Hidden treasure || Part VI || Final

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Part I || Part II || Part III || Part IV || Part V

Words: 4880

Warnings: language, cursing, blood, violence

SUMMARY: You are General Hux sister. After another failure, you’ve been sent back to Hux. He’s pretty annoyed by the fact he has to take care of you. No one but Hux knows, that you have some special abilities. One day you accidentally meet commander Kylo Ren. Will this meeting change everything?

Author: Cass & Rouge

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Few weeks have passed.

A lot of stress, sleepless nights, arguments with your older brother whenever he could start one…

You’ve noticed little changes in your condition after some time.
Your mood swings were unbearable. You stopped recognizing yourself at some point. Even Kylo noticed that something wasn’t okay.

Once you even fought with one stormtrooper who refused to handle you a cup with tea.

In the end, you made a decision to visit a doctor. Some things just had to be explained…

When you entered the dispensary, doctor looked at you in shock.
Few workers even left the room in silent.

“L-Lady Ren.” Doctor blurted out and bowed her head softly. “H… How can I help you today?” She asked being visibly stressed by your presence.
Woman slowly got up from her chair and forced herself to smile at you.

You looked around checking if you both were alone, then you took a seat in front of doctor’s desk.
“Something’s wrong with me.”
The sentence was way too superficial to express what you were feeling deep inside.
“I don’t feel well.”

“Uhm… Uhm…” Doctor muttered and looked at you waiting at your permission to sit down.
“So… So… What’s the problem, Lady Ren..? What do you mean that something’s wrong with you? What is happening with you exactly, Lady Ren?” Doctor asked looking at you.

You nodded briefly giving her a permission to take a place.

“I’m weak. I cannot focus on my daily tasks. I get distracted easily, what is an usual situation to me.”
You rubbed your temples. “I feel disgust when I think of eating.”

Doctor let out a loud sigh sitting down quickly.

She listened to you nodding her head while she was writing down everything you said.

“O… Okay. Can I have… more… Sensetive question to you, Lady Ren? Of course, don’t get me wrong! This is importat for me… As a doctor.” She said and laughed nervously.

You frowned when she laughed but nodded your head.
“Of course. Go on. Anything to make me feel better by setting a proper diagnosis.”

You looked at left. Huge window was having a view at the hangar. On the other side you could see the window of your brother’s chamber.

She nodded and sighed.
“So… When you and Supreme Leader Ren are together… Do you use any protection?” She asked even more nervously. Such a question was a really private thing and she was aking YOU about this.

Hux was currently putting on his coat so he could leave to work.
He petted his cat before leaving the chamber.

You blinked.
Truth was you weren’t considering this as a cause of your sudden impairment.

“No… Not really..” Words were heavy and you barely said them. “I didn’t.. Oh Lord.. I need to be sure.. I need to be sure it is exactly what I think of..”
Once again you looked through the window to watch general Hux for a while.

She bite her lips nodding her head.
“I see. Now, other question. Your period, Lady?” She asked. “Have you controlled it?”

Hux was already gone.
Only Millicent was running around playing with her toy.

“It’s delayed..” You admitted clenching hands in fists. “I just thought… He.. I mean Supreme Leader has force. I thought he has a control over such stuff.”

You felt like you would be suffocating.

“Uhm… I am not an expert, Lady Ren… But I am sure He doesn’t.” She said looking at you. “I think you may be pregnant, Lady Ren. I will give you a test and than you will know.” Doctor said and got up from her seat to find the test for you.

As she handled the test to you, you took it in your hand and slipped straight into your pocket. “Thank you, doctor.” You said as you rose from the chair.

Before you left you looked at her over your shoulder.
“No one can find it out, am I making myself clear?”

Doctor shivered as you looked at her.
She quickly nodded. “Y-YES! Yes, of course, Lady Ren. No one will know. No one.”
She said and nodded.

After you left, she sat down and let out a loud sigh. “I’m gonna get a heart attack when I will see her here next time.” She muttered.


Minutes were wearing on awfully.
You were sitting in the bathroom waiting for a result. Biting inside of your cheek, you were looking around.

Few minutes have passed and you walked to the sink. With shaking hands you took the test and looked at it.

You felt like a coldness was trundling along your veins. Your heart has stopped for a second.

Two red lines. You were pregnant.

The last thing you remembered was like world around you was fading away.

“Y/N! Where are you?” Kylo called out walking inside the chamber.
He frowned when you didn’t come to him right away.

Kylo started to search through every room.

When he saw you laying on the floor in bathroom, he looked at you with fear.
“Y/N!” Kylo quickly took you into his arms. “Wake up, my queen. What happened?”
He asked and stroked your cheek.

You slowly opened eyes at the sound of his voice.
Automatically you nuzzled to his chest.
“Kylo.. My love..” You mumbled quietly. “Can you help me?” You leant over him trying to get up.

He picked you up and took you to bedroom.
There, he laid you down on the bed. He sat next to you and took your hand. “What happened, my love? Did someone attack you? I will KILL THIS PERSON!” He growled.

“Easy..” You smiled gently.
You reached for his hand and slowly put it on your stomach. “I think you already know what I want to tell you..”

Kylo blinked and looked at you confused.
“What do you mean, my queen?” He asked and moved his hand away from your stomach.

You looked at him, then turned head aside.
“I’m pregnant.” You whispered quietly, not even looking at him.

Brunette was quiet for a moment, and than he got up from bed simply leaving the chamber. Kylo left without one word or without a single look at you.

You watched him leaving feeling like tears are forming in your eyes.
It wasn’t a way you expected him to react. He let you down.

You were laying for a longer moment, then you got up.
You put a coat on your shoulders and left chamber.
You headed on the bridge.

Hux was there yelling at everyone as always.
“Move your fucking asses finally! You all are doing nothing! As fucking always!” Hux growled and rubbed his forehead. “It was a mistake to even get up from bed today.”
He muttered to himself.

As you spotted him, you walked straight into his direction.
“Armitage…” You said as you reached him. “Can we talk, please?”

He looked at you with disgust in his eyes. The look that he used to have since you appeared on this ship.
Hux looked at your face and suddenly his gaze softened, apparently the ‘good older’ brother woke up in him.

Armitage nodded and took your hand. He walked with you back to his chamber.

As soon as door was closed behind you, you let tears to roll down your rosy cheeks.
“Armitage…” You whimpered choking on your own tears. “I have a problem… Can you help me? Please… I don’t know what to do… I have no one but you..”

He blinked and quickly hugged you tightly.
“Shhh… Hey, calm down, Y/N. Explain me what’s wrong..” Armitage slowly sat down on his bed and pulled you closer trying to calm you down.

You nuzzled to his chest wrapping arms tightly around his waist.
“I’m pregnant..” You sobbed loudly, not even daring to look at him.

Hux blinked and looked at you, he was terrified.
“You are what… How… WHAT?!”
He put hand to your cheek and forced you to look at him.

“Pregnant, Armitage. I’m expecting HIS child..” you bursted with tears and nuzzled to hia chest again. “I’ve told him. He wasn’t happy at all. He didn’t even look at me..”

Armitage hugged you as tight as he only could. His head was full of thoughts, full of fear.

He was planning to kill you but he couldn’t do this now. By doing this he wouldn’t be better than your father.

“Maybe he got scared… Even Ren couldn’t be ready on this.” Armitage said, rubbing your back, suddenly he took off his gloves and then took your cheek into one hand.
Man started to gently stroke it, trying to calm you down.

You nodded.
“Or maybe he plans how to kill me…” You cried.

Your body was trembling. But you found yourself feeling safe in your brother’s arms.

“Hush… For sure not. Ren is complete idiot but he wouldn’t be so cruel. Not to his queen.” He said still rubbing your cheek. “I know him. He would never do this, sis.” Hux said using nickname that he was using when you two were small, man gently kissed top of your head.
“Let’s go to him, sis… We will talk with him.”

You nodded and took his hand.
“Will you protect me? I am so scared…”

You let him take you out of his chamber.
You were walking by his side wrapping coat tightly around your stomach.

Armitage smiled sadly, he good knew what was comming.

“Yes. I will protect you… As I always did when we were younger. Remember?” He asked and ruffled your hair.

You squeezed his palm and hugged to him when you were walking along the corridor.

From a flank corridor a tall man came out.
Dressed in a black armor and with a blaster in his hands.

“All hail General Hux! Die, scum!”
Man aimed at you and pulled the trigger.

Hux immediately pulled you closer to him, turning around with you in his arms, he shielded you from the shoot with his own body.

“Fuck…” He groweld loudly, looking at blood stain that started to form on his uniform. He pressed hand to his chest. “Take that fanatic away! And throw out of the ship! NOW!” Hux yelled before sinking down onto his knees.
“Y/N… Are you okay….” Armitage asked and looked at you.

“Dear Lord!” You screamed in horror kneeling in front of him and wrapping arms around his waist. “DOCTOR! I need a fucking doctor up here!!!” Your vocie was raspy as huge tears rolled down your pale cheeks. “Hold on, brother! I will help you, just focus on me. Listen to my voice..”

“You better get Ren here!” He yelled and then looked at you. “Come on… Don’t cry, sis. You need to be brave. Just like your brother.” Hux smiled at you and then he looked at wound. “Doctor is not gonna help me here…” He let out a short laugh.

“Shut up, bro!” You dared to slap his cheek strongly leaving a mark there. “Shur your mouth!”

You helped him to lay down and pressed hand to his chest. “Don’t die here..”

Kylo appeared on the corridor after longer moment.
“What the fuck had happened here!?”

“Someone tried to kill your Queen… I had to protect my little sister.” Hux muttered.
“I did this only for her… Y/N, stop pressing that. It won’t help. I’m gonna bleed out no matter what.” He pushed your hands away.

You didn’t care what he had wanted.
You again pressed hands to his wound resting your forehead on his shoulder.
“Don’t leave me alone, Armitage…” Your tears soaked through his shirt.

With a helpless glance you looked at Kylo.
“Why are you standing like this!? Help him, for fuck’s sake!!” You yelled.

A lot of stormtroopers were standing close to you, whispering and talking quietly about the situation. Their general was dying and no one could help.

Kylo came to Hux and knelt next to him.
“Thank you. You’ve fulfilled the most important duty of all time, Hux. Hold on, doctor’s on his way here.”

“Shhh…” Hux sighed petting your back. “Hey… You won’t be alone, Y/N. You have your… Man and you know..”
Redish man looked around slightly annoyed.
“Don’t you all have other things to do?! And I told you something, Ren. I did this as my personal duty… Y/N… Come on sis… Can I take a nap?”

Not thinking much, you slapped his cheek strongly.
“Stay awake, you little shit!” You hissed deeply.

As doctor came, two stormtroopers helped to pick Hux up.

Ren looked like they were taking general to the dispensary.

“Come here, Y/N. He will be fine, don’t worry. Such a fucker like him cannot be killed so easily.”

You punched his side.
“Don’t you say such a things!”

Hux hissed as stormtroopers picked him up.
“Hey! Watch it… Because if I won’t die I will hit you back, little scums.” Hux muttered before he passed out.

You and Kylo followed medical team straight to the dispensary.
“I am worried…” Your voice broke down as you took a seat on the chair at the corridor.

“Don’t. He is a strong fucker.” Kylo said and stroked your hair. “I think we need to talk about something very important.” Kylo sat next to you.

You crossed legs nicely and gave him a mean look.
“Mighty Kylo Ren is afraid of responsibility, huh?” You were angry and he could see this.

“Stop it!” He growled loudly at you. “It’s not like this. I had to think about this. I needed some time alone.” Kylo muttered.

You slowly rose from the chair.
“You think it’s easy to me?!” You yelled loudly enough to make few people looked over two of you. “It’s not okay! Of course you put yourself on first place!”

Kylo growled and grabbed your nape pulling you into angry kiss.
“Will you shut up finally, my queen?” He muttered against your lips before kissing you again.

You mumbled something and kissed him back. Your hands slipped onto his back. “What are we gonna do now?”

“What? You will become my wife.” He smiled and kissed your lips shortly. “And our little prince or princess will be happy with us two.”

You blinked and pushed him away.
“Woah.. Easy, cowboy.” You opened your eyes widely. “Isn’t it so quick?” You put hand on your stomach stroking it through your shirt. “Besides, I am not sure what Armitage will say about this idea.”

He frowned.
“I don’t care what this fucker will say. You are mine. You have problem with becoming my wife but you don’t have problem with me fucking you for last few months?!” He asked looking at you.

“KYLO!” You screamed blushing hardly. “It’s not that I have a problem. The situation is brand new to me…”

You walked away and sighed looking through the window at the small room where doctors were helping Armitage.

He smiled at your blush.
“This is true. Everyone knows that you belong to me. Every little inch of you is mine.”
Kylo walked to you and wrapped arms around your waist, he kissed your neck. “I love you. I want you to be mine forever. I want to rule the galaxy with you.” He growled against your skin.

Armitage was currently unconscious.

You let Kylo to hug you from behind. You grabbed his palm and put it to your belly.
“I just want this baby to be happy. To have a full family..” Your voice was soft while you were speaking. “I just.. I can’t lose my brother… Do something, Kylo. Force is strong in you, you have to help him… I am begging you, my love…” You whispered.

Your voice was slowly fading out until you sanked on your knees losing consciousness.

Kylo grabbed you and picked you up.
“I don’t need to do anything. He will be fine, my queen, and everything will be just like you wish. Don’t worry about that.” Kylo muttered and then carried you inside, he put you on empty bed next to Armitage’s.
“Take care of her, too. Just be gentle with her.” He growled at medical crew before leaving the room.
Kylo decided to find out why such a situation had even happened.

You turned head to look at your brother.
He was still unconscious and medical team was helping him.

“Armitage…” You whispered before drifting into a darkness once again.


The stormtrooper who had attacked Kylo’s woman several minutes before was gathering his stuff in a rush.
“Fucking coward…” Man cursed under his breath thinking about general Hux. “First he ordered to kill the slut only to protect her. Fucking pussy..”

Man threw backpack over his shoulders. He put a hood on his head and then left the chamber heading to escape pods.

“Where do you think you are going?” Kylo’s voice echoed through the corridor.

“Stop right there, ZK-6902.” Phasma said joining Kylo’s side. “Supreme Leader has few questions to you. Collaborate or you will be forced to do so.” She warned.

Few stormtroopers surrounded the traitor cutting hia escape route off.

Man reached to the backpack pulling blaster out and aiming weapon into Phasma.
“Fuck off, you’re only Hux’s bitch, no thinking, just doing what your owner will say!”
He yelled looking around. “And you all!? You ain’t better than me! Many would be grateful for what I’ve done!”

Kylo rolled his eyes slightly and used the force to choke the man.
“Shut up, scum.” He used his abilities to pull man closer.

Evil laughter escaped man’s lips.
“I had the order from above!” He spitted on Kylo’s face and smirked. “General Hux himself ordered me to kill his scum sister.”

Kylo growled loudly, he could feel anger building up in him.
His anger was so strong that it has triggered the force.

Men’s neck snapped in Kylo’s hand like a twig. Kylo threw the body on the floor.
“Clean it… I will be back soon.”
Brunette said and walked away wiping his face. He headed back to the dispensary.


Armitage woke up slowly and looked around. He immediately spotted you on next bed. 

“Y/N…. Y/N! Sister… What’s wrong with you…” Hux slowly reached out to you only to grab your hand, ignoring the strong pain in his side.

You slowly opened your eyes looking at your brother.
“Armitage…” You mumbled. “I am so worried about you…” You caughed strongly and put hand to your belly. “You’ve saved me…”

Ginger man smiled at you softly. “I know… I know that, sis.”

Suddenly Kylo entered the room and looked at both of you.
“You scum…” He mumbled and grabbed Hux by his throat. “I am so happy you are awake. I will be able to kill you and have satisfaction from this.” Brunette said squeezing Hux’s throat as hard as he only could.

“S-Supreme Leader…” Hux growled loudly trying his best to free himself from Kylo’s grasp but there was no use in trying.

“KYLO!”
Immediately getting up from the bed, you hit man’s back. “LEAVE HIM ALONE! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!” You screamed as loudly as you only could.

Kylo let go Hux’s neck and looked at you, his eyes were full of anger and rage.
“HE! HE DID THIS! IT WAS HIS ORDER! HIS ORDER TO KILL YOU! HE SHOULD DIE!” He yelled at you pointing at Armitage.

You covered mouth with a hand taking step back and looking at Armitage in horror.
“What.. No. Impossible. He saved me! Armitage, tell Kylo it wasn’t you!”

Armitage looked down and nodded rubbing his throat.
“Yes…” He nodded again taking a deep breath. “Yes… I did this… But when you said that you are pregnant… When you come to me… To ME. I couldn’t let anyone hurt you and the little one.” Hux explained and looked at Kylo. “I am ready to die.” He said closing his eyes.

Kylo looked at Armitage with a cruel smile.
“Very well general.” Brunette said taking the lightsaber in his hand and igniting it on.

As strongly as you could, you grabbed the hilt of lightsaber pulling it out of Kylo’s hand. You quickly turned weapon down throwing it away.
You threw Kylo a mean look, then you slapped his cheek.
“Just look what are you doing, Ren!” You took a step back shaking your head in disbelief. “You both! You both deserve each other! Ha! I have enough of both of you! Don’t ya try to get into my eyeshot!”

With heart beating fast you left the chamber.

Kylo shook his head and followed you.
“Y/N! Stop! What am I supposed to do, huh? He has betrayed me and you. You are his sister! Please, my Queen! Tell me what to do.” He grabbed your hand and pulled you close to himself. Kylo hugged you tightly.

Hux stayed in bed, even when he wanted to run after you, oh so badly. This whole plan was the biggest mistake he had ever committed.

You were struggling in Kylo’s arms for a while but when you calmed down, you rested head on his chest.
“He’s still my brother. Leave him alone. If not him, I would be dead now.”

Kylo held you tightly until you were fully calm.
“If not him, it wouldn’t even happen.” He sighed deeply and kissed the top of your head. “I still don’t like fact that he is alive after all of this. HE wanted to KILL you.”

“I won’t change my mind. I already forgave him.”
You looked at Kylo slipping out if his arms. “Now, leave me alone. I want to rest. Don’t feel well.”

“Y/N! Stop it. You should go back to the dispensary.” Kylo offered you his hand.
“Please, my queen… For your own good. Your and baby’s good.” He said quietly.

You were measuring him with cold glance but you agreed taking offered hand.


Few days later you were able to left dispensary.
You came back to your daily routine.

Hux was still slowly recovering from his injury.
The biggest surprise to everyone on the ship was fact that general and Supreme Leader started to get along but there still was something deep inside Hux and he needed to take care of this.

“Y/N..” Hux said softly walking to you. “Sis, how do you two feel? Can we talk? Please? Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you.”

You kept your face straight but deep inside you were glad he came to you.
“We are okay.” You put hand on your a bit rounded belly. “What about you?”

He smiled at you gently.
“I am fine? I mean.” Armitage moved his shirt up, showing you his bandages. “Still healing but… I really need to talk… Can we go to your chamber? I want to talk with you.”

You frowned a bit glaring up at him.
“Can’t we talk here or in the canteen?” You asked simply.

Hux looked around at stormtroopers and shook his head.
“Not really. Please, sis… I need this..” Armitage was practically begging you, what wasn’t typical for him.

You smirked.
“If you will promise that you ain’t gonna kill me, then I am okay with this idea.”

You led him to your new chamber.
Kylo had given you bigger room taking you needed more space not only for yourself but also for a baby that was about to be born soon.

He looked down sadly.
“Of course I won’t…” Hux said quietly and followed you.

Inside your chamber ginger man looked around.
“I see that this idiot Ren takes a good care of both of you.” Armitage said and looked at you.

“Armitage.” You growled deeply looking at him above your shoulder. “Stop calling him like that. He’s good to us.”

You pointed at leather chair in front of little coffee table. “Take a seat. So what do you want to talk about?”

“By ‘to us’ you mean to you and little one.” He laughed softly and then looked at chair. “No, no, thank you. I am fine.”

Armitage walked to you closer. “Y/N… I.. I am so sorry… I just, I was blind. You got on fucking top… Doing nothing. I was working so fucking hard and still, I was only Supreme Leader’s punching bag…” Hux fell onto his knees and started to cry. “Forgive me sister… I beg you. When we were smaller… I protected you, and now I tried to kill you. I shouldn’t, it was my mistake. Please, forgive me!” He whimpered wrapping arms around your legs.

You blinked few times and went down on your knees to hug him tight.
“Hush now. It is okay. Everyone makes mistakes. So do you.”
You patted his back gently.

It took you few longer moments to calm your brother down.
“And now, come on, get up.”
You reached hand to him and helped Armitage to get back on his feet.

You smiled at him and went to large window with a view on the space.
“Promise me something. That you will be a good uncle. That you will protect this child as much as you protect me. This baby has no one but me, Kylo and you.”

You were stroking your belly with forehead leant against the glass.

Amritage watched you and nodded.
He came to you and hugged you from behind nuzzling to your shoulder. “I promise… I swear… I swear on my life. I won’t let anyone hurt you or little one. I won’t, never.” Hux said trying to control his emotions.

You sighed slightly.
“I trust you. Don’t mess with me anymore, bro.”

You turned and briefly kissed his cheek.
“Now, can you leave me alone? Afternoon nap is all I want for now.” You giggled.

“Please…. Can I stay here with you? I can sleep on a couch. I just wanna stay close to make sure you are safe.” He whispered holding you tightly.

You rolled your eyes giggling.
“Kylo will be glad seeing you here, brother.”

You ruffled his hair and nuzzled to him.
“C’mon.”

You led him to the king sized couch and got on it next to him.
“Tell me a story. Like you used to do when I was small.”
You nuzzled to his chest.

Armitage hugged you and sighed heavily. “
Uhm… I am not sure if I remember any stories now. But I will try my best. For my little sister.”

Kylo walked to your chamber and found you and Hux asleep on couch. He sighed softly and took blanket to wrap it around both of you.


“FUUUCK!!” You voice was piercing the air echoing along corridors.

The childbirth was lasting since few hours. You were totally exhausted but still trying to cooperate with doctors.
“I CAN’T DO IT!!!” You screamed after another painful push you had to make. “I WILL KILL REN PERSONALLY AFTER ALL THIS SHIT!!”

“You’re doing great, Mrs Ren.” One of doctors wiped your forehead from sweat. “Just few more pushes. You can do it, Y/N.”

Hux shivered listening to your screams. All he has wanted was to take pain away from you.
“Ren, really? You don’t care?”

Kylo, on the other hand, was sitting on the chair, his face was emotionless. He was just sitting there, your screams and threats haven’t touched him at all.
He looked at Hux. “I care but she is stronger than she looks. I am not worried about her health at all. She can make it.” Brunette shrugged.

Hux only rolled his eyes. “You are immposible.” He growled.

At the same moment everything became silent.

After several minutes young nurse came out of the operating room.

“Supreme Leader, I have the pleasure of informing you that lady Y/N just gave birth to a pretty little girl.” Woman smiled bowing her head. “My sincere congratulations.”

Kylo simply walked past the woman. All he has wanted was to see you and his daughter.

Hux rolled his eyes.
“Thank you for your help.” He said to the nurse and followed Kylo.

Ren sat next to you on a bed and gently pressed his forehead to yours.
“My queen. You did a great job, just please, don’t try to kill me now. It’s your brother’s job.”

Kylo’s gaze fell on the small bundle in your arms. “Is this her? This is our child?” He asked and looked at you.

Hux rolled his eyes again listening to Kylo.
He looked at little girl you were holding in your arms. “She is really cute.”

You nodded at Kylo.
“It’s her.” Little smile crept onto your lips. “She’s perfect.”

You gently stroked over little forehead with your index finger. “We need to think of the name for her, Kylo.”

Kylo looked at you not really sure what to say.

Hux rolled his eyes.
“Maybe Y/D/N? I think it will be perfect.” He shrugged.

You smiled at your brother.
“To me it’s a perfect name. So… Y/D/N… Welcome.”
You kissed little nose softly.

Kylo kissed your cheek and slowly took Y/D/N into his arms.
“Welcome, my little princess.” He said holding little girl close to his chest.

He looked at you and easily you could see tones of love into his eyes.
Kylo was truly happy for the very first time. Like you all were that day.

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You are not alone || Stucky x Reader

Summary: After your family’s death you found new way to relieve all your bad emotions… even when you know it’s a bad thing to do.

Word Count: 1764

Warnings: self harm, blood, deatch [mentioned]

Author: Cass

You lived
with Steve and Bucky for almost eight years now. During this time many bad
things happened.
For example you would find out that Steve returned from mission almost dead… or
you would be a witness of one of Bucky’s panic attack. Then watch him how He
slowly close himself on Steve and you. You always were positive, You believed
in boys and you were stronger for both of them.

But one day your life was ruined by one phone.  It was exactly two weeks ago.

~Two Weeks
ago~

You were
cooking dinner for boys, Y/F/S was playing in background when you happily
walked around in kitchen. It lasted until you heard phone. You thought that
maybe it’s Steve or Bucky, So you quickly went to pick it up.

“Hello?” You
said happily.
“Good morning, miss. Is it… Y/N Y/L/N?” Voice asked. It was man, but not your
Steve or Bucky. Right now you were really scared.

“Yes… It’s me…
but something happened?” You asked and started shiver softly.

“My name is
Alex Radu I’m calling from the Police… I don’t have good news from you miss.”
He said.

Your heart
stopped, you had no idea what to do. You were worried, scared. You wanted just disconnect
the call and ran away.

“W…. What happened…”
You asked but your voice just broke.

“I’m sorry
Miss… But I need to inform you that. Your parents and your brother are
dead.”

You felt
like you gonna pass out there, You only shook your head and tried stop tears “B-But…
But… How… What… What happened…?”

“Truck hit
their car… all three Death on the spot. I’m really sorry miss.” Man said

Next thing
that you remember was sitting on floor crying like a little child.

Steve and
Bucky entered home smiling as always but their smiles faded when they saw you
on floor and smelled burned food.

Steve
quickly put his shield down and went to you when Bucky went to kitchen to make
sure that nothing is on fire.

“Doll… Hey
doll… What wrong? What happened.” Steve asked and sat next to you. He gently
wrapped arms around you and pulled you into hug.

Bucky
quickly joined and also hugged you, He kissed your head and took your hand in
his metal hand “Y/N you know you can tell us.”

You only
looked at them, your eyes were red and a bit swollen “M… My parents… and… Tom…
They… THEY ARE DEAD! I LOST EVERYONE I’M ALONE!” You got up and yelled with
tears on your cheeks. Then you just sat back down.  Bucky and Steve looked at you in shock, You
never yelled at them.

They both
hugged you again. Steve kissed you head “Shhh… Doll. You are never alone… You
have us.”

“Exactly,
little one… You aren’t alone.” Bucky said and kissed your shoulder.

It took a
lots of time to take care of everything. It was hard… Hard to know that you are
alone.
But boys were with you no matter what, they supported you whole time.

~Now~

Maybe all formalities
were hard but the most hard thing was to hide your pain and sorrow. Boys were
sure that you are fine. That they helped you and you feel better but little
have they know.

One night
you woke up from nightmare, you looked around in bed, Steve was on your slept calmly,
wrapped in blanket.
Bucky on your right, He was hugging his pillow, muttering something in his
sleep.

You looked
at them sadly and got up from bed, trying your best to not woke up one of them
(Or with your luck both)

You walked
to bathroom and slowly unbuttoned your shirt. You took it off and looked at
your darkest secret.

Your whole
arm was covered in small and a bit bigger cuts, some were already old and some
still fresh but this wasn’t only place… your whole shoulder, some places on
your chest and even your abdomen was covered in the same cuts.

You started
to self harm yourself not long after that news, You had too much inside you.
Too much pain, too much sorrow… Too much sadness. You don’t wanted die, because
you couldn’t leave boys alone but you wanted do something that could help you
with this emotions.

It helped
you but it forced you to move away from boys. Making love, showers, swimming
together. This all just ended. You knew that boys were worried but they
respected your decision because they think that you are really deep in Mourning

You sighed
softly and looked at yourself in mirror, you looked terrible but it was your
only way to relief. Steve and Bucky would never understand you.

You took
out small razor blade from cabinets, you looked at yourself and found some
places that weren’t marked by metal yet.

You took
deep breath and put blade on empty spot. Cold feeling made you feel better but feeling
of cutting skin made you even more happy, you whimpered at pain and looked at
mirror.

You could
see the line, it become more red with every second then blood started run down
your skin, soft smile appeared on your lips, you bite them hard and started
make more cuts.

After few minutes you looked at yourself in
mirror than you started cry.

You cleaned yourself and made sure to put bandage on your fresh wounds, you
calmed down, dressed up and returned to boys but you forgot to completely clean
your “Crime place”


At Morning
when you still were in bed Bucky was in bathroom and Steve was in kitchen.

Bucky
looked into cabinets and blinked when He saw that some razor blade were missing
as well as bandages.

“Steeevee?!
Did you maybe used my razor blade? Or bandages?!” He yelled.

Steve went
to bathroom and looked at Bucky “Do I look like person that use them? “ He
asked frowning softly.

“No… but
they are missing and only I use them in this house.” Bucky muttered.

Steve
rolled his eyes “Maybe you used them and you don’t remember this?”

Bucky
sighed “Steve, I’m old but I don’t have Alzheimer.” He growled “Maybe Y/N used
them.”

“Yep!
Because our girl needs to use your razor blade and bandages.” He said and
looked at him.

Bucky
sighed sadly “You know… I don’t like one thing. They disappear almost every day…
both things, nothing else… but today I found this.” He said and showed Steve small
white towel with stains of blood “And I’m sure it’s not yours.” Bucky looked at
Steve worried “It’s also not mine… So, if it’s not mine and it’s not yours than…”

“Y/N..”
Steve said worried, looking at his friend.

Both of
them went to bedroom, Steve sat on bed and gently kissed you cheek to wake you
up
“Hey, doll. Sorry that we wake you up but We need to ask you something.”

“Hmmm…” You
muttered and opened one eye to look at your boys.

Bucky showed
you towel “I found it in bathroom… Do you wanna tell us something?” He asked

You quickly
woke up and sat up “Um.. I… I cut myself yesterday. I think I forgot to put it
in basked… I’m sorry boys.” You said and made your best fake smile.

Steve and
Bucky looked at each other, they didn’t believed you but they decided not to
press you.

Rest of the
day was calm but Steve and Bucky watched you, trying to find something. All
they could see was your problems with moving.


Since this
day both were checking everything. Razor blade and bandages were disappearing
every day and you had bigger problems with moving.

One night when
You were sure they are asleep you got up and went to bathroom to start your
small sick “ritual”
Boys watched you as you left bedroom
“I don’t like it…” Steve whispered
“Let’s follow her..” Bucky said and quietly got up from bed.

They both
followed you to bathroom, Steve slowly opened door.
You were in front of mirror, without your shirt. They looked at your body in
shock.

“Y/N!”
Bucky said in shock “What… What…” He said and looked at you.

You slowly
turned around and looked at them scared “Steve… Bucky… I can explain… I just..”

“Don’t even
say a word. We want see you in living room in a minute.” Steve said frowning
and wet to living room, Bucky followed him.

You could
feel tears in your eyes they had to never find out… never.

Steve was
walking around living room nervous, Bucky was sitting on couch watching him “Dude
calm down.
Steve wanted say something but then He saw you walking down the stairs.

You looked
scared at Steve and sad a Bucky.
Bucky patted his legs “Come here, doll.” You smiled at him softly and sat on
his laps. He stroked your cheek and kissed you gently. Steve sat behind you and
took off shirt from your shoulder, He gently kissed it.
Both looked at you with their big puppy’s eyes “Y/N why? Why you did this to
yourself? Why… Why we know nothing.” Steve said sadly.

You looked
at them and told them everything.
Steve and Bucky were shocked.

Bucky took
your face into his big hands and looked into your eyes
“Listen… We know it’s all hard but even now, you aren’t alone. You have me… you
have Steve and all your friends. We all were so worried that you become so
closed on us. Y/N we two love you too much… you know how it kill us… that… that
you do such a thing to yourself.”

“He is
right, doll. You are important to us. We love you and We will do everything for
you. We and friends… just please don’t hide stuff like this from us, okay.”

You looked
at them and started cry “I promise… I won’t do this again… n-next time I… I
will talk with you or Bucky.”

Steve and Bucky smiled “Good girls.” Bucky said
and they both hugged you tight.

~Few
months later~

You felt
much better. You wounds healed.
You good knew that boys are always with you.
Boy and all your friends, Everyone was making their best to make you feel
loved.

You lost
your real family, but now all your friends and your boys were your family. They
never let you forgot your parents and brother but they also never let you feel
alone or unloved.

This was
the most important to you were loved and you felt happy again.


Gif: Not mine, this time I haqve no idea where I found it.

A/N: Hey guys! It’s Cass here. I wrote this short story to show you all something. So… As you all know, I’m Beast gf. The thing is that this is Distance
relationship. For a long time I thought that He is fine, that He only have some
problems in work and that’s all but a day ago… He showed me what He did to himself.
The thing that I saw was terrible.
He also told me about his terrible thoughts… thanks god Me and rest of team
were able to pull him away from those thoughts by this small story, I want to
show you all that no matter what happen, you always can find people that will
be ready to support you and try to help you. That you are never alone. You need
to trust your friends or family, if not then than you should find someone who will
listen to you and try help you.


Take care guys and remember, no one is ever alone.


Gif: I have no idea. I just found it on my computer.