way.
The house was equipped with a large kitchen and one bathroom, it also had a
comfortable living room, two bedrooms, a small dining area and a roomy garage.
The building was square shaped. The house was fully surrounded by overgrown
wooden overhanging panels.
The second floor was smaller than the first, which, in combination with its
placement, creates an original look.
The roof was high and slanted to one side and is covered with black roof tiles.
A few large windows let in just enough light to the rooms below the roof.
The house itself was surrounded by a modest garden, with mostly grass and a few
small trees.
It was a perfect place to stay for a while until Bucky’s wounds will be healed,
and Steve’s too.
Emily was slowly getting ready to take a bath.
Looking at her pale, slim body covered with a shirt and fitted leggins, she
felt a mix of sadness and distaste. She hated herself for things she had done
to people.
“I hate you” she whispered toward her reflection in the mirror. “I want you to
die, tæve.”
Suddenly she heard the door being
opened and shut quickly. Her heart beat faster as she could hear steps crossing
the corner.
She wanted it for so long… And she couldn’t deny it.
Since the day she helped him with his wounds, she was craving him. So badly.
As she finally saw Steve’s smirking
face, she let out a loud gasp.
“You shouldn’t be in h..”
“Shut up” he interrupted her by pushing her against the wall and locking his
lips with hers. He could feel her resist at first, but he used his tongue to
open Emily’s lips which was when she gave in and kissed him back. They were kissing
each other hard now as his hand squeezed her boobs hard.
After some time, he finally let her breathe. Still gasping for air, she stuttered.
“W-what are you doing?.. What are WE doing, Steve..”
He grinned at her and gave her a soft kiss while taking off her leggins.
“Taking what’s mine, baby.”
He slipped her shirt over her head and threw it on aside, where it’s quickly been
joined by his own shirt. She was still leaning against the wall, still a little
hesitant but definitely turned on as Steve can tell from her glowing cheeks and
her rushing eyes.
“Steve…” she bit her lower lip, looking hardly into his eyes.
She good knew it was one of the
moments, when he wasn’t himself at all. Now he was Captain Hydra, not kind
and polite Steve Rogers. Sometimes it was just like this, that he was loosing
his personality for several minutes or a bit longer. And he was turning into a
mess. She hated such moments, but she had to deal with it.
And now, with that thick sexual tension in between them, she wasn’t even about
to complain. Because she wanted him. She wanted Steve to fuck her senseless
until she would be begging him to stop. She simply needed that.
He grabbed her hand and guided it down his abs into his boxers. As she felt his
hard cock, she let out a loud gasp and pull hand back quickly, but immediately
regaining her confidence, she slided hand down again and firmly grab his cock. She
noticed just now that he had undone her bra while he began to tease her hard
nipples with his warm tongue, circling around and flicking against them.
She began to stroke his cock slowly, as she looked into his eyes, mumbling.
“We should stop, what if HE come in here?”
He laughed quietly, quickly shove his hand into her lacy panties and thrust two
fingers into her already soaking wet pussy. As she started to moan loudly,
Steve immediately covered her mouth with his other hand and whispered into her
ear.
“Can you shut the fuck up now, baby? Unless you want Bucky to catch us now.”
He slipped Emily’s leggins off and turned her around,
pushing her front against the cold tiles before slapping her ass and rubbing her
wet pussy from behind. Steve saw that she was dripping down her leg, so he kneeled
down behind her and start kissing his way up her inner thighs, licking up every
single drop on the way.
Having reached the top, he circled his tongue around the outline of her little
pussy, causing even more wetness. Steve could feel Emily’s body shivered as he
started eating her out.
He digged his tongue deep into her and moved it up and down slowly but firmly. Simultaneously,
his thumb rubbed across her clit, as he heard multiple soft moans escaping her
mouth.
“Steve,
I’m gonna cum.. she moaned.
He stopped licking immediately
and came back up to her face.
“No. You’re gonna cum when I want you to, understand?”
She
suddenly looked worried.
“He must be
wondering where I Am.”
Steve slapped her ass and shoved her against the wall hard.
“You should be worrying about me, nothing else. I’m gonna fuck you now and
you’re gonna be a good girl.”
He took off his pants and threw them into the corner.
As Emily took his cock into her hand and started to get on her knees, he
grabbed her by the neck and pulled her back up, holding her face right in front
of his.
“None of this bullshit, baby.”
He pushed her into the corner between the cold tile wall and a sink and lifted
up one of her legs.
Steve stood in front of her and quickly pushed his hard cock into her dripping pussy
without wasting any time.
Emily’s arms locked around his back and as he started thrusting himself into
her, her nails digged into his butt, causing him to thrust even faster.
As a loud moan tried to escape her mouth again, Captain quickly suffocated it
by kissing her hard. He could feel her body losing control with every increase
of pace. All her sense was his scent, his sweaty, muscular body pushing against
hers, his throbbing cock pounding and stretching her tight little pussy,
hitting her inner walls.
Steve covered her mouth once more as her moans turned into screams.
He felt her body
shivered, then clenched hard around his cock for a second before shaking
uncontrollably again as she bit one of his fingers that was covering her mouth.
Steve pulled out his hard cock and once again Emily tried to get on her knees
to make him cum with her mouth but she almost fell over, still having very
little control of her own body.
He
grabbed her quickly and picked her up.
“Did I say we’re
done?”
She looked a little scared as she saw the burning hunger in Steve’s eyes. He
grabbed her hair and pulled her to the sink, bending her over the counter. He slapped
her butt hard, before he shoved his thick cock into her again from behind.
This time was much quicker.
Steve immediately started to pounding as hard as he only could, while pulling
her head up by her hair so she could see him fucking her in the mirror.
After roughly several seconds, he felt the familiar shivering and clenching,
this time causing him to cum inside her pumping pussy as well.
“FUCK,
STEVE!” she couldn’t hold it any longer and screamed Steve’s name
loudly, not caring if Bucky will hear it.
Steve waited till he felt that every drop of his cum has been shot into her,
then he pulled out his cock. He turned her around, kissed her hard one last
time and smiled. “Good, baby. Now I know what Bucky meant telling me you’re the
rapture” blonde man rushed to put his clothes back on, then he simply left the
bathroom, fastening his belt, leaving Emily shaking and naked.
Trembling all over her sweaty body, she looked after him, then she quickly
closed the door to bathroom and got under the shower.
She felt his semen dripping down her thighs.
Emily allowed the cold water to stimulate her mind and body, pulling her out of
the blissful lethargy after a fulfillment in arms of Captain Rogers.
Summary: Long time after events of CW Bucky returned to normal life. He even addopted little girl. After many years of calm life girl’s old problems return.
Word Count: 832
Warnings: none
[A/N] So… it’s short… But I was thinking over this long time. I hope you all gonna like it.
Bucky
sighed heavily and flopped on couch.
It was middle of the night and He just returned home…
There was a reason for him to return.
Bucky slowly got up and went to kitchen. Suddenly He heard loud scream from one
of the bedrooms. Man quickly rushed to bedroom and opened door.
Bucky looked inside and sighed sadly when He saw young girl sitting on bed.
She was the reason.
The reason for him to return home every evening.
His daughter.
His girl.
His everything.
Bucky went inside and sat on bed
“Andrea… Angel, what’s wrong.” He asked and pulled girl into a hug.
Andrea sighed heavily and hugged to him tight, girl started cry.
Bucky only rubbed her head
“You are warm… I think you have fever… Again.” He said quietly and girl only
nodded.
After few hour when Andrea was finally asleep again
Bucky noticed that She still had glove on her right hand, He shook his head and
slowly removed glove, revealing silver metal hand.
After few minutes Bucky was again sitting in living room, thinking what to do now.
He got up from couch and walked to phone to call Steve.
He was waiting at Steve to pick up but he only heard voice of young boy
“Um… H-Hello..”
Bucky blinked and smiled softly
“Hey Grant… Sorry that I woke you up. Can you give me Steve… I need to talk
with him.” Bucky muttered softly
“Hi Mr. Barnes… Sorry… But dad still didn’t returned home.” Boy said.
Bucky nodded and sighed softly “Okay, thanks kiddo. Please, when He will be
back tell him I want meet with him. Good night.” He said.
“Sure… No problem, Mr. Barnes… Good night.”
Bucky sighed and put his phone away.
He went to bathroom to take shower, later He went to bed.
At
morning Bucky was in kitchen, Making breakfast when Andrea came to kitchen.
Bucky smiled at girl “Good morning sweetheart. I wasn’t home really long time
yesterday… So I decided to make your favorite pancakes with fruits.” He said
happily but his happiness quickly faded.
Girl didn’t say a word she only sat on a chair and looked at her tea.
“Here you go…” Bucky said quietly and put plate in front of girl.
She only nodded “Thanks dad… I will eat in my room.” Andrea said and took
plate.
Bucky sighed sadly and shook his head, watching his daughter.
Bucky meet with Steve at small cafe.
“Hey Buck.” Steve said happily and sat at the chair “Grant told me you wanted
met. Something’s wrong? Something’s wrong with Andrea?” He asked a bit worried.
Bucky only nodded “Yes… This happen with her again Steve… nightmares, fevers…
With every day… She close herself more.” He said with voice full of worries.
Steve sighed and shook his head “Bucky… What you were expecting? You were
warned that this can return… We don’t know what THEY put into her head.”
Steve muttered
In this moment Bucky lost his hope for support from his best friend.
Somewhere
deep inside him something just snapped
“For fuck’s sake Steve! She was only five years old when We found her. Now she
is 17 it was fucking 12 years without bigger problems… Why this returned now?!
I don’t want lose my daughter.” Bucky growled.
“She
Is Not Your Daughter Buck. You good knew that this can return. You are
only her guardian. You are not her FATHER. You will have to take her back to
S.H.I.E.L.D.” Steve said.
Bucky sighed and rubbed his eyes
He felt so helpless. It was all true, Andrea wasn’t his biological daughter but
He really didn’t cared about this.
Bucky raised her since she was small
girls and He loved her just like his own daughter “But I don’t want to… I just…
I can’t.” Man said sadly.
Steve rolled his eyes “You will have to do this, pal. There is no other way.”
Bucky just got up and left Steve alone at cafe.
Bucky returned home and saw Andrea
sitting on a stairs.
“Hey angel… What’s up?”
She sighed sadly with tears in eyes
“I tried to be friends with girls from neighborhood… They… They said I’m
a freak…” Andrea said looking at her meta hand
“Why… Why I am different dad..?” She asked looking at Bucky sadly.
Man smiled at girl sadly.
He knew this feeling, it took him few years to live among normal people.
Guy with metal arm was big ‘attraction’ but in bad meaning.
It hurt him when He saw Andrea in such a mood
“Sweetheart. You aren’t different. You are special… Just like your old father.”
He smiled and sat next to her, rubbing her shoulder.
Girl smiled sadly and hugged to him “I love you daddy.” She said quietly.
Bucky already felt that her mood change, He hugged her back “I love you too,
angel. You are my treasure… My little star. I will never leave you.” Bucky
whispered, stroking Andrea’s hair.
A/N: Omg! tattoo is my sensetive spot now! Soon I gonna have one too! I can’t wait! I tried write story as good as I only could.
“Are you sure it’s a good
idea…” Steve muttered looking softly over his shoulder
“Sure it is… Because it’s my idea.” Bucky said happily, sitting
behind Steve. He was preparing everythung.
“Yeah… I would disagree with this… all „Your” ideas, ended bad.
Remember pranks on Tony.”
Bucky
rolled his eyes „It was Clint..”
„He
told me all thoes pranks were your idea, and He only helped… Tony almost kicked
you out from tower.” Steve said
„But
He didn’t, because My Captain love me too much and He talked with Tony..” He
teased
„Jerk…”
Steve muttered.
„Punk.”
Bucky smiled and started make tattoo on Steve’s back.
Steve hissed softly and looked over his shoulder
„Don’t…”
Bucky said pushing Steve’s head away. He continued his work on Steve’s tattoo.
Steve
sighed softly, sitting without move „Come on Bucky… thoes are mine back, I want
know what you do there.”
„Stop
whining… You will see when I’m done, now sit and don’t move… You are Captain,
you can handle this.”
Steve
growled softly and rolled his eyes.
After few hours Bucky ended his masterpeace
„Okay Cap!” Bucky said happily „I’m done with my work, You can see it now.”
Bucky nodded, putting everything away and getting up form chair.
Steve
hissed softly and got up as well, He went to mirror and looked at him back,
Bucky did tattoo that looked like big bird.
„It’s
not a eagle, but I really like it, It took me many hours to do it. Do you like
it Steve?” Bucky asked looked at Steve with smile.
Steve
only nodded and laughed „Yes, more. I love it. Great job Bucky.”
Bucky
walked to Steve and kissed him gently „Now I need to take care of my Steve
until it will heal.”
Summary: Bucky had one of his nightmare, Steve try make him feel better.
Word Count: 369
Warnings: none 🙂
A/N: This is a request form @haseki-huricihan. I tried made is as sweet as I could but I’m new in stuff like this.
Bucky muttered, waking up. He looked at the other side of
bed and saw that Steve was gone.
He sighed heavily and got up to take shower.
Steve looked up as he heard shower, He smiled softly and
continued making breakfast.
Bucky came to kitchen few minutes later and hugged to Steve from behind,
stroking his stomach.
He blinked and laughed softly „Good morning, Bucky… it
tickles.” Steve said smiled.
Bucky sighed „Good mornig… sorry.” He muttered and went to table.
Steve looked at Bucky worried, something was wrong, but Bucky always had problem with talking about stuff that were bothering him.
Steve served breakfast and sat next to Bucky, He didn’t
looked at Steve he just started eat without any word.
„What’s wrong, Buck..?” Steve asked softly.
Bucky only shook his head and took sip of coffe „Nothing
wrong Steve… I’m fine, don’t worry.”
Steve sighed „I’m always worried, especially when you act
like this. You aren’t like this every morning.”
Bucky shook his head again and went back to bedroom
Steve blinked „Bucky… wait.” He said and sighed sadly.
After a hour Steve went to bedroom, He couldn’t leave him
alone.
Bucky was sitting on bed staring at the wall infront of him.
Steve sat next to him and stroked his hair gently „You will
tell me what’s wrong?”
Bucky looked at Steve „I had this nightmare again… A-All
thoes voices..”
Steve Only hugged him tight and rubbed his back.
„All thoes facec! All of them…. every of them. I saw them
all again.” He nuzzled to Steve and started cry.
Bucky’s nightmares were something normal for Steve but it
was always breaking his heart.
Steve rubbed Bucky’s cheek and forced him too look at him „Bucky…
it was only a dream… a Bad dream. You are safe with me… Real life nightmare is
over. You are safe with me, I promise.” Steve said and kissed him.
Buckt purred softly and kissed him back, wrapping arms
around Steve’s Neck
„Thank you…” He whispered.
Steve smiled „I’m with you till the end of the line.”
Bucky smiled and nuzzled to Steve’s chest. Steve sighed
happily, He was really happy that He was able to calm him down again.
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